Excuses at the end? I'm so sorry guys.
I walked into the gym locker room, one of my favorite places to be. I put on a Nike sports bra and some Nike shorts, screw a shirt. I threw my hair up into a pony tail and put my bag in my locker. We all got to decorate our lockers, it was so cute, and it was pink and purple with pictures of my friends plastered all over it. I decided to start with a couple laps around the gym. I plugged in my head phones and turned on my running music, Hot Chelle Rae, they are literally the only thing I can have a successful run to, and they're just perfection. After I finished my run I sat down for a drink of water. I caught my breath and went over to the punching bag to continue today's workout.
I went back to the locker rooms to shower up. When I got out of my quick shower I re did my makeup and put my hair up in a sock bun. I put on a clean dress and the same heels. I was ready to go. My friends were outside to meet me with huge smiles on their faces. "Its already 5:30 honey, time to get home!" said Macey, with my keys and purse in her hand. "Alright." I said with a sincere smile. "Let's have a picnic in Central Park for dinner!" Liz said, clapping her hands together. I smiled big and said "Let's do it!" I could tell they were shocked by my enthusiasm. "Guys, I'm really okay, this isn't like the last time." I said, and they seemed to believe me.
We all went home to change and make some food. I had to bring pasta salad and fruit, Liz had the sandwiches, Macey was bringing dessert, so Lord knows what we're having, and Bex had the drinks and chips. We had picnics like this pretty often; my grandma even made us a huge quilt for every time we did, so we had something big enough to sit on. I changed into some coral high waisted shorts, and a floral sheer tank top. My hair was still in its sock bun so I grabbed my keys, Vera Bradley wristlet, and some oversized sunglasses, and I was ready to go. I was balancing the food on my arm while I pressed the lobby button on the elevator when I heard someone yell for me to hold the door.
I didn't recognize the voice, which was odd, because there's only CIA on this floor. I held the door. With my sunglasses on the top of my head I smiled at the baby cute boy who entered the elevator, you could tell he was a newbie, only 18. "Thanks." He breathed, he had run for the elevator. "You're welcome, did you just join?" I asked. A shocked expression crossed his face. I giggled and whispered, like it was some big secret, "There's only CIA on this floor." "Oh!" He turned beet red and breathed a sigh of relief. I stuck out my hand. "I'm Cammie." I said with a smile. "Michael." He replied, still slightly pink. We reached the lobby and I went to catch a cab, he was only going to the Starbucks in the lobby.
The cab dropped me off at Central Park and I paid the driver. The three of them were already here; I had the blanket so they hadn't set out the food yet. "It's about time missy!" Macey said with a wink. "I'm not even late!" I said, laughing. "Oh well, let's eat! I'm starving!" yelled Bex. We all cracked up. We dug into the food. "Hey, is there any newbies in yall's buildings?" Asked Liz. "Yes! There's the sweetest girl who needs some serious fashion help, I consider her my act of kindness for this year." Said Macey, all serious. "Oh yeah? What's her name?" I asked. "Sadie." She replied. "Well, while you fix her up with some clothes, I can fix her up with a boy, because there's one on my floor! Most precious thing I've ever seen, I swear!"
The next morning was dreadful, we stayed out really late, just catching up and talking like old day. I needed two cups of coffee on the way to work today, maybe even two more when I get to work. Lord knows what this day is going to add up to.
Right when I walked into the building I saw Zach. You have got to be fucking kidding me. Being the coward I am, I scurried into the elevator, making sure to press the quick close button. I strolled into our floor with all the grace and elegance I had before Zach came back. I put my shield on. Nothing, no one, could touch me now.
Oh god, that was terrible. I want you guys to know how incredibly insanely sorry I am. I didn't even put it on hiatus, why? Cause I didn't think it would go that long. My life has been a mess lately. And its about to get that much worse. Nothing really in specific, just thing after thing is happening. I could use prayers for the next monthish. Then everything will blow over. I promise you guys I'm in love with this story and I see great things for it, but its just not working for me right now. I sincerely love you guys, so much and you're always there for me. Please bear with me, and things will smooth out eventually.