Darkness Around Your Heart: chapter 3

Teen Wolf fanflic

The cold air brushes against my skin, as I take in the darkness around me. I rub my hands against my arms trying to provide some type of warmth. I am totally starting to regret my decision of walking home. I turn my head back in the direction that Danny's house is in. Should I go back? I might as well not I am already on the next block and turning around to only be disappointed doesn't sound promising. I really don't know why I left. I guess I was living in the moment and really upset at once.

I am an Idiot

I should have just found Scott and he could have drove me home. Or if was to drunk himself we could have walked to together. It's a much better idea than me walking in an unknown neighborhood in the dark and with no direction. I stumble as I start to think about why I left in the first place why I said all that stuff to Isaac and Alison why I was so angry. That's easy it the same reason why I make all the dumb decisions I make including this one.

Lydia Martin

Why so I have to care so much about her? Why do I have to flaunt all over her whenever she is near me? Those are both question I would love the answers to. Maybe I am over exaggerating and need to stop being dramatic. But how do you stop something that is a habit?

I look around to see if I can recognize anything, but all I see is houses I have never seen. I walk a little further and realize I can always call someone. I feel my pockets to see if my cell phone is in them. To my luck it is. I pull it out and call the first person that comes to mind. I hear ringing and then her raspy voice pick up. What time is it?

"Hello?"

"Hey Cora, what are you doing?" I hear shuffling and then she asks. "Stiles?" what wrong, what happened?" she asked panicked. I smiled to myself, she might be a hard ass like her brother but she still cares. "Nothing, I just was calling." I lied hoping she could be close and not but busy. She and Derek didn't stay gone for long they actually came back in to town yesterday.

"You were just calling?" she asked skeptically. "At one a clock in the morning?"

I sighed defeated, before speaking. "No actually I was wondering if could come get me?" I said holding my breathe I really don't feel like getting lost tonight.

"Umm….. Sure where are you?" I heard moving and I assumed she was already on her way. I thought for moment I don't even know where I am. "I am down the street from Danny's."

"Why are you….?" I stopped her before she spoke any more, because it's a long story and I really don't want to tell it in the middle of the street. "I'll tell you when you get here." I sighed before continuing. "It's a long story." I said and then hung up.

It's a long story that I don't feel like reliving by telling. But I guess I can vent to… Cora? But she might me my yoda for the night I guess. But all I know is that I soon as I get home I am going to consume myself in the soft cushion call my bed.

I looked out the window of the passenger seat watching as everything passes by. Cora was there to pick me up within the next 10 minutes. I was eternally grateful and got in. Since I have been in the car I filled Cora in on everything that has happened between Lydia and I. She really didn't reply to anything I was saying but I in reality I really didn't want her to.

"So what are you going to do?" I jumped startled because we have been sitting in silence for the past 5 minutes. I looked at her and she had her hands griped firmly on the wheel and looking straight ahead.

"I…I really don't know, but I think can finally agree that it is time to move on." I said nodding my head.

"Who are you trying to convince me or yourself?" That's the question I was afraid she was going to ask me. But truth was I was trying to convince myself more than anything, because I couldn't believe I could do it. So I need as much convincing I could get.

I inhaled and looked forward looking at the road ahead of me. I looked at her and she was glancing at me from the corner of her eyes waiting patiently for my response. "Myself." I sighed for the on millionth time today and continued. "I am trying to convince myself."

"Why?" she said looking at me for a second and then back to the road.

"Because I don't believe I can do it."

She sighed and shook her head disapprovingly and smiled to her self. "Stiles I know you can do it. Let me tell you why, we have been through hell in these past few months. We lost people we love. People were killed and the ones we love got hurt. Our lives at stake everyday, if you got through that I am sure you can get through this heartbreak." She said grabbing my hand and giving it a squeeze before letting go. I gave her a smile that barely reached my eyes. Hopefully I forget all this tomorrow; I really don't want to remember anything from tonight. With the exception of Cora being nice enough give me a ride and listen to me rant about my undeniable love for Lydia. I saw that we were on my street approaching my house.

"Thanks" I stated lamely as she stopped in front of my house. She put the car in gear and smiling at me. I smiled back and grabbed her hand. "For anything" I let go of her hand and took off my seat belt.

"Anytime" she said back, she must be in a good mood today for just feel plain sorry for me because this is the nicest I ever seen her. I grabbed the handle and was about to get out before she called me.

"Stiles?"

"Yeah." I said as I turned back to her only to have my lips meet with hers. I was quick, before I even got a feel of her mouth she pulled away. I sat there shocked before she said something

"You said I better be awake next time." She said smiling. She heard that and I stood there trying to take in what just happened.

"You heard…th." She cut me off and pushed me out the car

"Goodnight Stiles." I sighed getting the message. How come everyone that kisses me doesn't want to talk about it afterwards? I stepped out before replying. "Goodnight Cora." I gave her a light wave before heading up the driveway. When she saw me inside safely she pulled off. I smiled to myself its nice knowing that someone actually cares about me.

I tiptoed my way upstairs because sure enough my dad was home. And I am sure he came to check on me only to come to an empty room. Did I forget to tell him? I don't even care right now the only thing on my mind right now is getting some sleep. I make my way pass his room and up the stairs. I finally make it to my room and I immediately flounce on my bed already consuming myself in a deep sleep.

I felt the sunlight from my curtains hit my face and I inwardly groan as I hope I could get a little bit more sleep. I hear a knock on the door and I hear my dad on the other side. "Stiles get up it's almost 7." He said before I hear him walking away. I hastily get up and regret it immediately. My head feels like a freaking truck ran over it and over again. My first hangover isn't this going to be a fun day. I get up and my body feels weak I sit back down instantly.

"Fuck." I said to myself as I felt the migran get worse. I need to get some medicine and then after that I will never pick up a drink again. I force my self to get up and head to my bathroom to the cabinet to get some Advil. I might as well get ready for another agonizing day.

Hooray!

Aww poor Stiles. That Cora and stiles scene was for you guys that are shipping those two. But I really don't plan on putting those tow together that much. But I don't know are little stiles really enjoyed there little talk and might be planning on doing it again. Thank you guys for all those nice reviews they really help me. I will posting again tomorrow read and review please Sorry for mistakes it 1:00 in the morning