"Emmett wake the fuck up" I yelled and Emmett jumped

"Damn fuck!" he screamed "You scared the living hell out of me man!"

I laughed and apologized for waking him from his beauty sleep

"So how was your friend?" he asked, starting the car

"Remember Jasper?" I said looking out the window

"Yeah, blonde hair blue eyes?"

"Yep" I said, smile plastered to my face, "That's the friend"

"Well it looks like you had a nice chat with him seeing as you can't stop smiling" oh god I have to tell someone

"I love him" I spat out

"You what?" he looked at me confused, "That sounded so gay man" he said laughing

I looked at him furious, "Maybe that's because I am" Emmett slammed the breaks and looked at me like I was crazy

"Your what?" he said trying to keep calm

"Gay" I said locking eyes with him and I sighed, "Look if you want me to go that's fine"

"No man I have nothing against gays, I just wish you would have told me, Yah know?" he said looking hurt

"I'm sorry" I whispered, "Your actually the first to know… other than Jasper"

He started driving again and smiled, "So are you a Jasper together?"

"We were before I… you know" I said in a small voice, looking back out the window

"Oh… how long have you know you were gay?" he asked sounding seriously confused

"Sense I was sixteen, but I was confused since I was fourteen" I chucked at how young I was when I thought guys were hot

Then the all mighty mind reader asks, "So you thought guys were hot at fourteen?" he said raising an eyebrow at me

"Yes actually I did" I said laughing along

"Have you had sex with a girl? Like at least tried to be with one?" he asked casually

"Yeah I've been with a few girls and lets just say…. It was gross" I turned and looked in his eyes, I actually don't think he cares that I'm gay

"Whatever floats your boat man" he said with a lot chuckle, "Well we're back at your place, and don't worry, I don't tell a sole" he said and I thanked him

"Emmett" I said, running my fingers through my messy hair, "What do you think my parents will think?"

He looked down at his shoes and sighed, "Shit man I don't know… you know as well as I that they don't like gay's, I mean damn, after that thing with your cousin I don't know. But you need to tell them soon"

"Will you come in the house with me? I want to tell them now. If they reject me I'd rather it be sooner than later" I was shocked myself that I actually want to do this

We walked into the house and I spotted my mother in the kitchen cutting up vegetables. I swallowed hard and looked at Emmett, "You don't have to do this now you know" he said in a reassuring voice

"I know, but I just want to get this over with yah know? Rip the band aid off" I said in a not so confident voice. I walked into the kitchen and my mother smiled, greeting us. "Hey is dad home?" I asked after standing there for about ten minutes

"Yes, he's in his office" she smiled, putting something in the oven

"Can I talk to both of you?" I said, apparently looking uneasy because she asked me if I was feeling ok

"Of course honey" she said, taking my hand and walking to his office

We stepped in and he smiled at me, "Hello son what can I do for yah?"

"I wanted to talk to you and mom about some things" I said sitting down on the couch across from his desk

They were both looking at me and I turned my head to Emmett who was standing near the door and he nodded, "Mom, dad" I cleared my throat, "I've met someone"

My mom squealed and pulled me to her with a hug, "Oh Edward that's wonderful!" she yelled

"Who's the lucky lady?" my dad said with a proud smile

"That's…. that's the thing…. Well….. there isn't a lucky lady" I choked out

"Don't be silly! Any lady who is with you is lucky!" my mom said kissing my cheek

"Stop with this nonsense son! What's her name?" how do I tell them this. How can I tell them that there only son is gay?

"His name is Jasper" I whispered

The room went dead silent for a minute and then I looked over to my mom and she was crying. I made my mom cry. Great

"What are you trying to say?" my dad said, looking pissed

"I'm gay" I said looking him straight in the eyes

he sat there for a second and then got up and looked down at me, "ha-ha-ha" he said slowly , "Very funny Edward"

I got up, about an inch away from his face and spat back, "Does it look like I'm kidding"

I could see the anger in his eyes, "Edward I will not have another Faggot in my family. You have had girlfriends not boyfriends. So stop this joke because it is not funny, you are not some disgusting cocksucker

"I'm not kidding dad. I am a cocksucker and I love it, I suck my boyfriend Jaspers cock" I smirked and saw him raise his fist, I also saw Emmett take a step up but I shot his a look saying stay there. Before I knew it I could taste blood in my mouth and my jaw hurt like a bitch

"Get out of my house! You are not my son anymore you little shit" my dad yelled to me and Emmett, I stood up, realizing I was on the ground and laughed, "You weren't ashamed that I attempted suicide but me being gay is such an embarrassment? Wow I had more respect for you and…." I was cut off by my mom who was now standing behind me

"You weren't really raped" she stopped for a second and I turned around, "You like men, you enjoyed it, you and Mike Newton were good friends, you're probably just trying to get back at him for breaking up with you or something."

I had tears spilling from my eye. How could my mom think that? My own mother? "What the fuck mom!" I cried out. "How can you think that? How can you think I would lie about being raped?"

"Get out of my house now or I'll throw you out" my dad said, "And don't come back"

Emmett and I may have walked out. But a part of me died in there.

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