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JPOV

Edward rested his head on my shoulder, as his breathing slowed, I looked to find him sleeping. So I kissed his head and carefully got up, replacing a pillow in my place

Walking into the kitchen I smiled at Emmett and Alice who were putting away dishes, so I decided to help them

"Hey guys" I said, putting a plate into the correct cabinet

"Hey Jasper can we… eh ask you something?" Emmett said, looking uneasy, Alice at his side looking the same

"yeah sure" I replied nonchalantly

We stood there in awkward silence for a few minutes when finally Emmett spoke up, "Do you think Ed's going to drop the charges with Mike?" he said, looking down with a guilty look on his face

"I don't know" I said honestly, "We haven't talked about it yet"

"we think that he should just drop it" Alice said, in a small voice that didn't even seem here own

I looked at her in awe and then looked at Emmett the same, "What?" I nearly yelled, "You just want him to…" I stopped and then looked at Alice in confusion

Alice looked up, "his parents told me before he came" she mumbled, looking ashamed

I nodded, "Why?" that was all I wanted to know

"He's going through a lot right now Jasper, that's just too much for him" Emmett said sincerely

I sighed, resting my elbows on the edge of the counter and pinching the bridge of my nose, "Your right"

They both smiled sadly and nodded, "You don't need to talk to him yet, but you will at some point" Alice piped in, "I am still in contact with his parents, they … eh let's just say he doesn't have their support. I told them off" she said blushing

I smiled and Alice looked at me with amazement looked at her questioningly, "Yes?" I said smiling

"You guys really were cute you know" she said in a sweet voice, "Jasper I've known that Edward was gay for a while, not that he told me of course, but he just was never completely comfortable being in a relationship with a girl, Jasper, He's so comfortable with you and you make him so happy, promise to take care of him? Ok?"

What Alice said warmed my heart "I really do love my boy and I promise I won't try an hurt em"

Alice blushed and looked down, "I also might have seen him jerking off to a picture of you" so whispered

This time it was my turn to blush, "Eh…" was all I could choke out awkwardly

But then Alice smirked at me, inching closer, "And if you haven't seen him naked yet, man are you in for a treat" she said getting a dreamy look in her eyes

"Fantasizing about my boyfriend eh?" I said smirking back at her and she snapped out of her dream land trance

"one can only dream right?" she said smiley

I picked up my drink looking over at Emmett who's digging in the fridge for food, "So why haven't you guys packed the sausage yet bro?" Emmett said, and I choked on my drink, "Sorry? Why haven't you guys fucked yet? There is that better? He said laughing

"Eh… we're just waiting" I said softly and he shrugged. "It's getting late, tell Edward to call me" I said getting up, "It was nice to meet you guys" I said, pulling Alice into a hug and shaking Emmett's hand

I peeked into the other room to see my Edward still Sleeping, I went and kissed his head right before slipping out the door and into my car

EPOV

"Please stop! P-please" I screamed mike had me and wouldn't let me go, "Get off of me please" I yelled again I couldn't see straight, tears in my eyes, my head was pounding. But he didn't care he just started laughing

"You dirty little fag I saw you and Jazzy together. I know what you want" he said smirking, "We don't have to tell him baby just me and you right now, don't think about him" he whispered, thrusting harder

I felt like I was being ripped in half, he kept thrusting, moaning my name. I stopped paying attention the pain was so intense. He finally hit his last big thrusts and I felt a warm wetness shoot inside me. I opened my eyes and realized he was still in me

"Baby did you like that?" he said smirking and I closed my eyes, "Answer me baby" he said, sounding inpatient. I opened my eye and he put his hand under me and grabbed my cock, "Why aren't you hard if you didn't cum? Didn't you like it?" he asked looking unhappy. I shook my head no and he huffed, "Don't think about Jasper, he won't find out, come on let's try this again"

"No" I said weakly as he….

WAKE UP WAKE UP EDWARD! Someone was shaking me

I open my eyes to see Alice and Emmett with tears rolling down their faces, "What's going on?" I asked confused, then my eyes go wide, "Where is Jasper? Is he ok?" What's going…" then it hits me

I was dreaming

"Are you ok?" Alice asks, her face saddened

"Yeah" I say sitting up, "I'm fine"

Emmett nods and gets up wiping his face off, and I sigh

"Are you still going to see a doctor or therapist of whatever?" Emmett asked nervously

"Yes twice a week actually I'm seeing him today" I looked down and realized that I scared them

"I'm sorry you guys" I whispered and they quickly rushed to my side

"Don't be!" they said in unison witch made me laugh

I got up and walked into the kitchen, pouring myself a glass of water

"Jasper's really cool" Alice said, walking into the kitchen

"I know" I said smiling. I turned around to look at the clock, 11:44 in the morning. "I have to leave at 12:30"I said turning back around, "Did you spend the night?" I asked confused

"Yeah I had a little too much to drink so I crashed in your room" she said with a wink

"Oh" I said unfocused "I need to take a shower" I said hushed, walking away

Slipping into the hot water I close my eyes and cry. I cry silently for all I'm worth. And I can't stop. The dreams are too realistic. It's like reliving it every night.

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