Chapter 13: Lost

Bella's Point Of View:

Great 3-week suspension. And I have to write Tanya an apology, Edward walked me to my car. I ran my fingers through my hair and let out a sigh. Edward just stared at me with gentle eyes. He wrapped his arms around my waist.

"Who would a thought that Bella could throw a punch." He said with a joking tone

"Ha ha, well that's what she gets for saying all that shit to me, to us." I answered

"Yeah. I 'm really sorry about her. She cheated on me with Mike Newton. And she's been trying to get me back ever since then."

"Mike Newton? I have Bio with him. He tried asking me out."

I felt Edward's hands ball up into fists. And his face was like a statue.

"Um, earth to Edward? Hon?" I said

"You gotta be kidding me! Every damn time!"

"What?"

"I don't know what his problem is but every girl I go out with he starts flirting with them. Then when I break up with them he either doesn't like them anymore or he just uses them for sex."

"Like Tanya?"

He was now silent. So he did go out with her. I wasn't happy about that but he probably wouldn't be happy with any of my ex's in Phoenix. I looked up at him, but he put his head down at the ground. I knew why…

"How many times?"

"I swear Bella it meant nothing."

I shook my head, and I cupped his cheek and said

"It's fine, it's all in the past. Besides we weren't even together."

He overlapped my hand with his and stared at me for a moment. I smiled a small smile, he look a little worried but let it go.

"Well, I better get home. Deal with the folks."

"I'm gonna miss you in English."

"Funny."

"I'm a funny guy."

"Yeah,sure. I'll see you in 3 weeks."

I was about to hop in my car but Edward pulled me back and crushed my lips with his. Soon I started deepening the kiss. But a vibration coming from my pocket ruined the it.

I unwillingly pulled my lips away from Edward's, I took my phone. A text from Mom, figures. I opened the message and I said

Bella come home now…we all need to talk.

-Mom

I rolled my eyes. Every time they tried being strict with me it always failed epically.

"I gotta go. See you later."

"Alright."

I got in my car and headed home.

~About 10-15 minutes later~

I finally got home. I unlocked the house door and stepped in. I closed it behind me and locked it, I walked towards the living room where they were waiting for me.

"Take a seat." My Dad said

I sat across from them on the other couch. They stared at me with angry eyes.

"What?" I said

"Bella you assaulted a girl from your school, that's what."

"She had it coming."

"Bella!" My Mom yelled

"What are you gonna do, huh? Ground me? Hit me with a belt? Not feed me dinner? You've done all of that before, and has it stopped me from doing what I wanted? No. So stop trying to be these strict parents it really doesn't suit you guys."

They were getting fed up with me. But deep down they knew I was right.

"Go to your room. We'll finish this discussion tomorrow."

"Whatever."

I got up and went to my room. I slammed the door and went to my bed and turned on my laptop. I logged in and went online. I had to check my facebook; I signed in and saw that I had 2 new messages. And as I thought they were both from Alice. I clicked on the first one and it said

Hey, just wanted to say 'hi' and to say that my parents said it okay for me to visit next week. You mind if I bring Jasper and Rosalie? Let me know soon.

-Ali

I shook my head, remembering when Alice was finally asked out by Jasper and se totally flipped. I swear she wouldn't shut up about it ALL day. But I was happy for her; she had a huge crush on him for a very long time. So it was kind of a stupid question to ask me if he could come too. Now Rosalie… that was a whole different thing. She was Jasper's older sister and she was a huge bitch! Well at least when I first met her, until one day I pulled her aside and set her straight. I rolled my eyes at that memory and then clicked on the next message.

You haven't got back to me, so I'm a little worried… Oh, before I forget, I finally got the tickets for BVB's next concert in LA. FRONT ROW SEATS! Can't wait till next month! Talk to you soon.

-Ali

I was so excited for the concert; Ali and I had been planning this for months. Now it was official! I created a new message saying

Sorry that I haven't got back to you Ali, I've been busy. Um, I don't mind if you bring Jasper and Rose. But I have to warn you though; I just got suspended so my parents are kind of pissed at me. So things may be a little tense here. And as for the concert tickets… we're FINALLY going to see ANDY SIXX! Can't wait! See you soon!

-Bella

I sent the e-mail; I was about to log off until I got a new friend request. I clicked on the friend request notification, it was Edward. I smiled… I clicked approve. Then I went to my relationship status and changed it. Then I signed out and stared at my laptop for several minutes. My life was looking into the light for once in a long time, but I still had that dark cloud over my head. That dark cloud was my past, always following me. Reminding me that I have many secrets. Reminding me that I can never be happy, but only lost. But I'm hoping that will change with Edward back in the picture and make things better for me, for us.

~ Alright, here's another chapter. I included Jasper and Rosalie. I'll try to update again soon. Please Review! Thanks! ~

-Color-Eye1221