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Saavik:

I sat perched high up on the table clad in a long red gown with my hair comfortably half up-half down and a glass of cherry champagne in my hand. It was our last night of the voyage, and tomorrow we were due to arrive at Genesis.

Most of the crew was down in the mess hall celebrating, but I'd never been one for social events unless required, and anyhow I could have my own celebration here.

Taking a sip from my glass and putting it down and turned where I sat and reached out for my lute. I rarely played, and when I did it wasn't with particular skill that would be regarded by my race, it had been a gift long ago, and although I didn't play with skill I found it easy enough to distinguish the change of notes in songs and transfer them into my own playing.

David stood up from where he'd sat on the bed in the far corner of the room, taking another drink as he did so and came round to close where I sat, leaning against the wall and watching me intently. He'd been dressed most the evening in only his boxers, but I secretly preferred him that way.

I tried out a few notes and then began to play fully. It was one of his earth songs that he liked to play, and I'd been listening to it as we danced or lay together quietly at night. I'd picked up the notes and could play well enough. When I'd song listened the song seemed to say a lot about us. I knew that I loved him, even if I could rarely say it, and I hoped we would last forever because I was complete with him beside me.

"Close your eyes, give me your hand, darling

Do you feel my heart beating

Do you understand

Do you feel the same

Am I only dreaming

Is this burning an eternal flame

I believe it's meant to be, darling

I watch you when you are sleeping

You belong with me

Do you feel the same

Am I only dreaming

Or is this burning an eternal flame."

When I'd finished and looked back up at him he was watching me with the corners of his mouth twitched up softly into a smile and gazing at me as if in some new light. He didn't speak, he didn't even move, he just simply stared at me for a long while as I stared back at him. Usually I feel uncomfortable with any persons gaze upon me, feeling pressure to maintain all that I have to be, but David is different and I feel nothing but comfort in his presence.

Finally he moved towards me, wordlessly and almost emotionlessly he took me in his arms, holding his head close to me and whispering a single word. "Yes."

I made a promise to myself then and there that I'd never have any other except him, for I knew no one could love me and give me what I needed that way David did, and I could never love another like I love him.

And to tell him I wrapped my arms around him, I felt him on me as I kissed and caressed him. He got the message, he hardly needed me to do anything to prompt him for he always understood me, and we understood each other better than any other two ever would. As I was pulled off the place where I sat on the table by him I grabbed at my dress and let it fall to the floor. He picked me up as I wrapped myself around him tightly so he could hold me, and I suddenly felt a sharp pain on the back of my head as we staggered back into the wall, but the pain barely registered and I didn't care, and David barely stopped as he quickly pulled me back up to him again and we collapsed onto the bed with his weight over me. I gave a small gasp and then a laugh as he untangled himself from me on the bed and straightened up.

I fixed a glare upon him as he sat up away from me. How difficult was it to get a human to have sex with you?

"I thought Vulcans were supposed to professional in every way of life, I'm sure this sort of behavior would be regarded as highly illogical." He teased me.

I would not let him do that, so I sat up myself straight backed and as professional as he could ever wish for and continued to glare at him. "I'm only half-Vulcan, there is Romulan blood in me too, and the Romulans do not deal lightly with those who mock them."

"Very well" He agreed, finally coaxing over to sit beside me, he leaned forward and whispered in my ear. "Do not deal lightly with me."

I saw this as my turn to mock him; I tossed him from me and pushing him down on the other side of the bed lay over him. "Now that would be entirely unprofessional as you rightly pointed out, Doctor Marcus."

His eyes glinted as he gazed up and his shifted his fingers over me. "Given that you're technically my commanding officer I shall comply to your orders, Lieutenant. I would have you deal with me anyway you wish, however if you don't deem that professional enough for you might I appeal to you in another way; after all you are an explorer, might I request that you go into that profession right now?" He pulled himself up towards me and after kissing my neck he whispered. "In other words, we're both far too professional for games. So shut up and fuck me."

Finally I perched myself over him and wrapping myself around him I hissed. "All requests granted, despite all the unprofessional matters." With that I kissed him, one of the best yet as I deepened my mouth into his and felt him over me, until I was pushed down underneath him once again and was forced to break our kiss.

"I'll make you a more professional request then, Lieutenant." He breathed slowly over me and kissed me once before asking. "Do you want to fuck Doctor Marcus?"

"A most illogical request but granted." I told him, I myself tired of this idle talk, my desires began to overpower me as I started to take the last of our clothes off with speed.

"There's no way to appeal to you." He said, bent over me.

I looked up at him, stopping briefly and tilting my head to the side slightly, an odd habit I had when expressing something I found curiously disapproving. "You appeal to me." I told him honestly. "Now ask me again."

He bent over me again, kissing my body and fleetingly took his lips from my skin to ask me. "Do you want to fuck Doctor Marcus?"

"Yes." I hushed in reply and then I rolled him off me and pushed him down onto the bed, straddling him quickly before he had time to do anything else.

That night was the best I ever had. It was illogical, but had a certain beauty to it. With David crying out underneath me as I took control. I could barely take notice of his cries and moans; even though I wanted to listen I had other matters myself to deal with; my own pleasures were hard for me to keep in control with the thick heat of the room, the ripples of enjoyment emitting through my body and our sounds and feelings as I rode on top of him long through that night.

At one point I was aware that I was screeching out his name, over and over again breathlessly, as if begging, I'd never needed to beg before, but I would willingly do it again for him many times. Another time we were moving so forcefully and he was so deep inside me I felt certain I could pass out just from the sheer extremity of it all, yet I did not stop and at some points I felt I never wanted to. But apart from those moments I barely remembered the rest of the night; it was all mixed up into one giant ball of confusing pleasure.

Needless to say I let him do what he pleased on me that night, and I could not complain at anything he did for each time it opened up so other newfound pleasure. It was only afterwards, when he'd had his head in between my legs for some time and my fingers were in his hair forcefully, trying to control my body, he finished and crept forward to lay beside me, and only then could I breathe deeply and be in my own control once again.

"What's going to happen to Genesis?" I asked him after a long while.

He turned, shifting his body on the bed so that he was on his side and looking at me. "Well" he began slowly "if everything checks out right on the planet then all the plans and documents we have left will be given over to the Federation for their use. They're not sure if they're actually going to use the Genesis device or not but Genesis was designed to be used by the Federation, so we can't really keep it from them if it works. I guess I'll just have to hope for the best now."

"And the planet?" I asked curiously. "Will that go to the Federation as well?"

He sighed, looking at me. "Technically I guess it belongs to the Federation but I'd like to keep it, I want it to go to the Regular One scientists. I mean that's my whole life work and I want to see the job finished properly, not that I don't trust the Federation, it's that Genesis is my planet, it's like she's a part of me, and I want to see her happy in a way, see the right people living on her and colonizing her. Is any of this making sense?"

He glanced over at me and I shook my head. "A little of it does, but I think the rest is all too Human for my understanding."

He laughed at me, I hated it when Humans laugh at me because it makes me confused and tense, but the sound of David's laughter was something different, having the complete opposite effect that laughter usually does in my case.

"I'd never have thought I'd end up like this." He smiled. "I used to hate Starfleet, well hates strong but I certainly never wanted anything to do with them, and here I am; on a mission with Starfleet and in love and in bed with a Starfleet officer, and a Vulcan one at that."

"Life is full of surprises." Was all I could think to answer, and then I sat up slightly and moved closer over to him. "But when this missions over, I'll be carrying on with my work in Starfleet, and you'll begin work on colonizing Genesis, David I love you, logical or not, and I don't want to lose you."

"Hey you're not gonna lose me." He said suddenly. "Saavik I love you, almost as soon as I knew you I felt there was something more, and this voyage has proved that to be true, you're unlike any other woman I've ever known, and I'm not going to lose you that easily." He moved over to me, taking my body in his arms and caressing me slowly. "Besides this mission is only just beginning, and I doubt Starfleet will be done with their work at Genesis just yet, so every time there's a mission to the planet you just volunteer straight up, and we'll just have to make the rest of it up between our shore leaves. But I promise you I'm yours and I'll always be waiting for you."

Sitting up I kissed him quickly, and I truly did believe what he'd said would be true. I grasped for our two glasses and poured a drink each for us. Handing one to him as I sat there on the bed, resting against his body gently, I raised my glass and spoke clearly. "To Genesis and to our love."

He smiled; that small very human smile that always touched my heart. "To our extremely illogical love."

David:

The next morning we arrived at Genesis.

"This is where the fun begins, Saavik." I told her as we scanned the planet.

"Aren't we having fun already?" She whispered under her breath so that I only I would hear, before covering it up with speaking out loud. "Just like your father…so human."

A hint of a smile flickered across my face before a moved to study the monitor.

The End

Lyrics taken form song 'Eternal Flame' by The Bangles.

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