Chapter 27: If I'm James Dean, You're Audrey Hepburn (Sleeping With Sirens :D)
Edward's Point Of View:
Could things get any worse? Emmett and Ali were practically forcing me to "help" plan Bella's surprise birthday party that was going to be at my house. I didn't see the point to be honest. Bella always hated birthday parties. Well for the most part she just completely hated birthdays in general. She didn't see the point on celebrating on getting older it was just another passing year. So anyways the details about the party were done within a week before Bella's birthday. Ali was a fucking crazy little thing about the party, but quite a genius event planner. At this point I thought I was free from the party in general…but no. I was so beyond fucking wrong.
Emmett, Rose, Ali, and also Jazz argued about how they believed it was a good idea to stick around for the party. Like hell it would be. I tried persuading to all of them to not let me go. But my persuading failed miserably. I was planning to go to starbucks and wait till it was dark enough to look at the stars at this meadow I found as a kid. It was somewhere where I liked to go to when I had a ton of shit on my mind. But no those plans had to be canceled thanks to all of them wanting me to attend to the party to be social. But I socialize with enough people at school so why do the fuck do I need to socialize at this damn party that is celebrating my ex's birthday for crying out loud! As much as I didn't want to go I would seriously do anything to make Ali stop whining and complaining about why I should go. For such a pixie little girl she is HUGELY annoying. God I feel bad for Jasper. She must be a pain in the ass when she's mad. Anyway it was the night of the party I was getting dressed. I put on some semi skinny jeans, my v-neck white tee, and my black vans. I went downstairs luckily my parents were out of town, both on business. They wouldn't be back till next week.
Ali had some pretty good timing or we just got lucky. As I was finally at the end of the staircase I heard some noises from the kitchen. I went towards the kitchen I could see Emmett was setting all the party beverages up. He bought 2 huge ass tins of beer. And endless bottles it seems of other types of alcohol. I went by his side and said
"Jesus bro did you have a total ball at Bevmo?"
He looked at me with shy eyes then said
"Maybe…"
"I'll take that as a total yes. Dude there's no way in hell that we're going to be able to finished ALL of this." I said waving my hands all around the alcohol
"That's what the football team is for."
"You invited the football team and cheerleaders didn't you?"
"Well crazy pixie wanted to invite more people, so yes I did. That and we need help getting rid of all the drinks."
"Fine whatever just help me and keep Tanya away from me."
"What makes you think she'll even come to a party that is for Bella?"
"The fact that I'm still single and that she goes where the cheerleaders and blondes go along with the football team that's why."
"Wow."
"Yup."
I went to the fridge and got the water out then I grabbed a glass from the cabinet and poured some water into the glass. I took a sip as I put the water back into the water then the doorbell went off.
"I'll get it." I said as I placed my glass on the counter
I went to the door and opened it. Ali, Rose, and Jazz were there.
"Hey hey guys…not trying to be rude or anything, but what are you doing here?"
"We're just here to drop off the last minute decorations." Ali said pushing her way passed me
I closed the door and let out a sigh. And walked back into the kitchen there I saw a make out session between Rose and Em. I walked backwards and turned as soon as I got back near the staircase. I went back upstairs as I went up the stairs I saw Ali and Jazz putting up balloons and stuff up in the living room. I could see them smiling and playfully arguing about where certain things should be hung or placed. I saw Jazz kiss Ali that only just made me sadder and miss Bella even more. Or maybe it was just because I wanted to girlfriend to argue with, to cuddle, to kiss, and to hold. But no. I was picky and I knew what I wanted but she was someone that didn't want to be with me. She was someone I couldn't have. I finally stop in my train of thought and headed back to my room.
Once in my room I went towards my closet and I dug around for a box I hid in there. I finally found it; I picked it up and went to my bed. I sat down and I opened the lid. There inside were old pictures of Bella and me when we were kids on the swings. There were old picture of Bella and I kissing and holding hands…those 3 years seemed so long ago. Yet it feels like all of those past memories just happened yesterday, but who am I kidding. I was about to put the lid back onto the box until I saw a picture of deceased baby boy, Wyatt. He had my eyes and my face but he had Shannon's hair and smile yet all I can think about when I stare at this picture of my son…I just hear and remember the screams from Shannon's and from Wyatt's it was like a total whiplash. I could feel a tear rolling from the corner of my eye I whipped it away and I dropped the picture back into the box and closed it. I got up from my bed and placed the box back into my closet in the very back of it.
I had a party to get ready for as I heard the doorbell ring again….
~Hello Everybody! I know it's been a very LONG time since I've updated but I had a ton of personal things go on along with writers block. Anyway I re-wrote this chapter since the one I had was pretty terrible. Anyway I hope you enjoy…I'll try to update again soon.~
-EmoPanda1221