well minna here we are. my exams are finally over so i thought that as a treat i give you all a rea~ly lo~ng chapter.

phew it took me an entire day to write ne!

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princessrikugirl: i hope this chapter makes up to the previous cliffhanger XD

patriciaveeee: i am so glad that you like my work :) well i made this one long enough so i hope you enjoy to your fullest :P

doodo: 1. yes the 4 hours izaya utilises in sleeping and being annoyed by other people and thinking about other random stuff than izaya. he even dreams abut izaya :P

2. well the lady was shizuos' wife. and since he thinks about izaya alot so his mind made the woman like izaya. since he knows no other person as much as izaya. 3

3. well shizu-chan was in such a shock that he could not even move from his place. will he make it up to him :P

dr yu: i am glad you like it. i hope that you enjoy this chapter as well :P

letah: sorry to keep you waiting oney. i hope you enjoy this one too XD

well here comes the chapter. enjoy my friends :P

NORMAL POV:

Izaya sat there helpless he did not know what he was going to do. He felt so dirty and scared. Scared not because Shizuo was going to practically kill him but petrified that he might never gain Shizuos' trust now and they won't ever be one as he had dreamed of. Izaya looked up at those honey orbs which were looking right through him. He felt nervous.

Shizuo spoke up, "who the hell was that man?"

"N-no one. W-wh-why you a-ask sh-shizu-chan?"

"Okay! What's the matter with you?"

"Nothing. I am completely fine."

"Then get up. You look like some prostitute ready to give me a blow job."

These words rushed through izayas' heart with the speed of light as they tore it apart. Which made him lose his mind. He got up. A wide grin spreading across his face. And he finally spoke up "aw Shizu-chan you always take a joke too lightly but please don't make me lose my morals. You are degrading me. Please I have some self-respect too you know and please don't ruin this for me."

"What ever. I just said what it looked like. And I don't give a rats ass about what you think you worthless flea."

"My my… temper temper. Ah shizu-chan what will I ever do with you? You are way too thick-headed for anything to understand aren't you?"

"If being soft headed means to know why you are wearing this slut suit then no thank you I am not buying it."

"Nice one shizu-chan!" with this Izaya took out his pocket knife and slashed it across shizuos' chest. Tears making his vision blurry. He went on with his second slash but he missed it. Shizuo taking advantage grabbed the nearby sign post and swung it to hit Izaya. A perfect hit and Izaya fell falling 20 miles away from Shizuo. Izaya coughed out and the last thing he saw was blood coming out of his mouth and his light fading away to total darkness as he gave up beneath the crying sky.

IZAYAS' POV:

Ouch. My head hurts. And my throat burns. I feel cold. I open my eyes slowly to find myself in a room. It has no windows and the walls are made of metal. The metal is very cold. I look around to see that I can't move my hands as they are tied behind my back- not tied rather cuffed. Sam is the case with my feet. I am stripped and can't see my clothes any where near. I gulp, my throat is really dry. I try to remember how I got myself here but the only thing that I can actually remember is that Shizuo insulted me and then hit me. I feel that pain again in my heart it's the same as back then with Shizuo when he said those mean things to me. I admit I was looking a bit off but I wasn't that off that he would actually call me a prostitute. For the first time ever in my heart I feel heart broken badly and its by the only person I love. I feel water welling up in my eyes and finally they break free making their way down my eyes. I bring my knees closer to me and start sobbing. All of a sudden I feel footsteps. I look up with hope that maybe somebody is here to save me so I speak out "Hello is anybody here? I am here. Please get me out of here."

With this the metal door opened and I saw some people stepping in. almost ten. I feel relieved and a smile spreads across my face. I call onto them to direct them towards me. When they come close my eyes shot open in surprise. They all look at me with sinister smirks.

"So you're finally awake." Says one of them as he grabs my chin. My mind still can't recover from the shock. "ANSWER ME!" he says and with that he slaps hard across my face. I come back to reality. Sadly the force of the slap was so immense that my cheek tore from the inside and my mouth starts bleeding. I wince in pain. Then he grabbed me by my hair and said "listen. You have caused me way too much trouble so now I and my boys want payback."

"Sure. I'll give you anything you want. I can give you anything. Car, money, apartments, weapons. Anything."

"No we would want something more important than that."

I could see the grin on his face as he came close to me. The only thing that came in my mind as an escape was to scream. And I did. I screamed at the top of my lungs with all the force that I had when I felt something big and hard and disgusting shove in my mouth. My eyes shot open. A man stood in front of me with his crotch in my mouth and there was nothing I could do about it.

Then I felt a blind fold on my eyes. I couldn't see a thing but I was much too focused on the thing which was in my mouth an d a way to get it out that blindfold didn't matter. Another thrust and it went deep in my throat. I was being deep throated. Then I felt my hand being un-cuffed. Before I could make any move two hands grabbed my hands and started pumping their lengths. It was disgusting. I had never felt any thing like this before. Then a hand got a hold of my own and started pumping it. Two hands massaged my left thigh and a tongue trailing its way on my right thigh. Then I felt a tongue on my nipple trying to make it hard. In some moments I felt a sharp pain on my other nipple as something clenched it. A cock ring slipped on my penis and then all those holding me spurted on my body. One in my mouth. I felt so disgusted. But I was losing my mind as I too now was my edge. I turned my head but then I felt my rear being lifted up and a voice saying "Scream well for me." With one thrust I felt my insides being ripped apart. I screamed with all I got in the process coughing out some of fluids that had made their way in my mouth. He kept on thrusting in me pounding mercilessly tears constantly rolling down my eyes making the cloth covering my eyes wet. Then I felt a sharp pain on my back as a razor cut my flesh. I was bleeding from my rear and my wound. But that man didn't stop, he continuously cut my body leaving marks which I knew would never heal. And I kept on screaming each thrust gave rise to a new wave of pain. After some what minutes he came in me removing the ring. I came too and collapsed in a puddle of semen, blood and my tears.

Everybody took their turns to try me and what they said 'my sweet ass'. It was shameful. Tears never stopped rolling down my eyes. But they did leave after many hours leaving me with a vibrator in my anus and a cock ring on my crotch. The only thing that came to me was "Shizuo… save me." I was shivering. I desperately needed Shizuo if not him, then, anyone who could get me out of this mess. And I was sure that no one would come. At the end I would die here due to abuse. With this I lost my consciousness.

[Day 2]

The torture continued and I was getting tired of this now. My throat was sore from all the screaming and had lost my voice. My struggle had changed into nothing more than mere pleas begging those monsters for mercy. I didn't like this face of humanity. I always preferred the helpless side of it one which was dependant on me for everything. Right now I was nothing more than a prisoner- not a prisoner rather a sex slave and I did not enjoy it at all. I wanted some warmth, someone to hold me and tell me that every thing will be fine, and someone to speak sweet and soft words in my ear to make me calm. I needed help.

[Day 8]

Oh god I am so tired the vibrator has been in me for about 30 minutes and I can not take it anymore. My body is bruised, my lips cut, my back and sides scarred. I saw two men coming in; I looked at them and said while sobbing "pl-lease m-m-make i-it s-s-top." "BEG!" this was their command. I looked at them and spread my legs in disgust, turning my head away I finally spoke up "M-master please take this vibrator out of my dirty ass as your whore I waiting for your giant cock to fit in it." I was disgusted of myself. They smirked and took it out. I was relieved. But then I felt something entering my hole I looked at one of them and he gave me a grin as he emptied a bluish liquid in my hole and plugged it so it wouldn't leak then placed a vibrator on my length and turned it to max power. I started shivering but I felt dizzy. Maybe it was something in the liquid. When they came back I was literally crying. I didn't want this. NEVER! I wanted to die. They came back after 2 hours and I was lying on the floor covered in my own body fluids. One of them took out the plug, the other one holing a camera and that liquid spurted out of my hole. I was disgusted of myself and the mess I was in. life was being cruel to me. I passed out again.

[Day 16]

The door opened and I crawled to the corner. It had been ages sine I had wore any clothes or had seen any sunlight. All I knew at this moment was rape, torture and blood. I couldn't run or anything, my foot was broken and was numb. My tears had dried out now and I was hungry. After some time I saw some men coming in and I started screaming for my life. all of a sudden one of them pointed a gun at me and all I could feel was a gunshot and lots of blood. And right now I was glad that this life had ended for me.

SHIZUOS' POV:

I haven't seen that flea from the past 16 days. I know I was a bit harsh on him but hey I too was angry, no, not angry rather jealous of that man. Hell I have never felt this way before and right now I am really worried since he is not in his apartment and no one has seen him in both Ikebukuro and Shinjiku. I really wanted to see his face once again that flawless face. I don't know but I like it when he plays around with me and when I throw things such as vending machines and sign posts he dodges them in a way that makes him look so nice. I don't know it might be stupid but I think that I am in love with none other than Orihara Izaya and I will confess it to him as soon as I find him and I think that I owe him an apology for being so rude back then. I just let his tears fall down. I was so pumped up that I didn't see them. Well I'll apologize to him for that too. Gosh! I am the worst. I really am.

I was in my own thoughts when I saw a group of men digging which was really suspicious so I went forth and yelled "HEY BRATS WHAT ARE YOU GUYS DOING?" one of them spoke up after looking at me "I-its Hewajima Shizuo. Run for your lives." With this they dispersed. What the hell.

I came near the trench they were digging and saw a sack in it. I opened it since I was really curious just to see that in that sack was none other than Orihara Izaya. He was bruised and the sack had blood on it. For the first time ever in my life my legs were shaking, I was trembling. I could not believe that Izaya was missing for these days and I did not even notice. Hell it didn't even occur to me once and here I am saying that I love him.

I shook my head, placed my two fingers on his neck to check his pulse rate 'very low… shit!' I thought. I really didn't know where to take him and then out of nowhere a name came in my mind "Shinra" I say to myself and with holding Izaya bridal style I rush to Shinras' apartment.

[15 MINUTES LATER]

I rush into Shinras' apartment literally breaking his door with my foot and scream "SHINRAAAA! ITS AN EMERGENCY. COME HERE! SHINRAAAAAAA!" after some seconds he and Celty rush out of their room and quickly grab Izaya from my hands. Shinra quickly tending to him.

I moved back and forth as Shinra took care of Izaya. Celty cam to me and handed me a glass of water. I drank it saying thank you. Then she typed on her PDA –don't worry he'll be fine-

"I don't know Celty I am scared."

-The mighty Hewajima Shizuo scared-

"Yes. I am scared that I might lose him."

-Did you actually fall in love with him?-

"Yes I know its weird and I told you that I am straight but I had being thinking on this a lot and I think that I love Izaya, this is the reason he is always on my mind."

-And what made you realize that?-

"Well I saw him with a man and it burned me up from the inside and then I took out my anger on him by passing some wrong comments which brought tears in his eyes. That night I realized that I can't stand to see him sad or cry which in turn made me realize that I love him."

-I am glad Shizuo. Well, don't worry he'll he fine.-

"I hope."

[5 HOURS LATER]

Shinra came out of his operation theatre and I looked at him waiting for him to say something and he did which was "well he is fine now. There were a lot of deep cuts and bruises on his body. His right ankle was broken and his entire body lacking nutrition. He has lost weight and yes his mind is facing some kind of a trauma. The bullet missed a vital organ so he is fine. He'll wake up in two to three days so nothing to worry about." I was relieved but at the same time scared too as I did not know what kind of trauma he had on his mind. I guess I'll have to wait to see.

I went to my apartment that night but it was restless. I couldn't get Izaya out of my mind. Every time I closed my eyes his bruised face came in my mind and my eyes shot open. After a jazillion tries my eyes finally felt heavy and I drifted off to my dream world.

[SHIZUOS' DREAM IN NORMAL POV]

There was complete darkness and utter silence in this place where Shizuo had opened his eyes. He looked to his right-nothing, then, he looked to his left-again nothing. "Where am I?" he said out. He yelled the same phrase again but his deep voice just echoed in that hole which was as big as infinite but it crushed Shizuo like he was in a death cell. Shizuo didn't like this feeling at all. He didn't like places which were too small or tight for his comfort. Then out of nowhere a scream came. Shizuo headed to the direction of the scream and he saw Izaya injured on the floor. He ran towards him and wrapped his arms around his waist. Izaya opened his eyes, pain visible by his expressions, and finally said with a trembling voice which sent shivers down Shizuos' spine "Where were you when I needed you the most?" with this Izaya shut his eyes and his breathing finally stopped for the final time. Shizuo sat there in shock and then hugged Izaya close to him sobbing and screaming out his name thinking that for the final time that Izaya would wake up because at this point he too knew that he can't move on without Izaya by his side.

[END OF SHIZUOS' DREAM AND START INSHIZUOS' POV]

"IZAYA!" I screamed out. Sweat covered my entire body and I was literally panting. This had gone too far. I knew that now I cant afford to lose Izaya so my mission on the next morning was to find those men and kill them once and for all.

The next day I wore my bartender uniform and headed out on my search. I searched every freaking alley, hideout, bars and café's but no sign of those bastards. i continued my search for three days but no sign of those motherfuckers but then celtys' text came which forced me to leave my search in midway. It was [come here quick Izaya is going to gain consciousness.]

I rushed to Shinras' apartment and came next to Izayas' side. He was looking better than the time I had first seen him. Well I didn't have the courage to go and see him so I didn't but I did check up on him very late at night through his window. I am such a stalker. After 30 minutes Izaya opened his eyes slowly I had never been this happy in my entire life. I got near him to cup his face when he moved my hand away and screamed "GET AWAY FROM ME! DON'T TOUCH ME!" I was stunned.

I looked at the now sobbing and curled in a ball Izaya who was at the corner of the bed not letting anyone near him. My shocked expression turned into a hateful one as now I was more than determined to kill those who had done this to him. They were going to need a lot of prayers to be saved from me now.

WELL THIS IS IT! REVIEW AND LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU ALL THINK. POOR IZZY-CHAN :(

I AM SO EVIL... T.T

WELL THIS IS IT.

NOW WHAT IS SHIZUO GOING TO DO AND WHAT ADVICE WILL SHINRA/CELTY GIVE TO HIM

I LOVE CELTY AND SHINRA BTW :p

BYE ! XD