Okay guys, i guess i lied to you because this story is a little longer! i started typing and i just could not stop! You can blame the horny guy in me *Shrugs*

Just letting you all know, this is a Jasper POV chapter and i have got to say, this is my favorite chapter so far :D i really like it

FYI guys i'm still looking for new ideas! it would be great if you guys could give me some because as far as ideas so, i'm stuck

Oh yeah! and i don't own Twilight in any way shape or form!

Enjoy!

JPOV

My beautiful bronze haired boy came back for me. I couldn't sleep at all last night in fear that he would be gone when I woke up, in fear that It was all just another dream about him coming back. It's not a dream. After watching him all night I realized that this, us, it's real again and he won't leave me. He loves me. But then my mind wanders to what I did. He almost died because of me. I wouldn't listen to him. I cringe just thinking about it and my stomach turns. He, my beautiful, loving, soft, sexy, caring, strong, boy was raped. Just thinking about it makes me feel sick, Mike was my friend, He was our friend how could he do that? Thinking about him fills me with rage. Next time I see him he'll be dead. I look down at Edward, I was spooning him, this feels so right, being here with him, waking up with him. I smiled and kissed his head lightly playing with his soft hair. "I'll protect you" I whisper in his ear and he stirs a little

He yawns and stretches a little before opening his eyes, "Jasper" he says with a lazy smile

"Hey beautiful" I say in a whisper, stroking his hair out of his face, "I think you need a little hair cut" I said laughing lightly

"Speak for yourself" he replied, twisting his finger around one of my curls

"Alright" I said with a kiss "What are your plans for today?"

"Well, I'm spending the day with my boyfriend" he said smirking, leaning up in bed, putting his head on my shoulder

"Good idea" I said kissing his cheek, "Wont your parents worry about you though?" I asked

"Umm" he said hesitantly

"Edward?" I said confused, did something happen? Did he tell them? "Did you?..."

"Yeah" I said quietly "I told them about us"

My heart dropped, "Oh no" I said, putting my arms around him, holding him close to me "Tell me what happened"

After Edward told me what happened my heart broke even more for him and again, it was all my fault.

"Edward this is my entire fault" I said ashamed

"What are you talking about Jasper? This isn't anyone's fault! There just bigots!" he practically yelled

I was taken aback by what he said, who knew he would be so accepting? I thought he would be crushed. "Well, I'm still sorry"

"Whatever babe" he said rolling his eyes

"Want to get up and take a shower?" I asked, starting to get up

"yeah that sounds nice" he smiled, joining me

Edward and I have not had sex. I told him that I want to get to know him completely before we had sex. But we would still take showers together, and sleep together, and all oral aspects of sex. Just not sex because we wanted both of our first times to be special

I closed my eyes as I came to the realization that Edward is no longer a virgin

"What's wrong Jazz?" Edward asked

I opened my eyes to see a very concerned Edward, "Nothing love" I said kissing his lips softly

I looked at Edward to see that he was already stripped down to his boxers and I smirked, taking off my shirt. When I put my fingers on my jeans button Edwards's breath hitched , the lower my jeans got the more intense Edward stair got. And the harder it made me.

When my jeans touched the ground I kicked them aside. I looked back at Edward and the tent in his boxers is making my mouth water. he takes a step towards me and I pull him so we're chest to chest and we start kissing frantically. His kisses are heated and passionate, hungry and loving. I feel his cock rubbing against my leg and I moan at the sensation

Out lips separate all too soon and he's smirking at me, "Shower?" he whispers, never breaking eye contact. I nod and step forward

"Help me?" I say all innocent

He chuckles and says, "Of course"

When It looks like he's about to get down on his knees I stop him, "Actually, I want to help you"

He raises an eyebrow and blushes, "Alright"

I get down on my knees and smile up at my beautiful boy and he moans. When he moans, it goes straight to my cock and that causes me to moan. I gather my bearings and kiss his knees going up to his inner Thighs sucking at the innermost of his thigh near his balls and he moans loudly. I smirk and hook my thumbs around the elastic of his boxers, "Want to take these off?" I ask, amused. He nods fast and I pull them down releasing his beautiful cock. I skim my nose up from the base and he breaths in frantically. I take a breath before running my tongue up his cock, swirling my tongue around the head and dipping it into the slit, tasting his sweet pre cum. "What do you want me to do love?" I ask breathing heavily, my cock straining against my boxers begging for release.

"Suck me please Jazz" he moans out as I tug on his ball lightly

"My wish is your command" I say taking hold of his pulsing cock in my hand. I put the tip of his cock in my mouth, swirling my tongue around before taking more of him in. I start to hollow my cheeks, gliding him in. when he starts bucking his hips his cock hits the back of my throat and I suck my cheeks in more as be bucks in and out

"Close Jazzy s-so close" he mutters under his breath, his perfect face flushed. I feel his cock twitch and before I know it my mouth is filled with his sweet. I swallow it all and get up off my knees and hold him in my arms

His breathing begins to even out and I look into his eyes, "I love you Edward"

"I love you too Jasper, So much" he says, kissing me

"Shower?" I ask

"Jasper…" he says looking down at my erection

"No, that was for you, you don't have to do it in return, in fact I don't want you to. right now all I want to do is wash my beautiful boy" I said, looking into his gorgeous green eyes and he blushed the sweetest blush

I took off my boxers and stepped into the shower with him. After I got his hair wet I poured a little shampoo into my hand, washing it into his hair, massaging his scalp and he let out a deep moan we rinsed out the shampoo and I put in conditioner, he raises an eyebrow and I just shrug and he kisses me. After that I wash his body and then quickly wash myself

"Edward" I said, turning off the shower and grabbing us towels

"Mhm" he replied

"Promise not to leave me again?" I whisper

"Promise" he says, taking a towel from my hand and pulling me into a loving kiss

I'm finally home.

Hope you liked ;)