Sorry for the long update I was a bit busy and the fact that I did not have my own computer made it a bit difficult to update buuuuttt I got a computer for Christmas so there shall be more updates coming!

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Len watched silently as Gakupo's long purple hair disappeared through the crack in the door. He had to do something but his body just wanted to shut down. His body told him that the affliction was over and that he was safe and could rest, but his mind was racing with many different situations that could happen to him. Gakupo could return to do it again. Sluggishly the boy started to move. Sharp pains shooting from every part of his body. He could feel a bit of questionable liquid dripping down his thigh, but he didn't know if it was semen, blood, or a bit of both, and he didn't want to find out what it was. Noiselessly he grabbed his clothes cautiously putting them on his mangled body. Constantly reminding himself that he had to get out of the room without being seen. Once fully clothed to the best of his abilities the abused boy limped over to the door putting his ear against it to hear for any signs that anyone was outside in the hallway.

When he heard nothing he hesitantly opened the door, peaking into the hallway to make sure he was indeed alone. Blue eyes scanned the hallway pleased when they saw that nobody was in the hall. He noiselessly moved out of the room softly clicking the damned door closed. He silently limped down the hall to the bathroom door before stopping short at hearing his sisters booming voice downstairs.

"Where is my brother?" Rin asked displeased with the little responses she got so far. Something told her that there was something amiss and she planed to find out exactly what was going on.

"I told you he is upstairs taking a nap. Please keep your voice down Rin." Kaito said his voice calm and collected as he tried to keep the yelling sister in check.

"As you said before, but again I repeat myself. Something feels off. Something is wrong with him and I want to see him now." Rin snapped back at Kaito. The edge in her voice sounding very fierce and determined.

"Nothing is wrong with your brother Rin. He is upstairs asleep. He stayed up super late watching horror movies and so now he is exhausted." Gakupo's equally as calm voice said. Trying to soothe the irritated teenage girl.

"Okay but as soon as he wakes up I am talking to him...Alone." The girl stated walking away towards the stairs.

Len panicked his heartbeat increasing to extreme levels as he heard his sisters footsteps approach the stairs and start to ascend them. Quickly Len scampered into the bathroom. Shutting the door he leaned against it hoping for dear life that his twin wasn't coming to enter the bathroom. Instead her footsteps continued till the stopped in front of her room, which was right across from his room. He heard her hesitate before entering her room and shutting the door.

Len sighed in relief as he quickly made his escape to his own room. He needed a shower so bad to wash away some of the trash inside of him, but that would just cause to much commotion. Once in his room by himself the boy dropped onto the floor in a crumpled mess of limbs and agony. He tried to relax to let his body just fall into a mindless slumber where he could free his body and mind to the darkness that just wanted to envelope him. The darkness would take him away from the pain and the hurt, all of it, he just wanted all of it to disappear for a little while. Was that to much to ask for?

Slowly he felt his body relax and shut down but an uncomfortable dripping on his leg brought him out of his semi-unconsciousness. And as the realization of what the liquid probably was Len felt his stomach turn. Yet all he could do was gag at the thought. His body so close to shutting down his blue eyes barely staying open. Pathetically the boy pulled himself up using his table as a crutch and carefully removing his clothes so that he was standing naked and alone in his room. He slowly moved towards his dresser grabbing a large blue shirt with dancing ice cream cones that he had gotten from Kaito on his last birthday. It was way to large on him but at the moment he couldn't bring himself to care. The bigger it was the less it would rub against the horrible cuts on his back. He also threw on a pair of basketball shorts. He had to have something to cover his lower half. After the past two days he just felt as though everything was up for public display, he needed to cover up. Almost instantly the boy was on his bed. Pulling the covers way over his head and burying his bruised body under the protection of his blanket.

He felt his eyes close and his mind started to shut down completely, the last thing he remembers is hearing his sisters soft voice at his door begging for him to be okay. The only thing he could do was let the tears fall. He knew he wasn't okay but he just couldn't tell his sister. His loving little sister that always had to protect him. What would he tell her if he did try to tell her? He had already decided that this was his fight and his alone. So what if he was overpowered he would find a way to win this... somehow.

Len felt cold fingers slowly brush through his hair and down his face, yet he just couldn't bring his eyes to open to find out who was touching him. The fingers were so delicate and soft. Trying not to hurt him. Groggily his eyes opened and landed unfocused and dazed on a pair of shinning purple eyes. It took him not even a second to jump up and away from the samurai gently petting his face. He clumsily moved to the far edge of his bed against the wall. His whole body shaking at the fear racing through him.

"Shhh Len it's okay." Gakupo whispered climbing onto the bed with the frightened teenager. Len's baby blue eyes darted all around the room trying to find an escape, but his body just wouldn't respond to anything. He was still exhausted and he couldn't muster the energy to escape, but that didn't mean he wouldn't go down without a fight.

"Len calm down, I'm not going to hurt you. We need to clean your wounds or they will get infected." Gakupo said his voice quiet and kind.

The blond couldn't comprehend what was happening he just sat there his body shaking and his mind racing with all the different possibilities of what could happen to him. He needed to get away...he wanted to escape to the sanctuary of somewhere safe. Unbeknownst to him Gakupo had already gotten him off the bed and leading him to the bathroom only a few doors down from his room.

Silently they crept into the bathroom closing the door behind them. His eyes stayed locked onto the purple haired man as he shut and locked the door. The man turned towards the teen and smiled while making a shushing motion with his finger in front of his mouth. Len gulped down his nerves and just stood there.

Gakupo went around the boy and started the tap quickly filling the tub with water. Testing the water with his hand he nodded to himself when the water was a comfortable warm with enough cold to keep the boy out of pain.

"Here get in." Gakupo said turning towards the boy. Len just stared at the man blankly. "Now come on Len, it's not like I haven't seen it before." The man said his sickening smirk returning to his face.

Len turned away from the man and slowly stripped his shirt placing it on the bathroom counter next to him. He heard an sharp intake of breath as his hand traveled towards his shorts. He stopped. He couldn't do this. This was exactly what the man wanted. Was to get him to undress. It was all just a trick to get him naked again. He froze back turned towards the man hands resting on the edge of his shorts.

"Len I am really starting to get impatient." The purple haired samurai whispered into the boys ear as his own hands circled around the others and pulled his shorts down. Len's whole mind went blank. He felt the fabric drop to the floor and the mans hands slowly traveled back up to his shoulders, fingers skimming the skin as they progressed upwards. Then the man was leading him towards the slightly steaming bath. He winced as his body was lowered into the water but he tried desperately to keep any emotion from his face.

His eyes stared forward at a bottle of shampoo, the same bottle he stared at empty minded the day before as Gakupo started to slowly wash the boys body. He felt the wash cloth slowly dab at the wound on his back and chest. Every so ofter he would wince but he kept completely quiet other wise.

"Len.."Gakupo started washing the teens chest. The sudsy washcloth going in small circles all around his body. "You do understand that I love you right?"

Len didn't respond only sat staring at the bottle of shampoo the words going in one ear and out the other.

"I really do love you." Gakupo said his hand ghosting down the boys stomach the washcloth long forgotten to sink to the bottom of the tub. "I can make you feel good. I can make you feel as good as you make me feel. Do you understand that Len?"

The slim fingers continued to ghost downward till his fingers were slowly ghosting over the boys unresponsive member. Vexatiously the fingers closed on the member slowly stroking it till he felt the younger boys body respond to the ministrations. Len bit down on his lip. He was not going to enjoy it.

Gakupo stealthy pulled the boy out of the tub into his lap. His hand moving faster and faster as the boys arousal grew. Len bit down on his lip harder trying to keep his anguished moans inside. Gakupo rested his head on the boys shoulder his eyes infatuated on the boys own growing erection. The older male groaned as he started to rock the boys body against his own growing arousal. Soon the rhythm was set and Len found it increasingly harder to keep in his moans. He did not want to enjoy the feeling but the man did know how to use his hands.

Suddenly he felt a bubbling feeling slowly erupt in his stomach. Len moaned feeling is release so close. He also felt Gakupo underneath him start to shake for the oncoming orgasm. He didn't want to feel this. He enjoyed it so much but he shouldn't be enjoying it. Why did he have to have such a traitorous body?

Agonizing moments passed and Gakupo only quickened his pace of stroking and rocking the two bodies to the motion. The much needed release for both of them just moments away.

Len felt all the breath in his lungs leave him as his eyes slammed shut and his body emptied of the fluid. Gakupo kept rocking Len's once again exhausted body till he to got his release.

Gakupo rested his head on Len's should planting soft sweet kisses on his shoulder blade.

"See I can love you just as you love me." Gakupo whispered grabbing a nearby towel and wiping off the excess fluid and placing the boy off to the side. He dazedly went through his routine of emptying the tub and cleaning himself off. Then he was once again beside the emotionless Len spreading neosporin all along the cuts on his back and silently wrapping them in bandage. Len could feel his eyes closing but just didn't care anymore. Gakupo slowly dressed the boy once more and left the bathroom easily carrying the young blond back into his room and placing him carefully into his bed.

"I love you Len." Gakupo said slowly kissing the boy on his forehead.

Len felt the tears come to his eyes. He had to find help. He couldn't continue with this. He knew the man was bad and just wanted to use him, yet he felt so great at that moment.

His blue eyes closed and the tears just fell. He was helpless, overpowered, tainted trash and yet he just wanted someone to love him. Not this kind of love, this wasn't love this was a lie that a twisted pitiful man was telling himself.

One thing can't fix all the bad and that was just the way that it was. No matter what the good was the bad is always waiting in the back of your head, just waiting to bombard your mind with horrific memories that you would much rather forget.

But can you really forget everything? Even if you try your whole life it will still be there, all the scars, the tears waiting to be spilled, but do you even have the right to cry?

Bwahahaha...I know it's not much but please I hope you guys enjoyed. :)

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~Chibi Lucifer