Chapter 3:Therapy Appointment
Bella's Point Of View:
After class ended Edward walked me to my car . He was impressed that I gave up on old crusty trucks. He loved that I had a normal car which was a Black Nissan Altima 2009. He told me that he got the car he wanted since he was a kid. A Silver S60R,Volvo. I never understood why he wanted a Volvo. But hey, who am I to judge. Anyway, I was 5 minutes away from my therapist's office building. I turned into the parking lot. I found a spot and parked my car. I got out,then I locked my car up. I went inside the huge building. I pushed the up button for the elevator. A ding sound went off when the doors opened. I pressed the button with the number 24. It was a fast elevator ride. I checked in with the secretary, Linda.
"Go right on in Bella." She said
I nodded. I went straight on in. My therapist turned to face me and said,
"Bella,you made it,this time."
"Yeah." I said
"Please sit." He said
I sat down on the leather chair and started playing with my wrist. My therapist sat in front of me with a note pad and said,
"So Bella, how have you been"
I looked up at him and answered,
"I've been okay,Dr. Bradly."
"Good,so do you wanna tell me what happened to you today?"
I stopped playing with my wrist,then I just put my hand on the side of my neck. Then I replied,
"Um,today I saw my old friend again at school today."
"Really. Who's this old friend?" He asked
"Well, he's my ex boyfriend. His name is Edward,Edward Cullen."
"Oh,that must have been awkward for you both."
"Actually it wasn't."
"Huh."
Was all he said, as he wrote some notes down on the notepad. Then he looked back at me and asked,
"So,your guardians requested that we talk about your mother's death."
I stared at him with angry eyes and said,
"What about it?"
"How are you dealing with that?" He asked
As if it was nothing. I wanted to punch him in the face. But I had to try to keep my cool. So I took a deep breath and said,
"I don't want to talk about it."
"You're going to have to talk about it eventually."
"Yeah,but that time is not mow!" I snapped
I lost my cool,next thing I knew was that I was digging my nails in my neck. He wrote something again then I snapped again,
"DON'T YOU FUCKING DARE WRITE DOWN WHAT I JUST SAID YOU FUCKING ASSWHOLE!"
"There is no reason to catch an attitude Bella."
"I'll show you a damn attitude."
"You need to calm down."
"Don't you FUCKING tell me to calm down."
"Okay,yeah. I think we're done here."
"Couldn't agree more!"
I got up and opened the door and slammed it on my way out. I stormed out of that building. But I went back in and went into the bathroom. I locked the door. I grabbed my small pocket knife out of my pocket. I flipped the blade out,I wiped the make-up off my scars with a wet napkin. Then I grabbed the knife again and I aimed for my wrist where my old scar was. It was a little cut it wasn't as bad as it used to be. Blood started to gush out. I grabbed a ton of napkins to stop the bleeding. It was a good thing I brought a band aid. Once the bleeding stopped I put the band aid on. I cleaned the sink as much as I could. I washed all the blood and threw away all the bloody napkins away. I unlocked the bathroom door. I looked around to see if anyone was around. I rushed out the building and got in my car and drove off.
I headed home. I needed to be alone right now. I need to be in the dark.
-Pretty weird,huh. Anyway hope you enjoy this chapter. Thanks so far with the reviews guys. I'm glad you like the story so far. I'll try to update again keep reviewing.-
-Color-Eye1221