Tobias' POV

I notice Tris whispering to Christina. I am so sure they are talking about me. I'm thinking that's what I'm doing. Since Will proposed to Christina my mind has been acting strange. I have a feeling inside of me that I've never felt before. I want to propose to Tris. I do truly love her but I don't know if I'm ready. Or even if Tris is ready. I feel so sure. I want Tris forever. And proposing to her is the only way to keep her. She will say yes, right? Panic fills me. What if she says no? Questions fill me with fear. Fear. NO! I don't want another fear. I shout out loud and everyone in the Pit stares at me. After a few moments of silence evereyone goes back to what they're doing. Tris gets up from her eating and says, "Excuse me, I think Tobias and I need a moment." Tris walks over to me, grabs my wrist, and drags me out of the Pit. "Tobias, what just happened?" she asks. "I'm sorry, I was just thinking." I say. "But why did you yell?" she says. "I was thinking too hard, and I just needed to let my anger out. "Alright case closed." she replied. I grabbed her and hugged her. I kissed her on the nose and we walked back inside the Pit hand in hand.