She let her clothes fall. Her skin looked pale against the moonlight; her blond hair, messy. Her expression was innocent, childish... scared? I would even dare to say she looked beautiful, but when I looked into her eyes I knew something was wrong, very wrong...
What the hell had just happened? The girl was drunk, for Gods sake! Lucy was not this kind of girl... She hadn't even had a boyfriend! I had no right to take advantage of her like that. Of course, I hadn't had a girlfriend either, but I was the sober one here and that made me the responsible one for the first time... Even I knew that this could cause trouble.
"Natsu..." She said, looking at me with those brown eyes, as if asking for something "Why did you stop?"
"I'm sorry, Luce, I can't do this. You're drunk." I said, as difficult as it was, seeing her like that, tempting me.
"I don't care, Natsu! It doesn't change anything!" She said, looking into my eyes, smiling.
"Try to understand! Please, Lucy, I know you'll hate me when you wake up and find out what we did!"
"I won't! I would never hate you!"
"Yes, you would! You are not the girl who lets everyone have their way with her! You would kill me, and I would feel terrible afterwards! Let's just forget about all this, how does that sound?"
"YOU ARE SUCH AN IDIOT NATSU!" I could hear I had hurt her, her eyes suddenly looking much darker than I had ever seen them.
"YOU'RE THE ONE THAT'S CONFUSING ME!" I couldn't contain myself, I was gonna regret it later.
"MAYBE THAT'S BECAUSE I THOUGHT I HAD MADE MY INTENTIONS CLEAR ENOUGH!" Wait, what?
"SHUT UP, LUCY! YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT YOU'RE TALKING ABOUT!" It was weird been told that, and I tried to remember she was drunk after all.
"You are the one who doesn't know." Lucy glanced furiously at me, her eyes cold, her childish appeareance gone."I love you, Natsu. I'm sorry I had to find out this way, and you too! But I realised I didn't mean it when I refused it every time someone asked if we were a couple" she said, and she looked like she meant it, letting a little bit of hurt go along with it.
I wasn't able to talk... She caught me off-guard... I'm not good with this kind of stuff...
"Natsu?" She looked worried again "Say something!"
I still couldn't talk.
"You love me back, right? RIGHT?" Her eyes were pleading for an answer, and it really broke my heart to pieces knowing I didn't have the answer she was expecting.
"Lucy, I- I'm sorry, I don't know... I don't really understand this... Don't get me wrong! I like you, I really like you! But you are my best friend and I won't let anyone hurt you as long as I can stop them, and that kind of includes myself, too. I don't even know what love is, and you do make me feel weird, really weird, but I don't think what I feel is love, and I don't think you really love me that way. You're just as confused as I am."
"If you don't love me then why do you care so much about me? Why are YOU always the one that saves me? Why do YOU wait at my house for me to come? Why do YOU keep me by your side? WHY DO YOU SLEEP IN MY BED? AND WHY DO YOU MAKE ME FEEL WORTH IT WHEN I'M FEELING LIKE SHI-"
I had to stop her from talking! I can't believe I'm hurting her anyway... I didn't think about it, it just happened! I was kissing her, but not like five minutes ago. These kisses weren't exploring her, I was overpowering her; I took her by the waist, hugging her so tight that there was no space between us. I didn't even stop for air, I wanted to choke on her very scent, I was biting her lips as if those were the most delicious thing in the world and I were starving to death. I kissed the tears that she had shed during our argument away, trying to make her feel okay again.
I could feel myself growing impatient, eager for her once more. I bit every little hint of skin visible, stoping once again at her neck. She then took off my clothes, almost without me noticing, leaving me in my boxers. I then unhooked her bra and looked at her in awe. If I ever felt happier than that day then you could say I was in heaven. I took her in my hands, feeling her pink nipples harden with my touch; amazed, I kept caressing them, making Lucy moan. I wondered how they tasted like, so I put one of them in my mouth and sucked on it. It tasted as Lucy, delicious to me. It's as if her scent and her taste were made to please me, making me do things I would have never imagined doing to any other girl.
Her scent got stronger, making me lose my head. Again, I was all instincts. I was starting to go down, towards the scent... I kissed every inch of her stomach, then her legs, and then her inner thights. Lucy was trying to close her legs, but I kept them open. The only thing that kept me from paradise were her panties. I grabbed them with my theeth and pulled them down to her ankles.
And then, I was in heaven. I found my tongue sending Lucy to madness, making her moan and scream my name louder and louder. I was pleased to see her arch her back in pleasure, looking barely sane at all.
I couldn't take it anymore, the flames of desire were consuming my body, my length wanting Lucy, begging for her. I looked at her, question in my eyes.
"There's no one else I'd rather lose it to than you." She then set me free, throwing the boxers somewhere in the room. Now we were even.
She placed her hands on my chest, tracing my abs and going down to my length, softly caressing it before letting go.
I kissed her cheek, feeling a little nervous. She held my hand and smiled at me.
"I'm ready, Natsu." She laid on her back, letting me be on top of her. I kissed her lips slowly, getting just the tip inside.
"We don't have to do this if you don't want to, Lucy! We can take it slow..." I whispered in her ear.
"I'm okay, don't worry!" She said, placing her arms around my neck. "That scar looks so manly... Can you believe you did that to yourself?"
"Yeah, guess I was scared of nothing all these years... My scarf covers it, thought, so it doesn't really matter that much."
"By the way, where's your scarf? Now that I think of it, you weren't wearing it."
"Sobering up now, are we?" I asked chuckling.
"I guess so..."
"I might be contradicting myself, but you're pretty damn cute when you act like you are not nervous."
"Sorry, I just... I don't know..." She bit her lower lip, so I bit it too...
"Don't worry, it will be alright" I said as I leaned my face to kiss her.
And then I thrusted in. Lucy bit my lip so hard that I could taste my own blood. Her fingernails dug inside my back like claws, trying to hold on. Tears were running down her cheeks again, so I kissed them away again.
After a little while she starts moving and it feels amazing, hot like anything before, thigher than thight. And that's when I lose it again, getting in and out of her, in and out again and again and again, making me sweaty. After a while, as I feel Lucy call my name over and over, I hold her and growl.
"You are mine. Do you get it? Nobody else can have you. YOU. ARE. MINE." I tell her, more hoarsely than I intended, just before getting in a rhythm of lust unknown to me, going harder, and deeper and faster, and the sensation sends shivers through all my body, making me feel like I can't move but urging me too, at the same time. Lucy moans my name, screaming. And then I feel it: I must have died and gotten to heaven, because there is no way something in this world can feel like this. I cummed into Lucy, shouting her name, feeling her all over my body.
I'm exhausted.
"Hey, Natsu..."
"What Lucy?"
"Did you know that when you cum dragon scales appear on your face?"
"Huh?"
"Yeah..."
"Lucy?"
"Yes, Natsu?"
"Maybe I do love you after all... I wonder what the others will say when we tell them..." And I fell asleep.