AN: Ok, the next chapter is the last chapter in this story. But never fear there are two more stories in this series. So yeah, if i get reviews i'll have the next chapter up soon.
Also, there is some mature stuff towards the end of this chapter in the last section. It is marked and you have been warned. After all...this is rated M.
So enjoy!
One Last Date Before Goodbye
Chapter 10
The final week of the guys visit had come. I was feeling very bummed about it, and it didn't help matters any that I had to work the night shift four out of the seven days I had left. Luckily those days were Monday thru Thursday, so I had Friday night and Saturday night off to spend with Danny. They were leaving around two or three on Sunday.
As I walked into the store Wednesday evening I was surprised to see Danny in there talking to my boss, the owner of the store. I found it kind of funny though that the girls behind the counter were staring at him with gah gah eyes and some other girls in the store had crouched behind a cd isle and were whispering and staring at him. This made me laugh lightly out loud and I walked up to the counter.
"Enjoying the view girls?" I asked, jolting the girls out of their daydreams. They both turned to me and smiled sheepishly.
"Oh, yeah kind of." The little blonde, Amy, said blushing.
"How could we not enjoy the view, I mean come on, that's Danny frickin Jones over there." The other girl, Jenna, said. I laughed at the girls once again as they both stared back at him dreamily.
"Well I do have to agree, he's quite a handsome man; very cute, and a really good kisser." Both the girls turned to look at me wide eyed. Did I forget to mention that I hadn't really worked night shift much and they didn't know about Danny and me. Our night shift manager was off on maternity leave, and Kacie wasn't able to work nights this week. So I was stuck working.
Danny must have heard my voice because he turned around searching for me. When he spotted me he broke out in a wide grin, said good-bye to my boss, and walked over go me wrapping his arms around me and giving me a kiss on the lips.
"What were you two talking about?" I questioned once we broke apart, nodding my head in the direction of my boss. Danny kept his arms wrapped around me and I could feel the girls at the counter's eyes on me.
"Oh, uh she wanted to know if I could get the guys to come in for a CD signing sometime. I told her I'd have to talk to Fletch about it."
"Oh, ok. So what were you doing here then?" Danny tightened his hold on me a bit and smiled.
"I wanted to see you before your shift started. I haven't seen you all day and I was getting a little lonely. So I though I'd stop in and surprise you. Guess I got here a little early."
"Aw Danny that's so sweet of you." I reached up and gave him a peck on the cheek. "I'm glad you came in 'cause I was missing you today also."
"Well that's good. Hey I was wondering; do you have any plans for Friday night?" I narrowed my eyebrows thinking.
"No, why?"
"Because I was thinking, you, me, and a date."
"Hmm…I don't know it all just depends on if I get any other better offers." His mouth dropped open and he faked looking hurt.
"Well fine, if you don't want to, I could always ask one of these lovely ladies out." He pulled away from me and started to turn towards the two gapin girls behind the counter. I tightened my grip on him and pulled him back to me.
"On second though, I think that's a great idea." He smiled before placing his lips on mine again. He pulled away a few seconds later and looked at his watch.
"Oh sorry, but I have to go. I promised Dougie I would help him with something and I'm running late. I'll talk to you tomorrow morning or something ok."
"Alright. I get off at midnight."
"Well give me a call then, I should be up."
"Ok I will." He gave me one last peck on the cheek and then turned to leave.
"Love ya." He said as he walked off.
"Love ya too." I said back as he turned to wave before walking out the door. As soon as the door was shut I heard the girls let out loud sighs behind me. I turned to look at them, a smile creeping onto my face.
"You're dating Danny Jones?" Jenna exclaimed.
"Kind of." I replied.
"You are so the luckiest girl in the world."
I laughed. "Well sometimes it does feel like it." I stared at the spot where Danny had once stood. Then a few seconds later I looked back up at the girls. "You two need to get back to work now, and quit staring at the door, you have customers waiting to be checked out."
McFly
Friday night finally came and Danny arrived right on time to pick me up. He told me to dress semi-dressy again and I searched my closet for another dressy outfit. Once I was happy with my choice I walked out into the living room to meet Danny.
"You look beautiful." He said giving me a kiss on the cheek.
"Why thank you. You look handsome too, but then again you always look handsome." He smiled smugly at me and I laughed.
"Well, are you ready to go?" He asked.
"Yeah, just let me grab my purse and I'll be ready." I walked over to the couch and grabbed my purse then took Danny's hand and we left.
He took me back to the restaurant that he took me to on our first date. The same guy as before greeted us at the door and we were seated right away. During dinner we talked a bit about Eli and Harry's wedding, and plans for Christmas. Danny agreed to come here for the first part, but I agreed to go to his family's house for the actual Christmas day. I was actually excited, because even though we'd visited the guys before, I never actually met any of their family.
Before our food came Danny reached into his pocket and pulled out a long rectangular box. My eyes widened when I saw it and I looked back up at him making eye contact. His eyes were twinkling again. Butterflies began to flutter in my stomach and I began to get excited. He handed the box to me and I took it and slowly opened it. Inside was a silver necklace with a little silver lock charm on it. I looked back up at him, questioning him with my eyes. He reached inside his shirt and pulled out a matching silver chain that had a small silver key on the end of it.
"When you put that around your neck, I'll be the only one who has the key to your heart." I smiled at him. "It's kind of like a promise ring, but only in a necklace form. I wanted to get you something, and when I went to the store today with Dougie he pointed it out to me. I thought that it would be great for you since I rarely ever see you wearing any rings, and you're always wearing a necklace."
"Oh Danny it's beautiful, I absolutely love it." I stood up and gave him a hug. "Will you put it on me please?" He took the necklace from me and I turned around, holding my hair up for him as he fastened it around my neck. Then I turned back around to face him.
"Now I'm the only one who can get to your heart." He said taking my hand.
"You'll always be the only one who can get to my heart." I replied kissing him lightly on the lips. When we pulled away we just stared into each others eyes. I loved to look into Danny's blue eyes. I always had a thing for blue eyes, and his eyes were just amazing. Each time I looked into them, it was like I fell in love all over again.
We were both torn apart from staring at each other when our waiter arrived with our food. We ate our food, and then once again Danny told our waiter we didn't want any dessert and we left. He was recreating our first date; how romantic.
Danny pulled off onto the same dirt pull off and we both got out. He took me by the hand and led me back to 'our spot'. We had spent many nights up here in this spot just looking at the stars. Sometimes we would come up during the day and have a picnic or just hang out together and Danny would sing some songs for me.
We laid out the blanket and sat down on it. I leaned back in between Danny's legs and he wrapped his arms around me as we both looked up at the starts. After a few minutes of star watching Danny spoke.
"So, do you want dessert first, or your second surprise for tonight?" I leaned up and turned back towards him my eyes full of excitement.
"There's another surprise?" I asked, and he nodded his head. "Ohh, I want my surprise." He laughed at my excitement.
"Alright, I need you to set up though." I sat up and moved over as he reached behind him and brought out his guitar. "Alright, this is a song I've been working on a few weeks now, it's not really finished yet, but I kind of, um, wrote this for you."
I melted inside. Danny had written a song for me. That was probably the most romantic thing he has ever done for me. Actually that was the most romantic thing any guy has ever done for me. He strummed a few chords on his guitar to make sure it was in tune, then cleared his throat and began to play. There was a short musical intro and then he began to sing slowly.
colorblackImagine this song being sung slowly and acoustically. /color
iWe ran past strawberry fields and smelt the summertime
When it gets dark I'll hold your body close to mine
And then we'll find some wood and hell we'll build a fire
And then we'll find some rope and make a swinging tyre
Captivated by the way you look tonight
The light is dancing in your eyes, your sweet eyes
It's times like these we'll never forget
Stayin out to watch the sunset
I'm glad I shared this with you
Cause you set me free
Show me how good my life could be
How did this happen to me? Yeahhhohhh
And then I'll swing you girl until you fall asleep
But when you wake up you'll be lyin next to me (ba ba ooo)
We'll go to Hollywood, make you a movie star (movie star)
I want the world to know how beautiful you are
Captivated buy the way you look tonight
The light is dancing in your eyes, your sweet eyes yeah
It's times like these we'll never forget
Stayin out to watch the sunset
I'm glad I shared this with you
Cause you set me free
Show me how good my life could be
How did you happen to me? Yeahhhohhh /i
He held out the last note and then finished. Tears had welled up in my eyes as his deep sexy voice sang the song, and now they spilled out down my cheeks. Once he was finished I lunged at him placing my lips on his and kissed him deeply. He responded by kissing me back with equal force and grabbing my waist. After a few minutes I pulled away panting slightly.
"That was…so beautiful Danny. I loved it." He smiled widely at me.
"I was hoping you would."
"I can't believe you wrote a song for me."
"Well I love you Tonya, and I want you to know that. This isn't some crush Tonya, or some I'll love you for a little while type of love. I really love you and I will always love you. I've loved you since the first moment I laid eyes on you and I will until the last moment too."
"Danny Jones, you are the greatest man in this world." I said throwing my arms around his neck as I sobbed lightly. This was all unreal. I couldn't believe he was saying these things and they made me so happy.
"Well, I've been told that a few times." He said smugly, but I was too happy to come back with some witty remark. I just pulled away from him then placed my lips back on his, pulling him into a passionate kiss. He placed his guitar to the side then lowered us down so that he was on his back and I was lying on top of him. We kissed in our spot on our last date that we would have for a while. Eventually we pulled apart and took to staring at the stars while holding one another, but that wasn't for a little while.
McFly
I went back to Danny's place with him that night and stayed with him in his bed. The next morning I woke up and wondered downstairs to find that the only person awake was Dougie. Harry, Eli, Tom and Gia all went out the night before also, and didn't get in until about five or six that morning, so they would probably be in bed most of the day. Dougie was sitting in front of the television watching some Saturday morning show and eating a bowl of Cheerios. He looked up when I entered the room and said hey. I wondered over and sat down beside him on the couch leaning my head on his shoulder and starring at TV.
"How was your night last night?" He asked me, still staring at the TV.
"Great, how about yours."
"Boring, I stayed at home and watched television."
"Why didn't you go out with the rest of the guys?" I questioned looking up at him slightly. He just shrugged.
"I don't know, I just didn't feel like it. Everyone had some one to be with last night, so I felt like sitting at home sulking."
"Aw Dougie, I'm sorry. I bet Asha's missing you right now too." He shrugged again.
"Probably so. I just can't wait to see her again. It's only been a few days, but I miss her so much already."
I smiled at him and sat up poking him in the side. "Aw, is our little Dougie in love?" I teased.
He swatted my hand away and smiled. "Maybe."
"Aw Dougie that's so cute." I squealed throwing my arms around his neck. "I'm so happy that my little Dougie is in love."
"Little Dougie?" He said raising an eyebrow.
"Yeah, my little Dougie." I teased.
"I'd like you to know there's nothing little about me." I burst out laughing.
"Well you'll still be my little Dougie no matter what." He just rolled his eyes.
"Ok, whatever." Then he looked down at my necklace and reached out to touch it. "I see Danny gave you the necklace he bought you."
"Yeah, it's beautiful isn't it?"
"Yes it is; I helped him pick it out you know." I nodded.
"Yeah he told me. You have a good eye on ya." He smiled and nodded is head defiantly.
"You bet I do. I got Asha a necklace too for the next time I see her. Do you want to see it?" I nodded my head enthusiastically and he picked up his jacket off the floor and pulled out a box handing it to me. I opened it and saw a gold chain with a gold heart outlined in little diamonds.
"Oh Dougie it is so beautiful. I'm sure she'll love it."
"Thanks, I'm just hoping she does."
"Don't worry, she will." I handed the box back to Dougie as Danny entered the room.
"Good morning sleepyhead." Dougie said looking up at Danny as he entered the room. Danny just grunted, obviously still tired, and sat in the chair across from us. "Dude if you're still tired then why did you get up?" Dougie asked upon seeing Danny's half closed eyes.
"Because I didn't feel Tonya beside me in bed and I kind of got worried so I wanted to see where she went to."
"Aw, how sweet. Well she's down here, so you can go back to bed if you want." Danny opened his eyes and blinked a few times, obviously trying to get awake.
"No, I'm up now; and besides I want to spend as much time with her today as I can since it's our last day." He looked at me and smiled, I smiled widely back at him.
"Well don't forget you need to finish packing." Dougie reminded.
"I finished most of it already. I just have a bit left to do."
"I wish you guys wouldn't talk about leaving. It makes me really sad." I pouted.
"Aw, Tonya hun we're leaving tomorrow." Dougie said placing his arm around my shoulder and pulling me into a hug.
"I know, but that's still a little more than twenty four hours away. I don't have to think about that for a while."
"Ok, fine then we won't talk about leaving anymore until it gets closer to the time." Dougie rationalized.
"Good." I said crossing my arms. "Now we have to talk about happy and fun stuff." I looked from Danny to Dougie and back again.
"Well I don't know what to talk about." Danny said looking back at the both of us.
"Me either." Dougie said, they both turned to me.
"Uh, I don't know either." We fell silent. Then we all turned to look at the TV. Some Disney channel show came on and that got Dougie's attention.
"Oh, I like this show." He said excitedly and Danny and I both turned to look at him. He just smiled innocently back at us and shrugged his shoulders. "What? There's never really anything else on to watch on Saturday mornings, and if you really watch the show, it's a real good one." We laughed at him, but then turned our attention back to the television and watched his kiddies show.
McFly
(Mature Stuff)
Later that evening everyone went out again, except for me and Danny. We just wanted to stay at home alone and watch a movie. So we found ourselves cuddled up on his bed watching a movie that we had gone to rent earlier that day after going out for a good bye dinner with the rest of the group.
Danny was lying on his back and I was lying on top of him and we both were watching the movie. It was some love film about this guy and this girl who were two years apart, and they could write notes to one another by putting it in this mailbox at a lake house. It was a really good flick and the ending made me want to cry as well as be happy at the same time.
When it finally went off I turned my head up so I could look at Danny. He looked back at me with this small smile on his face. "I liked that movie." I said.
"Yeah, it wasn't that bad. But it was a chick flick." He said matter-of-factly.
"Well I am a chick." I replied.
"Yeah, I know." He smirked leaning in towards me to give me a kiss. I kissed him back and opened my mouth when I felt his tongue rub across my bottom lip. I moved myself up so that it was a little easier to kiss him as he brought his hands around and grabbed my butt lightly. Slowly he turned us over so that now he was on top and I was on bottom. I wrapped my arms around his neck as his hands traveled down my body. I pulled him in closer to me, deepening the kiss as much as I could. His kisses were great. I loved kissing him. Whenever he kissed me it was like he was focused more on how he could make me feel great rather than what he could get from the kiss.
He moved his kisses to my neck as his hands came up under my shirt. I tried to stifle a moan as he found my sensitive spot on my neck and began sucking on it. He moved his hand up slowly towards my breast. I know he was only going slowly because he was waiting for me to protest. I was enjoying the feeling so I didn't say anything, silently giving him the go ahead. Once his hand found my breast he squeezed it slightly and then pulled away and looked at me.
"You tell me when to stop Tonya. If at any moment you get uncomfortable just tell me and I'll quit. I promise." I nodded my head at him then pulled him back to me and gave him a kiss. I wanted this. I wanted to properly make out with my boyfriend and not have visions haunting me. Yeah so maybe I wasn't ready for sex yet, but I wanted to be able to do other things. I had this desire burning within me, and I felt like there was nothing I could do because I was too afraid. So I let Danny's hand travel down over my stomach and to the waist line of my pants. And when the button was undone on my pants and the zipper was let down, I did have a picture of my step-father standing over me come into my head, but I pushed it away, refusing to let it ruin my moment.
Danny pushed my pants aside little and ran his finger over the skin at the top of my underwear. I slipped my hands inside his shirt and ran them over his back and then over his chest. Deciding that I was going to let him know that this was ok, I reached down and tugged on his shirt, trying to pull it over his head. He sat up and took his shirt off then returned his lips to mine. Next I felt him tugging my shirt up so I sat up and he pulled it over my head. He looked down at me and I smiled shyly at him. This just caused his smile to break out even more and he leaned down placing kisses on my stomach. I moaned from the pleasure this caused me. It felt so great. Another vision came into my head but I just pushed it aside, squinting my eyes tightly shut.
The next thing I felt made my breath get caught in my throat. Danny was tugging down my pants. Finally he got them down to my ankles and I kicked them off. He ran his hand up the outside of my thigh, up over my hip and up my side, then down the front of my stomach. His hand hovered over my underwear, but I brought my hands down to the waistband of his pants and undid them, deciding that I didn't like being the only one without clothes on. He smiled at me and kicked off his pants then came back to me kissing me. The feel of our bare skin against each other made me tingle all over. Never had I been this intimate with a guy before. I could tell, or should I say feel that all of this was turning Danny on, and I smiled knowing that I did this to him. As he kissed my neck once more, his hand traveled down to my underwear again. One finger slipped inside of it then slipped back out. A couple seconds later two fingers slipped in and tugged on them. That's when it happened, the thing I was dreading the most. I was hit with a vision I didn't want, and this time a voice was attached to it.
"Oh well, I'll just have my way with you…"
I whimpered slightly and called out Danny's name, fear etched in my voice. "Danny wait." I cried. He sat up at me looking worried.
"I'm sorry Tonya, I shouldn't have tried to go this far." I shook my head at him.
"No Danny it's not your fault. I really want this, I do. It's just, I don't know if I'm ready to, you know, go all the way." I looked away, feeling slightly embarrassed.
He placed his hand on my cheek and turned my head so that I was looking at him. "Then we don't have to go that far." He said calmly. I looked up at him and he looked so sincere.
I nodded my head. "Let's just go slow ok." He nodded his head at me.
"Just remember if you get uncomfortable then tell me; I'll quit, no matter how far along we are." I nodded my head and he continued kissing my neck. A few minutes later I felt his hand tug lightly on my underwear again and this time when the vision returned I screamed silently at it and told it to leave and it did. A few seconds later my underwear had joined my pants on the floor, along with my bra, so that now I was lying naked underneath Danny, who still had his boxers on. He looked down at me, his eyes roaming over my naked body. This caused me to blush deeply.
"You're so beautiful you know that." I looked away and he made me look back at him, and then placed a small kiss on my lips. I reached for his boxers but he just swatted my hands away. "This is about you right now. We'll worry about me later." I nodded my head at him as his hand rested on my stomach and he continued kissing me. Slowly, ever so painfully slowly, his hand inched its way down my stomach. With every inch it moved my heart sped up, and my breath began to quicken. This was it, a moment that I had waited on for such a long time, and finally it was here. I was nervous, excited and scared all at the same time. I didn't know what it was like to be touched so lovingly this way. His touches sent all sorts of feelings through my body, but mostly the only one I could focus on was the feeling I was getting down there; down where his hand was now traveling.
His hand ran over my brown patch of hair as it made its way further down. Once it was down so far I felt his hands spread my legs apart. Here it was. That moment. He pulled away from kissing me and stared me in the eyes. I looked at him, read for whatever was to come, and when he saw no protest in my eyes he ran his hand lightly over my sensitive spot. This caused me to gasp slightly and that only caused him to go farther. Before I knew it, I felt Danny's finger enter me slightly. I caught my breath at the change. It was slightly uncomfortable, but enjoyable at the same time. He watched me with my eyes closed as he pushed his finger deep into me. I shifted uncomfortable trying to enjoy the feeling of his finger inside of me. He waited while I got used to his presence and eventually I moaned out lightly enjoying the feeling and feeling quite relieved that I made it this far and didn't have to stop because of my past. Danny then pulled his finger out and thrust it back in. I bucked my hips at this, fully enjoying it now. The next time he thrust back in he added a finger. This change made me wince slightly and I heard Danny shush me calmly as his other hand brushed some strands of hair out of my face and he trailed his fingers down the side of my face. I adjusted to this difference and he pulled out then thrust back into me again. Eventually we built up a rhythm. I arched my back enjoying the feeling as I felt something begin to build up inside of me.
"Tonya baby, look at me." I heard Danny say. Slowly I opened my eyes to see him smiling down at me as his hand still worked its magic below. I stared into Danny's eyes. His eyes were so full of love. It made my heart flutter a moment. He was such a caring guy, so passionate and very sensitive. He was doing this for me. Not because he wanted to get off, but because he wanted to show me pleasure, show me how to trust again, and show me how to feel intimate with a guy. He hit some spot inside me that made me moan out, and I felt my eyes go shut. It was hard to look at him now. Pleasure had begun to overtake my body and I began to give into it. I could feel myself getting closer. Closer to what exactly? I had never gone this far with any guy, so all of this really was new to me. I was five the last time anything like this happened, and I was unconscious. Even though technically I wasn't a virgin, by every other standard I was. This was my first time ever feeling anything like this.
I enjoyed it. I enjoyed it a lot. Danny returned to kissing me, he let his mouth travel down my neck and across my chest where he focus his attention on one of my breasts. My breaths began to quicken, and moans escaped my mouth without any of my control. He hit that spot again and it made me let out another loud moan. If he did that again, I would surely loose it. Of course he did hit it again, and that's when I felt it; this sensation running throughout my body. It was kind of hard to explain, but it was so much pleasure rolled into one.
"Oh…my…god." I moaned out as I came. Danny continued thrusting into me as I arched my back. Then I fell back onto the bed gasping for breath as Danny pulled his fingers out of me and gave me one last kiss on the lips. "What…was…that?" I asked as I tried to catch my breath. Danny just looked down at me with a confused grin.
"You just came baby. You just experienced your first orgasm." I let his words register as I fought to catch my breath. Once I realized what he was saying I blushed deeply and pulled him to me burying my head in his chest.
"That was amazing." I whispered. I heard Danny chuckle softly.
"Yes, orgasms can be quite amazing."
I pulled away and looked up at him. "I've…I've never felt that before." He laughed and kissed my forehead.
"I kind of figured. I'm glad I could be the one to help you feel that for the first time though." I nodded.
"I'm glad you were too." We held on to each other a few moments just enjoying the feel one our bodies pressed against one another. I felt my eyes begin to flutter closed, but I fought to keep them open. Danny must have been watching me because I heard him speak.
"Go ahead and go to sleep." He spoke softly by my ear.
"But what about you." I said opening my eyes again to look at him concerned.
"Don't worry about it. We'll worry about me another night. This is your night tonight, so you just rest." He kissed both of my eyelids and pulled me closer to him, throwing a blanket over the both of us. I settled back into him and slowly let my eyelids drift shut again. Sleep took over and before I knew it, I was out.