"dude wake up!" god Emmett. "Dude! Come on!"
"What?" I yelled at him, opening my eyes to find him sitting at the end of my bed
"We need to find your friend! You told me to wake you up at nine" and the hunt begins
I sigh and get out of bed, shower, get dressed, and grab a coffee
"Hey Em" I say confused
"Yeah?" he said finishing off a pop tart
"Where is Rose? I thought you guys were tied together?"
He laughed and spun around on his stool to look at me, "Not any more man, people need time apart. Anyways, where do you want to start looking for your old friend?"
I looked down at my old phone that I had before all of this happened, "I tried calling, but he doesn't have the same number, so I was thinking we could stop by his house, see if he still lives there?"
"Mk lets go" Emmett said jumping off the stool and flying out the door
. . . . .
"You do remember where he lives right?" Emmett said looking at me amused
"Yes! I remember!, we'll be there in a minute" of course I remember how to get there. Just then we pull up to his house… I feel like I'm going to throw up as a plethora of emotions flow back to me
"I'll be back in a little bit ok?" I said before stepping out of the car
When I reached the door I froze. I don't know what to say, what to do, what if he has a new boyfriend? What then? My mind and hand obviously don't get along because before I knew it, I was knocking at the door. I here him inside coming to the door. But when the door opens its not him, it's his sister Rose
"Hi?" she says looking lost, "Do I know you?" she squinted her eyes and examined me, "You look familiar" she said smiling, "Come on in"
She walked into the kitchen and I followed, "Whats your name again?" she asked like I already tolled her
"Edward" I said quietly
"Are you here for Jasper?" she asked raising a brow at me
"Yeah but he's not expecting me" I said as she continued to look me over
Then her eyes go wide and she slaps me, "I remember you! You cheated on Jasper! And then disappeared on him! You son of a bitch! Who do you think you are coming back like this? Huh?" by this point she was up in my face looking like she was going to kill me
Just then Jasper walks in, looking like a god. "Geez Rosey whats got you in a twist? If I didn't kno…" he stopped when he noticed me
"What are you doing here?" he said like he'd seen a ghost
"We need to talk" I choke out
"Alright, lets go for a walk" he said taking a step towards me, "Rose I'll be back later"
We start to walk in utter awkwardness when he stops, "Edward what are you doing here?"
I sigh, "I never cheated on you Jasper"
He laughed and then sat down on a bench, "That's real funny, cuz last time I checked, you told me yah cheated yourself"
I looked down and swallowed hard, I really don't want to tell him. But I have to. "Jasper… "
"Look. Don't try an tell me you weren't cheatin! You came home that night smelling like sex and another man!"
A tear slipped down my cheek and I shook my head
"Your really going to try and deny that?" he spat at me
"Jasper you don't understand" I sobbed slightly
"Understand what? That I had a ungrateful cheating ass boyfriend? I deserve better"
"Damn it Jasper that's…" he cut me off again
"No. just fuck off!" he yelled then took off
I grabbed his arm, I was in tears pleading for him to listen, "Jasper"
"Save your breath, because nothing you say will change my mind" he seethed at me, slapping my hand away and walking away from me
"I was raped" I said just loud enough so he could here me.
He stopped dead in his tracks and turned around to find me on my knees in tears. Before I knew it I was in his arms
"I had no idea Edward" he said, tears falling from his eyes as well
"I know, and its ok Jasper… I just … we need to talk" I whispered
"Lets go to this coffee shop, its right over there" he pointed to the coffee shop and I nodded my head
I tolled him about Mike and how he did things to me… about how he hurt me and about how I couldn't tell him about what happened
"Jasper there's more…" I said nervously
"What is it? You can tell me anything you know" he said taking my hand in his
"After all of that happened I … I couldn't see straight, I turned to alcohol and…" I stopped, nervous he's see me as crazy like so many other people do
"And what?" he whispered
"I tried to kill myself" I said back in a squeak, I looked up at him as he looked at me shocked
"H…how?" he said speechless
I moved up my sleeves to reveal two large scares on my wrists. When he saw them he pulled me into a hug and I cried on him. He was my rock.
"I never stopped loving you Edward" he said into my neck, "I was always hoping you would come back… where where you these past two years?"
"I had to go to a Rehab center for attempted suicide" I said, no longer crying
"Do you know who…. Who did that to you Edward?" he whispered, "When did it happen?"
"I'm going to tell you, but don't blame yourself it wasn't your fault. Jasper I love you so much" I said, looking into his beautiful eyes. There's a huge chance he'll blame himself for this. He nodded and I look a breath
"Remember when you left for a few days to visit your Grandmother when she was ill?" I said slowly and he just nodded, "Well I was hanging out with Mike, remember him? Mike Newton?" his face went blank. It looked like he just saw a ghost.
"Mike Newton" he said in a whisper and then broke into tears, "Are you saying Mike did that to you?"
"Yes" I said , tears collecting again
"Edward after you left Mike started trying to be my friend" he said slowly
I took a deep breath and closed my eyes. I cannot have a panic attack here. Not now. "Are you guys… friends?" I whispered
"We were" he said angrily "Up until I found out that he …. Raped my boy" I looked up and he was in a complete breakdown. I wrapped my arms around his and rocked back and forth, "Its ok Jasper" I whispered, "You didn't know, I… I should have told you"
"I'm going to kill him" Jasper whispered into the crook of my neck
"That makes two of us" I sighed, "let's get you back home, your freezing and Emmett is waiting for me"
"Edward" he said standing up, but not breaking our gaze, "Will you be mine again?"
I got up from the bench and kissed his beautiful lips, just a sweet soft kiss. And pulled away, "I would love to"
We walked back to his house and talked about things. I haven't changed much other than being crazy, and he hasn't changed at all other then he lives with Rose now
"Well I guess we're back at my place" he said looking down
"Call me and we'll tell all of my friends and I'll tell my parents tonight" I said smiling
"Really?" he said, his perfectly pearly white teeth showing, "I reckon you do love me then" he said with a smirk and kissed my cheek, "See yah love"
"Bye" I whispered and walked back to the car
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