Chapter 7:Help
Bella's Point Of View:
I finally got home. I rushed to my bedroom ignoring my parents. I knew they would bother me later at dinner. I looked at the band-aid that covered my new cut. You know I never used to be this way, not so fucked up. I sat on my bed. I grabbed the first pillow I got my hands on. I pulled my head phones out of my back pocket. I put them in my ears, I chose the only song that would cheer me up, "Carolyn" By: Black Veil Brides. It always gave me hope. Hope that I could be normal…that I could be normal again.
I held the pillow to my chest tightly. The lyrics of "Carolyn" going through my ears. I was feeling a bit better. But that didn't change the fact that all my problems were still here. I heard a soft knock on my door. I pulled my right head phone out and said,
"Come in."
My mom came in my room. Then she said,
"Your friend Alice on the phone."
I took the phone from her then she left, then I put the phone against my right ear.
"Alice?" I said
"Hey, I haven't heard from you in a while. I thought you died on the streets somewhere." She said
"Well sorry. I was too busy moving back to Forks." I answered
"Yeah, yeah. So what happened at your first day of school?"
"Um, it was pretty good, until I saw my ex. After that it was kind of awkward."
"You saw Edward?"
"Yep, he was just as shocked as I was."
"And I missed it!"
"You'll get over it Ali."
"Sure I will."
"Believe what you want Ali."
"Well anyway, I gotta go. Facebook me."
"I will. Talk to you later Ali."
"Bye."
I hung up the phone. I put it on my bed, I took a deep breath and went to my bathroom. I got my make-up kit out and got my cover up out. I covered my scars again. Then my mom yelled out,
"Bella, dinner!"
"Coming!" I yelled back
I went down stairs and sat down. We were having cheeseburgers and fries. We all began eating then my mom popped up the question I didn't want to hear.
"So, how was therapy?"
I shrugged and played around with my food. Then my dad said,
"Bella."
I looked up then said,
"You want the truth?"
"We always want the truth Bella. So really how was it?" My mom said
"Alright, don't say I didn't warn you. Well, it was…it was shitty."
"BELLA! Watch you language."
"Watch my language? Coming from the people who told him to ask me about my mother."
"Bella, you have to talk about it some time." My dad said
"And I'll tell you what I told Dr. Bradly, I know that, but that day is not that day."
I said and got up grabbed my keys and left. I didn't know where I was going, I just wanted to be anywhere but here. Next thing I knew I was heading to Edward's place. But I didn't want to bother him, but I needed someone to talk to, someone who knew me, the real me. I pulled up the Cullen's drive way. I got out off my car and headed for the door. I knocked, someone opened the door. Edward looked at me and then said,
"Bella? What are you doing here?"
"I don't want to be home right now, I'm sorry if I bothered you. I shouldn't have come." I said and about to walk away
I felt Edward's hand grab my hand. I turned to look at his green emerald eyes. I couldn't help myself, but I ended up hugging him. He hugged me back. We stood there for a moment. Edward pulled out of the hug and said,
"Would you like to come in?"
"Yes."
Edward moved to let me in and closed the door. He walked to the living room, his whole family looked at me. They all smiled and got up and came toward me. I felt like there was way and I mean way too much love in this room.
-Well here you go, another chapter. I'll try to add Jasper and Rosalie in the story soon. Please review. Thanks!-
-Color-Eye1221