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NORMAL POV:

Shizuo rested his back on the bed thinking on Shinras recent texts. Shinra had told him that Izaya was only safe near Shizuo so Shizuo better stay by Izayas side and make him feel better and finally help him open up to others as well. Slowly taking him out from his apartment and son on, ending him up to finally be his normal self. Shizuo felt like the entire world rested on his shoulders. He had a job, he had a huge debt to pay off, he had a brother and a family to take care of and now he had a person to whom he had confessed his love and needed to give serious attention or else he would break. Shizuo felt as if he himself would break from all of this weight on his shoulders. He thought it better to just sleep and let the thoughts go somewhere back in his mind where they would not bother him. He got up, and rested himself on the couch to sleep.

The next morning when he woke up he saw a petite figure on himself. Shizuo when finally managed to open his eyes saw that Izaya was lying on top of him and holding onto shizuos's shirt. As Shizuo adjusted himself a little careful not to wake up Izaya, Izaya woke up by himself. Shizuo spoke up "Sorry to wake you up."

"It's okay. I was going to wake up anyways. In fact, I should be the one apologizing for sleeping on top of you."

"No need. You hungry"

"Yes. You'll make me breakfast. So sweet shizu-chan"

"nah no need I'm u…" Shizuo looked back at Izaya "Did you call me shizu-chan?"

"Yes. Should I not?"

"No, no, it's just that…. I am happy" Shizuo grabbed Izaya in his arms and hugged him tight. Izaya looked in Shizuos' eyes and then moved forward, his lips touching Shizuos and finally melted. Lips moving with each other, Shizuo licked Izayas lips demanding permission, to which Izaya easily opened his mouth. Shizuos tongue moved inside Izayas and their tongues started dancing with each other, brushing over one another. Shizuo exploring every millimeter of Izayas mouth, a deep blush spread over Izayas face. Their tongues crashed with one another until both of them ran out of air and backed away, a thread of saliva connecting both lovers. Izaya hugged Shizuo and whispered in his ear "I had dreamed of this for years and I am so glad that I have you now. And I pray every second that you stay with me forever. Even if it is a dream I really don't want this to end, not even for a fraction of second. I love you shizu-chan." Shizuo hugged him back and kissed his neck making his way to Izayas ear licking the lobe and replying "it is not a dream. I am here with you and always will be. And, I LOVE YOU TOO." Upon hearing the words Izaya had craved for his entire life he again took Shizuo in for another kiss to which Shizuo gave a better comeback.

After moments of what seemed like eternity Shizuo got up holding Izaya bridal style and headed to the kitchen. Shizuo prepared breakfast. While Izaya was helping him self with the food, Shizuo got dressed in his usual attire and sat beside Izaya. Izaya looked up at Shizuo and formed a frown. Shizuo cupped his face and asked softly "What happened?"

"Where are you going?"

"To work of course."

"Why"

"Because I have to pay off my debts"

"Which debts"

"The debts which I built up due to throwing away all of those vending machines and sign posts"

"Well I'll pay it."

"You don't need to its my debt I can pay it off."

"No I will because I am the one who brought you to that edge and you ended up having a huge debt on your shoulders."

"I don't think you can pay it."

"Come on name it. I know it won't be that much. Tell me"

"Well, its 6,005,000 yens."

"That's it? wait"

Izaya rushed to his room and brought his cheque book, skipping his usual way. This sight brought up a light smile on shizuos face as he saw the same Izaya coming out slowly. Izaya wrote the amount on the page and handed Shizuo the cheque. "I thought I would be more than this." Izaya stuck out his tongue. Shizuo responded by licking it earning a deep blush from Izaya.

Shizuo placed the cheque in his pocket. Izaya spoke up again "Shizu-chan can you do me a favor?"

"Hmm?"

"Can you quit smoking?"

"Why?"

"Because if you continue smoking you'll develop a lung cancer and I don't want to see you in pain."

"You really love me don't you?"

"More than anything"

"Okay fine. I'll start today."

"I'm glad."

"So I'll go and give this cheque to the police and bring groceries for today. What would you like to eat?"

"Vegetable rice and Manchurian"

"Okay I'll get the chicken and vegetable too. Wait here and don't open up for anyone. I have the keys so if it is me I'll open it myself. got it?"

"Got it. Be careful shizu-chan."

"I will." With this, Shizuo headed out locking the door behind him.

IZAYAS POV:

Shizu-chan has just left my apartment. The nightmares still haunt me and make me more disgusted from myself but these recent days my nightmares turn to dreams when Shizuo comes to save me from that dark pit. Shizuo indeed came as a light in my life so the only way in which I think I can repay him was to pay off his debts. They were not much and since I have a lot of money in my bank account so it would not matter if a fraction of it were gone. This moment the only thing which mattered to me was the fact that Shizuo loves me and that he was going to stay with me. Right now I don't want Shizuo to leave me ever. I don't think that I can survive without him. He has shown me heaven in these 16 days and I don't want this to end-EVER. I'll ask him to sleep with me today. I want him to sleep with me forever as this is his home too. I have texted namie that she should have no business here now so she was free to go. I also have no business with yagiri pharmaceuticals. I will continue my job but this time I would take shizu-chan with me as my bodyguard. I can't trust any one now besides him and I don't want to trust any one too. I only trust shizu-chan and shizu-chan only. He is the only one who understands me and tonight after dinner I will officially submit myself to him. He has done too much for me. This is the least I can do, which is of course if he wants to use an already used person.

NORMAL POV:

Upon this thought Izayas smile faded to form a frown. But the frown did not last long as Shizuo opened the door and entered with two grocery bags.

"Shizu-chan you're back" said Izaya overjoyed as he hugged Shizuo.

"Of course I am back. Did any one come while I was gone?"

"No shizu-chan."

"Well that's a relief. So, I think I should start with the cooking."

"I can help I know cooking since my mother made me do all the chores including cooking and stuff."

"Why?"

"Why… I don't know maybe because she didn't like me."

"Well, I think I know the reason she didn't."

"You do?" said Izaya amazed

"Yeah, because of your evil mind"

"No shizu-chan I was not always like this, I loved every one and every thing around me but the reason my mother did not want me was because I was a boy. And the family in which I was born, it was a curse if they had any male off-springs, so basically, I was accursed according to my mother."

"Did you actually believe that too?"

"Yes, so I did every thing my mother told me to in order to please her even if it meant cross-dressing."

"Whoa. You used to cross dress?"

"Yes, sorry." A deep blush spread across Izayas face.

"Why are you apologizing?"

"Because I am embarrassed that Shizu-chan came to know that I used to cross-dress."

"Hmm. Well, don't stop now, tell me more maybe this way I can lighten up the weight on your heart. I actually did not know that you were going through such stuff in your home and I agonized on my life, not knowing the shit you were going through."

"It's okay Shizu-chan at least I have you now."

"So tell me."

"Oh yes okay, well like I told you that my mother tried every thing to make sure that I was a girl she even called my relatives regarding this issue and my granny once took me to a weird place, I did not like it but that lady did something after which I felt funny and weak, weaker than normal males of my age, my weight did not increase much and I did not had the same strength as any normal guy would, so I took advantage of this less weight and increased my agility and reaction power, helping me run away."

"No wonder. So what about your dad, didn't he stop your mom from doing all this?"

"He couldn't since he was a drunkard. I had to wake up late for him while my mother sis not wish to see my dad, she went in an affair with her cousin and my dad spent all-not all but most of the time of the night in bars, picking up girls. So this one night when I was 13 he came in very late and while I was helping him to his bed the last thing I knew was that I was pinned on the floor and my father was on top of me. He had the same lust in his alcohol-driven dizzy eyes which those men had, before he could enter me or anything, I slashed him and killed him. My mother came out and screamed though she herself too was in a robe as she had called my uncle over. After that she disowned me, throwing me out of the house. I had no place to go, when this man who belonged to the Awakusu group kept me and now here I am helping him. He too was an informant so I carried on his work. That is all about me."

"I did not know that you had to go through all this." Said Shizuo while picking up the empty dinner plates and placing them in the sink.

He came out of the kitchen and hugged Izaya, gently touching his lips. He said "Don't worry now I am here, so no one can lay an eye on you. I promise."

"I know. I love you."

"Love you too."

"Hey, tell you what?"

"Hm?"

"I want you inside me Shizu-chan!"

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