Chapter 29: Props&Mayhem(PierceTheVeil:D)

Edward's Point of View:

"Bella's" birthday party was going was having a good . .Some even getting cross I wouldn't mind getting in on that.I went to my boy was an old friend of and I went our separate ways once we entered high went with the stoner rep and I the classic popular jock one.
Yet after all that we remained great was there when Bella dumped was there when my brother left for the 's been there for me through thick and thin.
Once I get close to him I greet him with a slap/shake on the I say
"Ricky I know you ain't lighting that shit without me nigga." As I point to the huge blunt he has in between his thumb and index finger
Ricky laughs a little then says
"Eddie bro you're just in time."
I don't know why it always bugged me when Tanya called me doesn't bug me when my brother says it at ... it was because Bella was the person who really started that when we were kids.
Anyway Ricky was already taking a few hits then passes it to me.I take a couple hits first until I feel someone take it from me as I'm in the middle of inhaling.I look to see that it's hands it back to Ricky and pulls me away.
He finally stops pulling me and hits me upside my head.
"What the fuck are you doing?"
"Enjoying the party."
"That was stupid Edward."
"It was just one out."
"That's what you said to Dad about the high THC and the little alcohol they found in your system after Wyatt's death."
I look at Emmett and soon all the anger I was holding inside soon just came out as rage.
"Shut the fuck up Emmett! Who are you to judge me?! As I recall mom and dad had to take your ass to rehab kicking and screaming because James got you hooked on cocaine and acid! And don't ever bring up my son again!"
I push my way pass him and I go outside.I keep walking till I'm far from the party and from legs start to feel like Jell-O.I plop my ass down on the ground and I can feel tears I begin to snob. It was my fault that Wyatt died. I killed my own son. I shouldn't have been smoking or drinking that no Shannon wanted to go home and wanted to give me a bitchy attitude that that was no excuse.
"Hey you ok?"
I hear someone say.I look over my shoulder and I hear the person I just turn around and it's Bella.I turn back around and I place my arms in my knees and say.
"I've been better."
"I know it's none of my business but I over heard your conversation with Emmett."
Oh no.
"Bella...I..."
"Why didn't you tell me?"
"Because you didn't need to know.
"Obviously I guess."
"What do you want Bella? You here just to make me feel like shit even more?"
"That's never my intention."
"Then what the hell are you doing here?"
"I'm here for my best friend who's acting like a total asshole who's feeling sorry for himself."
"Best friend? We haven't been best friends for 3 damn years now."
"But I still know you better than you know yourself."
"I doubt it."
"I'm just trying to help you out need for the attitude."
"I don't have a damn attitude."
"Yes you do."
"No I don't."
"Stop lying to yourself you wanna talk you know where to find me."
Bella says as she gets up from next to she's walking away I say
"Yeah I do know where to find you...with your new boyfriend right?"
She stops in her tracks and looks slightly over her shoulder then says
"You haven't changed at never did suit you Edward and besides he's not even here,not likes it's any of your business get over yourself and stop feeling sorry for yourself as well asshole."
She continued to walk after that and soon she was gone in the words kept repeating in my head...I'm so lost and did she have to come back into my life? Why did she have to break my heart again? Why did we even get back together? Questions I keep asking myself but never could answer...I love Bella always have and possibly always everything is so different now except for my past and forever repeating history with Bella Swan.
"I'm such a fool." I whispered to myself
I sat there and looked up at the night starry sky and felt a tear roll down on the side of my face.
~Hey everyone,sorry that I haven't been things have been going on in my hope you enjoy this chapter.~
-MyHeartlessSoul1221