WHO AM I
I was watching a video on Youtube called Titanium with Jack Frost. It's an epic AMV, it's the same song that was so popular by a different singer but seriously sad and beautiful, very thought-provoking. Anyway I noticed Jack's face when he realized he had just been walked through and that's what inspired this very short one-shot.
I felt myself drifting upwards. I was so scared, it was dark and my fear mounted. The unknown is terrifying and when you know nothing, the fear and cold overtakes you. I broke the surface of the ice gently as I was pulled through it. I took a deep breath and it was cold, it seemed to freeze my lungs. Breathing, it felt so new. I took another breath and looked around me and once again knew nothing. I wanted to cry, I wanted something that I had no name for.
Who am I?
I looked up and there it was, the moon's light seemed to warm me. A full moon, so beautiful and made me feel safer. Then I heard it, in my mind.
You are JAck Frost.
The fear left me almost instantly as my mind grasped the knowledge and held on. I had something, a name. The fear left me and curiosity overtook me and then excitement as I had a few minutes of completely new experiences. I ran with my discovered staff, slipping and sliding, laughing as I skated on bare feet along the iced lake. I was Jack Frost and I now knew something else, I loved this. I loved running and the surge of speed as I trailed the ice.
Over the momentary pain of falling through a couple of branches and then landing on one, I laughed. It seems I was discovering my personality. The fall hurt but I could immediately tell getting into scrapes was something I would be used to and not mind.
The flying, FLYING! Even though I knew nothing I knew it was unusual but still didn't seem to think I was unusual, that it was me that was different. A magic wind that could pick up boys, a staff that could send out ice and frost with a magnetic blue and white light.
When I found the village, I rushed to arrive. I wasn't nervous to meet people I didn't know, that I would be a stranger to them. I seemed to know I liked people, I liked their company. I wanted to find out where I was, start a conversation and then share my amazing experiences so far. I wanted to show them the magic wind and my staff, I wanted to share the excitement and fun, share this feeling that I could barely contain.
"Hey kid," I called out, "can you tell me where I am?" I asked, still smiling and happy.
Then he passed through me and three hundred years of loneliness and solidarity passed but I still cant forget that momentary feeling. The fear came back full force. My eyes widened, my breath shortened and I felt my heart stop for a second and I'll never forget that one thought:
WHAT am I?
This time there was no answer.
Soooo hoped you liked it. Read the whole three reviews I got (thankyou faithful reviewers) but have to say I was disheartened. People are reading but not reviewing. Was thinking of stopping but I went all ROTG and thought at least while there is one, I shall write! But no feedback makes me doubt myself so if I stop writing completely for awhile, I hope you understand. I have three ideas from the reviews for one-shots. Jack has his first Christmas, Jack goes to the Pole and they are having a party and all the spirits are there and he reacts badly. Mmm and I'm thinking Jack should have a birthday party at some point?
Wildkitkat :3
