Its been nearly a month and still nothing has and i have not spoken since that fateful night,he has allowed me to be homeschooled but still i never see him he avoids me like the plague and every night when i hope to catch him alone there are always vampires here at the nest drinking talking trying to gain a moment of godrics tim as he sits upon his throne overlooking them all like a father watches his children.

You would think with him no longer being sheriff that the gatherings here would cease but no,the dallas vampires hold alot of respect for godric and still consider him the authority here title or loyalty stands with him if not as their sheriff definately as a very old vampire who is wise and just not to mention powerful.

Since godric has avoided any contact with me ive decided to live regularly for a up during the day and sleep at night like a regular person and ive even started applying for jobs to ocupy my time in hopes of not driving myself now its past midnight and logically i should stay in my room with a house full of vamps but unfortunately my stomach doesnt understand logic.

Not bothering to change out of my sleepwear consisting of white knitted crpped tank top and matching shorts figuring i wont run into anyone seeing as i doubt theyll be cooking themselves up something in the kitchen so i tip toe along trying to be as quiet as possible i reach the kitchen and let out a sigh of relief a little too early.

A fraction of a second later a vampire appears in front of my virtually eye raping me making me regret the dicision to not change.I try to back away slowly but i know there is no use no matter what he would catch me my only hope is that if he caught me godric would stop him from draining me dry.

"mmm you smell...different,so good" he whispers in a way i guess is supposed to be seductive but just comes off creepy.

He sniffs my neck inhaling deeply backing me into a start going through my mind numbing my brain i start freaking out wanting him to stop touching me i go to push him and something inside me snaps and i feel a power surge through me and next thing i know there is a white light emanating from my hands that pushes him back.

Its not enough to do real damage but definately enough to stun him for a second.I turn ad run and just as i feel his fingers brush against my skin godric appears and pins him to the wall "what may i ask is going on here?" even now he directs the question toward the guy and not me.

"just having a little fun,i got thirsty for some fresh blood" the vampire tells him looking smug probably thinking godric will take his side

"lucas this child is a guest of mine i would prefer it if she stay in the condition you found her in" with that godric steps back and lets him go.

The vamp i now know is named lucas bows his head in understanding and half turns towards me and takes in my appearance "you should not tempt vampires they will drain you and it will have been out of your own doing" he scolds me and leaves using his enhanced speed and im left there dumbfounded,

did he just really say that to me none of this was my fault ugh longer hungry but instead now angry i go to my rooom call a cab and change into a tight fitting blood red dress that barely goes passed my butt,i grab a leather jacket and thrown on black heels and put my hair im gonna get scolded for doing nothing i might as well go out and actually do something.

Leaving through the back door there is a cab waiting for me there,i get in and tell him to take me to the hottest club in the city not being familiar with this arrive in front of a club that has a waiting line that wraps around the block.I pay the driver and step out into the chilly night air.I go to make my way to the back of the line when i change my mind,i dont know how but i am getting in without waiting.

I dont care if people get mad im not following rules tonight im just letting go and having what anyone thinks.I put on a flirty smile as i reach the gives me a once over paying close attention to my long toned legs and nods lifting the velvet rope he lets me the place is packed and the atmosphere is just as loaded thickening the air with a haze of emotions and the smell of stale alcohol and cheap perfume.

Once in the midst of the crowd it gets hot so i remove my jacket leaving it somewhere random.I go to the bar handing my fake i.d i ask for a scotch not a little girl i dont do martinis or any of that fruity crap.I down my rink in one gulp when someone comes up behind guy discreetly smells my neck before sitting next to me.

The moment i see him i know he is a even listening to whatever cheesy pick up line he used i get up and leave pushing past people until im in the middle of the myself to the sound of the bass,to the beat of the music i sway my hips in sink with the rythm.I dance by myself ocassionally feeling guys walk up.

I would induldge them for a couple minutes,just enough to tease then go off to dance by myself again.I feel sexy,strong and empowered not like the useless little girl godric has made sure to treat me pass and im exhausted.I lost concentration almost an hour ago and since then everytime someones skin brushed mine i got a vision,a glimpse into their lives.

At this moment i need to be alone my brain is on overload and severely lacking oxygen so i leave miraculously finding my jacket.I walk home to have time to settle night is dark there doesnt seem to be a single star shining and the moon is hiding behing a screen of streets are empty leaving me on my own with my thoughts just the way i wanted it.

Taking off my heels i carry them in my hand and begin to hum to myself,closing my is fine until i hear a noise not far from me and snap my eyes open turning to look in the direction of the sound but there is nothing.

I must be a little jumpy maybe even slightly paranoid it couldve been a cat or something so i ignore it but it seems like as the minutes pass my body is on high alert,i feel eyes on my causing the hairs on the back of my neck to stand.

i whirl around doing a 360 turn viewing my sorrounding but once again im not dumb enough to not trust my instincts though so i take off at a run.A blur goes past my eyes and the next second im pulled into an alleyway shoved against a brick wall a hand around my in the darkness i can tell who it is,the vampire from the club.

"We meet again,you thought you could get rid of me so easily? well think again" he smirks and sinks his fangs violently into my is gonna kill me,if id listened to him i wouldnt be dying now.

Thats the last thing i register before darkness consumes my vision swallowing me whole bringing me down.