Sorry for the wait, writing is more difficult than I thought. Anyway, enjoy.
Olivia had tried to avoid Trevor every chance she got for the next couple of days. She just couldn't handle it and it was pissing her off. It was really the first time someone told her they loved her, and looked like they meant it.
There was no sex involved and no sexual tension from what she could see. It was a genuine feeling and she knew she probably felt it too. That bad thing about it is that she didn't want to admit it. Even Noah had begun to ask for the man that he saw his mother with every morning. The man he had no idea was his father. Something hitting her in the face and the sound of laughing interrupted her thoughts. There it was again, and again. She finally snapped out of it.
"Earth to Liv, where'd you go?" Fin asked looking at her from his desk. She looked around and seen that Nick and Amanda were also staring, smiling. She looked at her desk to find it covered in paper balls.
"What the hell is your problem?"
"We needed to get your attention and calling your name obviously didn't get the job done." Fin said throwing away the paper ball the he was about to throw at her again if she didn't respond.
"So throwing paper balls at me like some dam 1st grader was the only thing that popped into your head, huh?"
Fin shivered under her skin at the daggers she shot at him. Ever since he first joined SVU, he used to be secretly scared of 'the look' that she gave the men when they did something totally irrational and now was that time.
"It was Amanda's idea." He said quickly, not wanting to feel that wrath of Olivia.
"You're an asshole Fin." Amanda replied frowning.
"What is so important that you just needed to get my attention so badly?"
"Some good-looking guy was in here looking for you when you and Nick were at Warner's office."
"Good-looking guy?" Olivia asked jokingly.
Fin furrowed his eyebrow. "Really Amanda? She's talking about that scum of the earth Langan. Haven't seen him around for a while."
Olivia's facial expression did a complete 360. "He can go fuck himself for all I care."
"I knew you didn't like him Liv but damn. That's a bit harsh."
"Who's Langan?" Nick asked clearly confused about the man that they were talking about.
"He's a defense attorney, Trevor Langan, and I'm not going to lie. He's a damn good one."
"How come we've never heard of him until now?"
"Don't know. We haven't seen him around in a while."
"Well, he seemed pretty upset and said he needed to talk to you. He said it was important."
Olivia shrugged her shoulders not seeming to care. "As I said before, he can go fuck himself for all I care."
"What would he want with you anyway?"
Olivia knew damn well what he wanted to talk about; they just didn't know and weren't going to find out anytime soon.
"Beats me Fin. Knowing him, he probably came back for his fee for so-called getting me off."
Nick scoffed. "For what?"
"Don't ask."
"You did what!?"
"I don't know. I'm so confused Malcolm."
"I bet you are. Now, you did what?!"
"I told her how I really felt."
"Her, as in that Olivia woman. Trev, I told you to leave her alone. She was nothing but trouble from the get."
"Come on Malcolm, I came to talk to you. I just wanted some advice from my older brother but I guess I came to the wrong place." He argued standing up.
"Sorry man, damn. When'd you get so sensitive?"
"I'm not sensitive, I'm fucking confused," He uttered placing his head in his hands. "Why am I such a loser, a failure?"
Malcolm smiled. "Well-"
"Don't even answer that."
"You're not a failure. You're a fucking lawyer man, you're making big bucks."
"Life isn't about money, Malcolm."
He snickered. "She really has you're head all messed up."
"I can't keep her out of my head."
"You really like her, don't you little bro?"
"No. I love her."
Malcolm choked on his own saliva. "Whoa, wait a minute. Did you just use the "L" word? This must be serious."
"It is. When's you first realize you were in love with Janie?"
"When I first laid eyes on her. I never thought I'd even have the guts to ask her out. Now we're happily married."
"So you do understand that feeling?"
"You could say that. I just don't get why you're so lovey dovey over her now. I thought you guys broke up."
'We did."
"But-"
Trevor exhaled deeply. "I couldn't leave your nephew."
Malcolm had complete confusion on his face. "My nephew, what the hell are you talking about? I don't have a-"
"Yeah, you do."
"You bastard, you got her pregnant?!"
Trevor nodded.
"This is really screwed up. How old is he?"
"He just turned 3."
"Shit man. What were you thinking, didn't you wrap it up?"
"We were dating. I didn't think-"
"That's it. You didn't think of the consequences. Does..."
"Noah. His name's Noah."
"Does Noah know?"
Trevor shook his head. "He's seen me but doesn't know I'm his father."
"Isn't she going to tell him?"
"She's just as confused as I am about all of this."
"And you just left her, like that? I know I may be a bastard at times but I'd never do that."
"Good job."
"For what?"
"Making me feel 10 times worse than I already do."
"My bad," He said apologizing. "Does Mom know?"
"No."
"You've go to fix this."
"Dude, I know this."
Malcolm patted his shoulder. "So, when will I get to see my nephew?"
"You'll have to ask her."
"I don't know if you got this but if you did, can we please talk?" Trevor's voice said on her phone. This was the 8th message from his today. She was thinking about just cutting off her phone and ignoring the entire world. The only thing that could wipe a frown from her face was the smile of her son. He's the only good thing that came out of all this.
"Night mommy." Noah yawned as Olivia pulled the blanket on his body.
She kissed his forehead. "Good night Noah, I love you."
"I love you too, Mommy."
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