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Still Len and I hadn't spoken more than ten words to each other and it was already the holidays. Everyday seem to drag on longer then the day before. Not moment without Len in my mind. I hated it. This girl I became. I never realised how ugly I was. Not only physically but mentally too. Liking someone that was already taken. Not to mention the person that have taken him was none other than my best friend. That side of me was horrible, the worse even. I felt like committing suicide but I couldn't. I don't want to be the type of girl who throws everything away just because of one stupid guy. I don't want to be a stupid love sick puppy that sits around hoping to be loved even I already know that won't happen and feel sorry for myself.
Completely bored I was on Vocabook at nine. Only reading post by people made me sigh.
Miki - Oh my baby is the best! love you Hun! 2 likes 5 comments
Gumi - Nothing better than spending time with the boyfriend after a lengthy time! 4 likes
Leon - If only there was a way I could always be with her... She's everything to me. 7 likes 12 comments
Clutching onto the toy dog Len gave to me, I was sitting with envy. How much I wished that could be me. Luka was online. I had to ask her what was on my mind.
Luka Megurine
Rin - Hey
Luka - Hey what's up?
Rin - I wanna ask you something
Luka - What's on your mind?
Rin - If this was a drama, I'd be the evil witch with a b that everyone hates wouldn't I?
Luka - Rin this isn't a drama so you can't compare it to one. Sides if it was then I'd be the evil friend that gives to nudges to be evil.
Rin - You're right
I smile softly but it quickly faded. "But I'm right though. Aren't I?" I thought to myself.
"Len..." I whispered. He'd appeared online. I battled myself whether or not to talk to him. In the end, I gave into my feeling and discarded the voice of reason.
Len Kagamine
Rin - Hey, how are your holidays
I got no deeply from Len. I began to feel frustrated.
Rin - Yeah that's cool, ignore me.
Len - You don't talk to me at school
Rin - That's because you're with Miku all the time. Lately things have weird for me. I don't have that many people in my life that I can just dump what I'm feeling on them.
Len - I'll listen. Trust me. You might not like the response I give you but it'll always be the honest truth
Rin - I think I can handle it
Len - alright so why are things weird for you.
Rin - My parents haven't been home lately and my mum comes home completely exhausted in the middle of the night so we don't speak that much recently. My dad travels a lot and I rarely get to see. I understand why but it still makes me feel lonely. Sorry, I don't wanna go emo on you. So tell me anything bothering you?
Len - Not much only
I love you
Everything In my body became tense. You could easily sense the quivering of my legs.
Rin - Why did you say that?
Once again no reply. Len immediately went offline after that. I tried to stay calm but how could I. Though I had to admit to myself I was a little happy but I couldn't be. The next day Len replied.
Len - Woah, what the hell did I type last night. Sorry.
It felt as if my body itself had shattered
Dun Dun Dun. Are you shocked? Well are you? I would be if that was me. I know two chapters ago I said I wouldn't release anymore but I'm trying to get a bit more before I leave for a month. This is most likely my last update. Hope you enjoyed. P.S I live in Australia so I write with UK grammar and punctuation.