Damon POV

This was it, she was going to die right in front of me in this stupid hospital, because of my shitty brother. it was over, he won. There's no point if she doesn't wake up. They said her brain was going through a lot right now, but she could push past all of it and wake up. I think they take potty on the ma whose been sitting here for the past six months waiting for this gorgeous girl to open her eye's. They all took pity on me, I hated pity. It made you weak, and I was a strong man, who didn't need pity.

Soon the nurse would be here, telling the worst new of my life, making me feel empty inside. I only knew this because I heard them talking while I,went to get coffee earlier.

*earlier today*

"Sir she's not going to get any better, I think it's about time we put that man out of hos misery and tell him it's time to let go. All were doing now is giving him false hope and cost him a ton of money."

"I understand your concern Amber, and I understand. I thin we should wait until later in the evening to tell him, give him some more time. The poor guys about to lose a part of his life, the least we can do is give him a few more hours with the woman he claims to love."

"Yes , I'll let him know after dinner."

*end of flashback*

It was now 5:30, I pretended to eat so she'd get this over with and I'd be able to stop this madness. Soon enough as if she heard my thoughts she walked through the doorway with a sad smile on her face.

"Sir..."

"Its Damon, you know that."

"Damon,I think it's time to let her go. She's not getting any better, and she probably will up. The doctors are ready to give up, I think it's about time you do too. If you really love don't want to navigation pain,anymore, and..."

"Do you real pain is?"he whispered

"What?"she was utterly shocked by his comment.

"Do YOU know what really pain is?"he repeated

"I...um..."she stuttered

"You don't do you?"

"No not really."she responded sheepishly

"Real pain is watching the only girl you've ever,loved, or even cared about besides your mother die infringing you. There's nothing you can't to save her, nothing that can even help her. Then knowing that your own this to her because he was jealous of your love. Knowing that she is all that's left for you, and you have nothing to look forward to without her. That is real pain." He finally looked up and their were tears in his eyes.

"l...uh...unfortunately the doctors think that today's the day to unplug all her machines and let her go." She said it quickly and ran out of the room with some tears of her own.

Soon enough the doctors came in, gave me their speeches on letting go. I didn't hear them, all I heard was the sounds of her machines and how quiet it to be without them. Finally I complied to letting them turn them off, signed what I had to with a heavy uncaring or hearing heart.

Then started involving this and telling me i shouldn't watch, but I watched like my life depended on it. This was it, they let everything go and walked the nurse left to let me say my goodbyes, and I did.

"Lena, I having for very long, but,I love you. Always will, you have a piece of heart with you always. I'll miss you, an I'll love you forever. This is goodbye for now, but we will see eachother again. I love you so much." And with that he placed a kiss on her forehead letting his tears roll,down her face, and walked towards the door.

He turned around for one last look an said "I love you miss Elena Gilbert."

He called the and was almost out the door when he heard the smallest,noose that turned his life around once more.

"Damon?"