A/N: Sorry about the delay in post. Hope you like this one, but it going to take a bit of a dark turn.
Chapter 5.
To say that her situation was awkward would be an understatement. Sakura sat huddled on one side of the bed with the covers pulled up to her chin trying to make herself as small as possible. Sauske had immediately claimed the bathroom once they found their room. Sakura was slightly peeved that he was taking so long since she was sure there would be no hot water left, but even that anger was not enough to make her ignore the growing panic that had settled in her gut. Sauske had been all sorts of handsy since she had agreed to be his girlfriend. She heard the shower shut off and could barely stifle her groan of displeasure. "What is wrong with you Sakura? You have always wanted to be with this man and now is your chance. You saved yourself for him, turning down all those high paying seduction missions so you better not mess this up!" Even though she kept trying to cheer herself up she couldn't stop the shaking of her hands, or the trembling of her heart.
Sometime after her bath she slowly crept to her bed praying to whoever was listening that Sauske was sleeping and she would be granted some reprieve. No such luck.
Sauske had been waiting for over half an hour and he felt his patients growing thin, then when he was about to cross the room and beat on the door to make her come out he saw the door slowly open and Sakura crept out as quietly as she could. "Hello." He could almost hear the hair on the back of her neck stand up. Sakura must be really nervous about this, no matter, he was sure he would have her begging him to take her in a matter of minutes. He got up and crossed the room in just a few steps. Wrapping his arms around her he slammed her body into his and leaned into her ear. "I know you want time to think about this, but I can't stop myself from taking you now." "And hopefully you get pregnant the first time so you have no choice about marrying me."
"Sauske, I can't do this, I'm not ready." She couldn't deny that his body felt a little good pressed against hers, but she was sure that was more from lack of experience and not from actual desire. She started to pull back but he was persistent.
Sauske was not going to take no for an answer, he pushed her back up against the wall and started trailing kisses up and down her neck. "I KNOW you want this Sakura, this is what you have always wanted."
"Sauske please…"
Sauske was getting tired of her please for him to stop. As he held one hand over her mouth he thought to himself, "She can pretend all she wants that she doesn't want this but I know better." He slid his free hand inside her shirt and groped blindly for the fastenings of her bra, once that was undone he pulled her bra down until her breasts were exposed. He could feel his member growing larger as his hand found her pert nipple. His hand was not gentle and he felt more than heard a grunt coming from the woman. "Sakura if you love me you will let me do this."
She knew that she should make her stop, he brain was practically screaming that this was not what she wanted, but how could she say no to this man. As a medic she was obsessed with fixing people and she was sure that this would help Sauske. She would just have to close her eyes and bare it.
Sauske didn't say another word as he pulled at her skirt with enough force that she was sure there would be a bruise by morning. Hooking a finger into her panties he slid them down her long legs and he had his own clothes off before they ever hit the floor. Sauske pushed her harder against the wall and slammed into her with one harsh thrust. He was not slow, he was not gentle and as he tore through her innocence he only slowed long enough to sneer at the woman whimpering before him. "God she is so tight!" He felt his control slowly ebbing away and he felt a tingling sensation coming from the curse mark on his neck as he pumped fiercely into the pink haired woman. He could feel his testicles rising and he knew that his release was close. He could barely form a coherent though as his long fingers made their way to the slender neck of the woman he was ravishing.
He was holding her throat so tight she could barely breathe. As he grunted, pumping into her faster and faster she prayed that it would be over soon. As he spilled his seed into her a single tear slid down her face and she felt a part of her wither and die, then everything went blank as she finally passed out from lack of oxygen.
Sakura felt her eyes open a few minutes later and realized she was still slumped up against the wall, naked from the waist down. Sauske had apparently had his fill of her and was fast asleep in the middle of the bed. She gathered up her clothes and what very little she still possessed of her dignity and stepped out the door. She decided that the bar across the street seemed dark enough that she could hide in a corner and try and pretend tonight was just a nightmare.
Kakashi didn't usually drink while on missions, but after hearing Sakura declare that she would be sharing a room with Sauske he decided it might not be a bad idea. He was on his second drink when he saw a flash of pink hair huddled in the corner. He decided he would ignore her when his super sense of smell could pick up the scent of a woman who had just had sex. Then his nose caught another scent from the woman, fear. He was sure that it was the alcohol that was making him think that, but before he could talk himself out of it he was crossing the room. He folded himself in the seat beside her. "I will just reassure myself that I did not smell fear and then be on my way."
Sakura was sure nothing worse could happen today, then she felt rather than saw her silver haired friend making his way to her. He sat down in the seat beside her and she felt her heart clench. "I wish it could have been you Kakashi…"
"Hey beautiful, shouldn't you be in bed?" He don't know why he called her that, but he couldn't bring himself to take it back.
"I uhhh, I just needed some air." Sakura thought this would be as good a lie as any.
"Oh I see, you needed some fresh air and the first place that came to mind was a seedy bar?" Kakashi almost laughed at the thought, but he didn't. He wondered why she felt like she needed to lie.
"I'm just not feeling very well." That wasn't a lie and she hoped he wouldn't press her for further information.
Kakashi felt his throat tighten as he realized that she had been crying. From the looks of it she had actually been sobbing. Her eyes looked less bright than he remembered and that made him sad. He started to ask her what was wrong but then his gaze shifted slightly lower so that he could see the pulse of her heart in her jugular, and that's when he noticed. The bruises.
A/N: Hope no one was offended by this chapter. As a victim of rape myself I felt nervous writing about it and not breaking down, but I think that I needed to do this as a way to heal. Feel free to review. The next chapter won't be as dark as this one but we are getting closer to the end of this story.