okay guys the wait is over. like i said that i'd be updating on 12th of june... well, had the evening off so i wrote the chapter for you!
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so here is chapter 2 :)
hope you guys enjoy.
sorry if it is a bit too short but this is the only thing that exams can get out of me.
next update will be on 12 june :)
NORMAL POV
The next day Shizuo woke up drenched in sweat. He had the same nightmare again. It was the third time this week. And he was getting pretty tired of it now. Shizuo gained composure and looked at his side, the sun shining brightly on his face. His breathing deep- much like panting. Shizuo knew that it was no use going back to sleep at this moment now, he was probably going to have the same nightmare again and then end up waking up with a major headache. So, he thought that it would be better if he just got up. He went to his wash room and stood beneath the shower. Cold water trickling down his perfectly built body. He closed his eyes and took a deep breath. 'I really need to talk to someone regarding these nightmares or else I'll end up needing a psychiatrist.' He thought.
Coming out of the shower with a blue towel wrapped around his waist he picked up his cell phone and took a deep breath. Then typed; [are you free?] recipient: Celty.
After a couple of moments he got a reply. [Yes! Is everything alright Shizuo?]
[Yup everything is fine just wanted to have a nice chat with you it's been quiet a while since we had one.]
[Agreed! So, where should we meet?]
[Anywhere. Where you are most comfortable.]
[How about Ikebukuro Park?]
[Okay fine. I'll meet up with you at 12 p.m.]
[Okay.]
With this Shizuo tossed his phone on the bed and opened up his cabinet to find something to wear besides his bartender uniform. He ended up with jeans and a blue t-shirt. It was light so he wouldn't feel hot in them.
Shizuo opened up his fridge to look if he actually had something to eat. Luckily, he had bread and jam. He took a slice of bread, spreading jam evenly on it he had his breakfast and headed out for Ikebukuro Park.
He arrived there at 12:10p.m. Celty was already waiting for him. Sitting on a distant bench away from people. Shizuo made his way to Celty and sat beside her.
"Hey!" Shizuo started as he sat beside the dullahan dressed in her usual biker clothes.
-Hey- she typed on her PDA
"sorry to call you here for such a petty issue."
-Don't be. I am always here for you Shizuo-
"I am glad."
-so tell me what is bothering you?-
"nothing I am just having the same nightmare for the past three days and I really don't know what to do."
-I am glad I can be of any help. Go on. Tell me all about it. I am here to listen-
"Sure. So in my dream I am here in a very beautiful house with a very beautiful garden in front of it. The neighborhood is very nice too. I am there sitting on the table and my wife brings me a very beautiful plate of her hand-made breakfast. It had toast, bacon, eggs and fruits finely chopped. I kiss her cheek and she blushes. I know that she is pregnant for the third time. My two other kids are sitting nest to me happily having their breakfasts too. One of them has very beautiful blonde hair and the other raven. My wife comes and stands next to me. She takes my hand and places it on her stomach. I feel a kick and small fast pumps. I feel so relieved that tears fill my eyes. I hold my family close to me and kiss all three of them. Then, all of a sudden I see my house wrecked. My wife on the floor her face covered in blood. My children dead and on the floor. And I am there panting. Sweat covered my face. I rush to my wife and hold her close to me. I ask her that which monster caused this. The answer makes the earth slip from beneath my feet as she uses the last bit of her strength and points towards me. With this she also leaves this world. And I scream. On that scream I wake up every time."
-That's terrible Shizuo?-
"I know. Aren't I the worst?"
-Can I ask you one thing?-
"Huh? s-sure."
-Why do you hate yourself so much and why are you so afraid to embrace the gift God has blessed you with?-
"Gift? This? No this isn't a gift. It's a curse."
-Depends on how you look at it.-
"So you are saying that if I embrace my monster then I won't have these nightmares?"
-No Shizuo. What I mean to say is that accept the fact that you have this amazing ability and no one can take it from you. Remember it's a part of you and you control it. No one else but you. Once you accept this fact, you won't be scared of yourself anymore.-
"Thanks. I knew it was a good thing to talk to you!"
-More than glad to help.-
With this Shizuo smiled. Then Celty typed something on her PDA again.
-Why do you hate Izaya so much?-
"Because… its because… ummm… I don't know… I just hate him."
-I don't. I think he is troubled-
"What?! How can a person who plays with peoples emotions 24/7 be troubled?"
-Because he has no one.-
"HUH? pffttt… like I care."
-No think on it Shizuo. Maybe, he is doing all this to get a little attention. Or to get rid of other worries.-
"What kind of worries?"
-I don't know maybe family.-
"I don't think so Celty."
-I think he likes you-
"of course he does. I am his favorite pawn."
-No Shizuo. Not that way.-
"Then how?"
-Guys can really be thick-skulled when it comes to love can't they?-
"H-Hey… wait a m-minute… could you be saying that he loves me? Like love love me?"
-Bingo!-
"I am straight Celty. Not gay!"
-But if you look at it he has got a better body than any other woman out there. Oh how I wish I had his legs and not these chicken legs-
"C-Celty… what are you talking about." He blushed.
-I am telling the truth Shizuo. Well, I need to be going then. Think on it. Maybe it will- I mean maybe Izaya is the solution to all of your complexes.-
"Okay…. Thanks again for the chat."
-No problem! Anytime. If you ever feel low do tell me.- she typed as she adjusted the helmet on the empty space for her head.
With this she left speeding on her bike without headlights. Leaving Shizuo stand there in awe thinking about what Celty had just said to him.
Tsk… he thought and looked at the time. It was 4p.m already. And the clouds were ready to pour upon Ikebukuro.
Shizuo headed towards his home. The route seeming too long for him. Along the way thinking about none other than the man he hated the most Orihara Izaya as rained poured onto him wetting his bleached hair and clothes.
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