As I watched him fall to the ground, his face slowly draining of color time seemed to move in slow motion. In my head I was screaming his name SEAN! No words would form in my mind or come out of my mouth. The only thing on my mind was Sean and how I was going to get him out of this danger zone of bullets flying by. I was so overwhelmed with emotions fear and anger. Fear because I might lose the person that I have fallen in love with, the one person who taught me what love really is and the person who told me it was ok to open up, let someone in and let them see the deepest, darkest parts of myself Sean is that person for me It's so hard for me to open up to people because of what I've been through in my life. I love him and I can't imagine my life without him in it and without him my life would be moving in slow motion.

(I look down at him)

"You're gonna be ok I promise"

(He nods in understanding)

Please please please let him be ok god I will do anything just let him live I need him he is my rock I would crumpled into a ball if he wasn't with me I would be broken , unrecognizable I would be the person I promised myself I would never be again without him.

I NEVER want to go through life in slow motion because a life in slow motion wasn't living and I want to live and love Sean for the rest of my life and see what life had in store for us.

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Alex Udinov-Pierce