Chapter 4

It can't be real can it?

"KK we need to help you, 2o 2top 2truggling. We don't want to deal wiith thii2 2hiit eiither." Sollux said. "Gogdamniit though KK, 2top okay."

I stopped struggling as Gamzee set me down on that damn cot, I didn't complain though until I tried laying down. I shot back up screaming in pain which startled Gamzee and Sollux. I started shivering a bit, this fucking pain couldn't be natural, I clawed at the wall once. I looked at my claws and went wide eyed. They were fucking longer, lethal looking. I started coughing but what frightened me was that I was coughing up some of my own fucking blood.

"KK, try your be2t to calm the fuck down." Sollux said before seeing me cough up more of my own blood. "What the fuck?!"

"Easy now bro, this is getting you all worked up." Gamzee said.

"It can't be fucking real! AGH!" I screamed as the pain went up my spine to my head.

I shot up from the cot running across the basement only to fucking trip in front of a fucking mirror. I watched as a black color filled my eyes while my irises turned a gold color. I fucking screamed at that until there was a loud crack sound that came from my back causing me to double over.

"KK!" Sollux yelled running over with Gamzee.

I opened my eyes staring at them only to fucking snarl, I tried getting up only my feet and legs were hurting like hell. Fuck I couldn't even move hearing snaps and pops coming from my legs. I couldn't stop my red tears from escaping my eyes, I hate looking fucking weak. I suddenly arched my back wanting to scream but I couldn't scream, nothing would come out of my mouth. A loud rip sound caught my attention only when I looked up I saw a black furry tail, a fucking tail, now I was wishing I listened to Star. Gamzee tried to help by picking me up but I swipped at the ground in front of me.

"F-fuck...D-don't get too close!" I yelled but my voice sounded animalistic.

"Bro look at me okay you aren't alone Sollux and I are mother fucking here." Gamzee said.

"KK, 2tar 2aiid that the werewolf ii2 a powerful creature and ju2t keepiing iit from kiilliing anyone wiill be a 2heer te2t of wiillpower."

I wanted to say something but a series of snaps from my spine fucking kept me from speaking but I did scream. Shit it hurt so much feeling my bones and muscles alter, hurt even more knowing I just couldn't pass out. The sleeves of my sweater began to rip from fucking fur that was growing. I forced myself into a dark corner of the room so that I wouldn't see my own body transforming though I was feeling it. It was fucking painful. I couldn't see what was happening but I felt it, I think my face was turning fucking wolf like but since I couldn't see I couldn't fucking tell. I fell over panting when the pain finally vanished but I looked at a wolf staring at me inside my own mind, I had a feeling I'd be fighting myself for fucking dominace over my own body.

It felt like I was fighting for hours but I won, just barely though. I opened my eyes weakly staring at Sollux and Gamzee.

"KK? That you?" Sollux asked.

I tried to speak but a bark sound came out.

"Your a mother fucking miracle bro to win against the animal instincts." Gamzee said.

"2tar told u2 you have to becareful cau2e you won't wiin all the tiime." Sollux said.

I huffed thinking this is just fucking great so this will fucking happen again and next time I might not win against the fucking wolf. I stood up slowly only to see I was a little taller than Gamzee, I smirked if a wolf can smirk. My fucking nose went crazy and I followed some smell taking something from the open basement window only to gulp seeing Star.

"I thought you might want more information." She said. "Here Karkat, enjoy this deer jerky."

I took the bag and went to a corner of the room sitting there munching on the deer jerky. Thankfully Sollux and Gamzee were in their human forms. Cause her visit was so fucking unexpected, didn't she ever hear of knocking?

"2ure, we could u2e more iinformatiion." Sollux said.

"Well the type of werewolf that Karkat is, he'll only turn once a month following the moon cycle." Star said.

I sighed, I wouldn't have to go through this every fucking night thankfully.

"However, somethings will change, he's going to be faster and stronger and he'll heal faster than anyone normally would." She explained. " So I'd mark all full moon nights on the calander."

"Got any faygo?" Gamzee asked her.

"Sure, here you go Gamzee." she said handing him a faygo.

I yawned and stared at her nudging her, showing her to fucking continue talking.

"Okay, okay." She giggled.

"Any other thiing2 we 2hould know?" Sollux asked.

"Well...Yes, a transformation can be forced if anyone he cares about is threatened or killed in front of him." Star explained. "That could be one way that he could absolutely lose it."

Thats just fucking great, thats what I wanted to say but since I could only fucking bark it was of no help to me to really say anything. What could I do? When she finally left it was near morning. The transformation back hurt just as much as transforming.

"F-f-fuck..." I mummbled.

"Niice to 2ee you back to normal KK, you okay?" Sollux asked.

"What do you think fuckass?" I said too sore to move.

"2hee2h KK calm down." he said.

"Bro, you should get cleaned up, slam a cold drink and take the day off from school to rest up for work today. We'll mother fucking tell them you were up all night being sick." Gamzee said.

"Fine, thanks." I yawned.

I went upstairs yawning and went to the bathroom, looking in the mirror, I looked like a fucking mess. My hair was longer, my claws were still pretty sharp and I had my own fucking dry blood on me. I had to trim my claws before I could take a shower, Sollux came in though and cut my hair for me.

"Ii thought iit would be kiinda weiird iif you diidn't cut your haiir." he said

It looked exactly like it had before I turned into that monsterous werewolf creature. Sollux and Gamzee left for school as I took a shower and flopped on the couch falling asleep instantly.