To Love and To Fight
Love? What do I know about love? I'm just a regular teenager, having fun with friends, and spending time in school. Does this "love" needed in our lives? When I heard Ms. Edmunds said… "It's something that can hurt you to the fullest…" I was scared. I don't want to get hurt. I don't want to.
One time, Sammy shared another story to me. She said she likes two guys. One is the guy… and Johnny Fairs is the other one. Well, I don't know. The feeling is neutral when she said that. But the weirdest thing is… when I got home, I found myself crying. WHAT? So this is it? The hurt they said?
I went to Terabithia… alone. I was surprised when I saw Sammy at the front door. The house is finish. It was super awesome.
"Hey, you okay?" Sammy asked.
"Yeah. Sorry." I smiled.
We talked and talked… we even talked about this guy. He seems to be her perfect guy. Johnny Fairs, according to Sammy, is just a friend. He likes him to be with, to laugh with… just like that.
"So, if you will choose, you'll choose this certain mystery guy?" I asked her.
"Yeah." She said.
I went silent. Realizing some things. Things that accept thunder shocks on my heart. It was hard to explain the feeling.
Then I closed my eyes, wondering if there is a world where sadness is not allowed. Then I accidentally slept.
"I love you." I said.
"You what?" Sammy said.
"I said I love you, I need you… I can't and don't want to lose you… you are my very everything." I said crying.
"I'm so sorry…" Sammy said.
"I like someone else. Alright?" She shouted…
And then…
"You Alright?!" Sammy was shouting at me.
I was sleeping. It was all a dream.
"Yeah, just a nightmare." I said.
"You want something to drink?" She offered.
"No thanks." I ended.
Then after that, I realized what I always wanted. That is for Sammy, to love me forever with all her heart… to fight for me on every situation… to care for me… to be there for me… and I'll promise her now. Even she won't do the things I just said… I will love her, I will fight for her, I will care for her, I will be there for her… Because to me… I didn't love anybody as much as how I love her.
(Sorry! Chapters 4 and this one were the only ones created 3 years ago! Chapter 6 is going to be up soon. )