Hey so here is the new chapter! YAY! I know I know, it's been a while but life has kinda been hectic ugh….anyway! Hey sorry for all the errors in the last chap, I forgot to spell check everything and stuff before posting it…sorry…hope ya'll like this chap!

Alex's POV:

(Day 2)

The pain was excruciating. It was hard to think around. But I worked hard and kept the screams to a bare minimum. Bella had woken up a few hours ago and were now in my room; Rose had relinquished me to Edward again and had sat by me while Bella was sitting in a chair eating some vile smelling food.

Edward snorted at my thoughts getting questioning looks from everyone he just shook his head.

A wave of pain shot through me and I screamed and Edward tightened his grip on me as I tried to break his grip and try to get into a better position and lessen the pain. Edward shook his head, hearing my thoughts, and just tightened it more as Alice saw another, worse, wave hitting me in a few seconds. I screamed louder, Bella had to cover her ears, I broke down in dry-sobs, and venom welled in my eyes. Edward crushed me harder to his chest, with Rose practically hugging him to hug me. Em was still there, sitting in a corner, looking like he was burning.

(Like last chapter, italics are her thoughts that Edward is saying aloud for all to hear)

EMMET! I am fine trust me!

"No you're not! Look at you! You-you-you-you-" He was cut off as I let out a scream. "SEE! That! That is ALL my fault!" He said to me, with a pain in his eyes I had never seen before.

No! It's mine! I should have just-just-just….I don't know…not thrown you into the woods like I did!

"Alex! It may not be HIS fault but it is BY FAR NOT YOUR FAULT!" Edward told me.

"I agree with half of that Edward, it's NOT your fault Alex! I however think it is Emmet's fault. He was an idiot like always, but this time it was too far!" Rose said, steadily getting louder and louder.

I shook my head furiously, which made the fire flare up. I screamed and clawed at my body, I had gotten my arms free from Edward's grip, Rose quickly grabbed it though, but I fought for my arm back but everyone but Bella and Emm, had stepped in to keep me from hurting myself. They knew what would happen if I kept control of my arms. I would likely tear a chunk out of my arm, or claw out my eyes or something…that wouldn't be good…

"I…I…l-l-le-lea-leavee….puh-puh-pleasee….I-I-I-I'm suh-suh-suh-sorryyy" I managed to speak out loud. I gripped Edward's shirt when he started to leave as well. "Nuh-nuh-no…st-st-sta-aa-aa-yyy" I wailed. He nodded and shushed me.

I'm sorry…I just hate that ya'll are all here…witnessing this…me…I know…I know ya'll all saw it…20 years ago…but…I don't know…just…I'm sorry…I couldn't stand them being in pain with me…but I needed Edward…he nodded to me and kissed me on the forehead…

I'm sorry for keeping Edward all to myself…I-she cut me off.

"I know! I promise! Now that I see all the pain YOU are going through…I have to think about MY future…Just….don't let him beat himself up over it…he does that." I nodded and smiled a little bit.

Then she walked out of the room.

I pushed my shield away from myself, to talk to Edward, unfortunately I forgot about Jasper. I winced as he staggered as my emotions overtook him…Edward winced and let out a hiss. I quickly balled up tighter and managed to whisper "I'm sorry" over and over again. Jasper merely thought to me, "It's fine, I promise, I was just unprepared." I was still apologizing, Edward put his hand over my mouth, shushing me again.

"It's not your fault Alex. We are fine! It's YOUR pain we are worried about!" Edward and Jasper said simultaneously, it was kinda funny so I chuckled. Edward smiled with me and Jasper smiled as well. I sat like that, for the rest of the burning. There in Edward's arms. We would occasionally talk, but mostly he just comforted me…

It was the last day…only a few more minutes, and everyone was gathered in my room, Bella had gotten permission to spend the rest of the week here, as the fight was supposed to be soon, the fire was pulling in from my fingers, it was going to my heart, just like the first time. I curled up tighter into Edward's chest, he tightened his grip on me.

"Bella love, I think you and Emmett should…go upstairs.." Edward whisperd hoarsely. They both nodded and went upstairs. He didn't want to chance my self control when the burning subsided.

The fire was finally completely in my heart now. I few more seconds, I concentrated on Edward's breathing. Finally it was over. I uncurled myself and breathed in-instantly Bella's scent reached my nose. I started toward the door but Edward and Rose caught me saying "Oh no you don't", while Carlisle and Jazz covered the door. With Esme caught in the middle.

"We'll take her hunting." Rose said. She and Edward dragged me through the back door. The rational part of my brain warring the unrational. The dragged me though, and the two of them were stronger than I ever could be. They got me to the middle of the forest, almost to Canada and let me loose. I breathed deeply, getting the human scent out of my nose. They followed me as I hunted. I hunted long and well. Then we went back to the house…we only had a few more days till the Volturi showed up…

Ok so how was that? Oh and I just noticed when I was reading the last chapter how many times I used the word ya'll…I kinda use that a lot huh? Well…as ya'll probably guessed I'm from Texas lol…so I apologize. It's out thing! Lol REVIEW!