I'm back and you may have seen the new story up it's called Firefighter: Shift A 'Medic. But if you haven't, there's the title so go check it out if you want.
So yesterday (1/31/13) I lost my flash drive that has ALL of my stories, homework, and other random shit and I still haven't found it and I'm starting to get pissed off because of it so I literally have an internet tab with a preview of chapter 15 so I know what I wrote, because I have no clue. I'm also listening to Skillet and Evanescene but that's totally irrelevant.
Here's your epilogue
Disclaimer: I don't own anything that is copyrighted
14 years later
MaxPOV
"I tried to kill my pain
But only brought more
So much more
I lay dying
And I'm pouring crimson regret and betrayal
I'm dying, praying, bleeding and screaming
Am I too lost to be saved?
Am I too lost?
"My God my tourniquet
Return to me salvation
My God my tourniquet
Return to me salvation
"Do you remember me?
Lost for so long
Will you be on the other side
Or will you forget me?
I'm dying, praying, bleeding and screaming
Am I too lost to be saved?
Am I too lost?
"My God my tourniquet
"Return to me salvation
My God my tourniquet
Return to me salvation"
"Return to me salvation"
"I want to die!
"My God my tourniquet
Return to me salvation
My God my tourniquet
Return to me salvation
"My wounds cry for the grave
My soul cries for deliverance
Will I be denied Christ
Tourniquet
My suicide
"Return to me salvation
Return to me salvation" I backed away from the microphone and smiled out onto the crowd.
"Thank y'all for coming out tonight!" I said into the microphone and following Fang off the stage.
"Here you guys go," I was handed a water bottle from our manger Angie. I chugged about half of the bottle after hugging my ten year old, Lindsay.
"The crowds pretty loud, what do you guys think about an encore?" I nodded at Fang and started back onto the stage after getting a kiss on the cheek from Lindsay for good luck.
"How You Remind Me," Fang took center stage and I took the stage on the right on the electric guitar.
How You Remind Me by Nickleback
Never made it as a wise man
I couldn't cut it as a poor man stealing
Tired of living like a blind man
I'm sick of sight without a sense of feeling
And this is how you remind me
This is how you remind me
Of what I really am
This is how you remind me
Of what I really am
It's not like you to say sorry
I was waiting on a different story
This time I'm mistaken
For handing you a heart worth breaking
And I've been wrong, I've been down,
Been to the bottom of every bottle
These five words in my head
Scream "are we having fun yet?"
Yeah, yeah, yeah, no, no
Yeah, yeah, yeah, no, no
It's not like you didn't know that
I said I love you and I swear I still do
And it must have been so bad
Cause living with me must have damn near killed you
And this is how, you remind me
Of what I really am
This is how, you remind me
Of what I really am
It's not like you to say sorry
I was waiting on a different story
This time I'm mistaken
For handing you a heart worth breaking
And I've been wrong, I've been down,
Been to the bottom of every bottle
These five words in my head
Scream "are we having fun yet?"
Yeah, yeah, yeah, no, no
Yeah, yeah, yeah, no, no
Yeah, yeah, yeah, no, no
Yeah, yeah, yeah, no, no
Never made it as a wise man
I couldn't cut it as a poor man stealing
And this is how you remind me
This is how you remind me
This is how you remind me
This is how you remind me
Of what I really am
This is how you remind me
Of what I really am
It's not like you to say sorry
I was waiting on a different story
This time I'm mistaken
For handing you a heart worth breaking
And I've been wrong, I've been down,
Been to the bottom of every bottle
These five words in my head
Scream "are we having fun yet?"
[3x]
Yeah, yeah, are we having fun yet?
Yeah, yeah, no, no.
"I think they deserve one last song don't you Fang?" I asked into the microphone carrying my guitar over to the side of the stage where my manger hooked a mic on me.
"I think so too," Fang stood where I was standing and I went back to the middle of the stage.
"Suffocated,"
Suffocated by Orianthi
In the beginning it was worth this
Do the worst, feel complete
Passing standards others meet
(What we do best)
Now perfect endings make you anxious
Heavy head, a colder sweat
Leaving nothing here, nothing to regret
Why am I still suffocating
Constantly devastated just to stay alive
Why am I still suffocating
Constantly devastated just to stay alive
I miss the old days that we murdered
They're so far gone, out of reach
Watch 'em fade with summer's heat
(Well it goes like this)
Without a break from this distraction
I need a change, a different scene
A new approach to coming clean
Why am I still suffocating
Constantly devastated just to stay alive
Why am I still suffocating
Constantly devastated just to stay alive
Still searching for a back door out of here
Reassured that old friends will reappear
Why am I still suffocating
Just hold your breathe deep and I'll keep waiting
[x2]
Why am I still suffocating
Constantly devastated just to stay alive
Why am I still suffocating
Constantly devastated just to stay alive
The crowd went crazy and we said 'good bye' again and left the stage again. I finished my water as the mic was taken off me.
"What are we getting for dinner?" Iggy smiled holding Ella at his side
"Lindsay, where do you want to go?"
"Pizza," I smiled at her and ruffled her black curls. I threw the bottle in the trash and turned around seeing Fang standing with Lindsay on his shoulders.
"Aunt Max!" I spun around as a toddler came running at me
"What's up munchkin?" I asked Andrew
"Up," I picked him up and he clapped.
For and four year old he could pronounce words really well.
"Linsay, on Uncle Fang!" Well except for his D's.
Ella took Andrew from me and he rested his head on her shoulder.
Maybe now I should explain some things. Ella and Iggy got married 6 years ago and had Andrew a year later. Nudge and Gazzy got together but they are still currently dating and Fang and I had gotten married 11 years ago and had Lindsay and Tyler, but we had lost Tyler a few months after he was born and Fang and I didn't really want to have another child, though we'd adopt a child close to Lindsay's age if we got the chance. Tara had gotten married to her boyfriend a couple years after I moved in with Fang and his sister. Tanner had gone back over seas and when he came back he was transferred to a base in Tennessee even though the actual base is in Kentucky but he lives within a twenty minute drive of it.
Every few years the band drives to our home city and Fang and I take Lindsay to the cemetery her grandparents are buried.
My sister comes to some shows sometimes but instead of her paying air fair or for gas the band pays for it.
The end of my senior year was amazing when we graduated my family that lives out of state came to the graduation ceremony and party, I had even let Jeb have a little part of my life and in Lindsay's too.
All of us loaded onto our tour bus after an hour of giving autographs and picture taking. We had gotten two large pizza's and they were gone within 10 minutes of being on the bus with them. I saw a sign out the window that said 'Welcome to Tennessee" and smiled to myself knowing we were on our way to our next city on our tour.
Short I must admit but I'm sorry that's all I got for my epilogue so if you want to check out my newish story it's Firefighter: A Shift 'Medic.
Bye guys!
FangRules1995 (I noticed in the last chapter I spelled that wrong whoops!)