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WELL HERE IS THE CHAPTER HOPE YOU GUYS ENJOY :)

oh and this is my first intimate make-out scene so sorry if it is not that good :P

NORMAL POV:

"Hmm? WHAT?" screamed Shizuo as he looked at Izaya who was blushing? "Why did you say that all of a sudden?"

"No reason, it's just that I have wanted this for a very long time and other than that I know that you are exhausted too from all of this taking care-babysitting stuff."

"It certainly does not mean that I come around and remind you again of the nasty things you witnessed a couple of days ago. I am not that heartless Izaya. I'd rather wait than to get you all scared again."

"You're just saying that because you do not want to try a person who is already used by many. Right?" said Izaya as tears formed in his eyes. Shizuo rushed to him and wrapped his arms around Izaya who instantly grabbed the collar of Shizuos' shirt and started sobbing, Shizuo rubbing Izayas back softly. Shizuo lifted up Izayas chin so that their eyes met. Once again crimson met honey and Izaya melted. He sniffed. Shizuo wiped off Izayas tears and said softly after taking in a deep breath. "Listen Izaya I love you. Do you understand? And love is just not expressed physically. Love is a much greater force it is more connected to the two beings mentally and spiritually. I love you and no one can change the fact, okay? I do not need to explain it physically, that Oh I love Orihara Izaya so I will have sex with him because without sex I would not know if I actually love him or not. It's never this for me. If I love you I need not to tell myself that yes I love you. I'll have sex with you when the time is right and when I think that you are healthy enough and when I am confirmed that those nasty faces no longer haunt you in nightmares." Izaya looked at Shizuo shockingly thinking 'how did he know I had nightmares?' "You are probably thinking that how did I know that you had nightmares about them? Well, the answer is simple, I love you silly that's why. And I always hold on tight to you after which you stop shivering. I know I am bad at explaining but I hope that you know what I meant."

At this Izaya left a soft kiss on Shizuos lips, to which he blushed a bit and finally spoke up "Oh and one more thing, never think that I will hide my feelings, or will hate you because according to you, you have been used. Never think that. I don't love you for sex or your body. I love you for you." With this Shizuo kissed Izaya making the smaller male blush. Then Izaya was taken to his room bridal style by his seme, he was tucked in and they both slept. For the first time both had the same dream-spending a wonderful future with each other.

[30 DAYS LATER]

Shizuo was trying to wake Izaya up for the past 30 minutes but somehow Izaya was not cooperating and it was making Shizuo annoyed. They had been living with each other nor the past 46 days now, Shizuo did most of the work. Izaya used to help too by lifting his feet from where Shizuo was cleaning-yes Izaya helped a lot but after that Shizuo always got his reward which was food prepared especially by Izaya for Shizuo. Izaya had started doing his job again after 20 days of his recovery but he did that on the phone. He was active in the chat-room regularly after that too and after 25 days he started plotting again, to which Shizuo was glad but he still did not have the courage to see people outside his apartment, in simpler words besides Shizuo. He tried to go on his own one day when he decided to look where Shizuo was since it had been too long that he was gone. As he approached the main door he had started hyperventilating and he fainted. When Izaya had gained his conscious Shizuo was standing beside him with a very angry look, so Izaya did not go out much. It had been 5 days since the informant had finally accepted a meeting when his top soothed him and reassured him that there was nothing to be afraid of so they both went together, the meeting went well but on the way back Shizuo had nearly killed a man when Shizuo had noticed that he was constantly staring at Izaya. The police had to stop Shizuo who had apparently arrested him but Izaya bribed them and they came back home after 5 hours. Life was slowly turning back to normal for both of the males especially Izaya who was turning back to his bitchy self. And Shizuo was more than glad.

Today was Shizuos annual clean and sweep and he wanted that for the first time Izaya woke up early, Izaya peeked from his blanket, he had been peeking and sneering for the past 5 minutes but Shizuo was not paying attention. Finally Shizuo looked and he grabbed Izaya from underneath the covers saying his usual tone of words "Izaaaayyyyaaaa~" Izaya giggled and kissed Shizuos cheek saying "Good morning." Shizuo took Izaya to his washroom and placed him in the bath tub naked, he said while leaving "Wear those clothes after you're done and the breakfast is in the microwave oven, do eat it. I am going to do the laundry in the basement." "Okay~ " replied Izaya as he was still plotting while playing with the water. Shizuo smiled to this view and left.

Shizuo did the laundry while Izaya cleaned and did the dishes, during the whole process passing kisses to each other. Everything was done, now the only thing left to do was the dusting so the couple divided that too, Izaya took the front and Shizuo took the back. While Shizuo was cleaning the library an item on the top shelf caught his attention, he picked it up and cleaned it, but the thing inside it was beyond his wildest dreams, there was a head inside the jar, the first look made Shizuo almost drop it but due to his quick reflexes he picked it up fast. He immediately called Izaya saying, "Oi Izaya!"

"Yes love?"

"Come'ere."

"Why?"

"I need to ask you something."

"What is it love?"

"You have a head closed in a jar on your shelf, any non-weird explanation for this?"

"Oh shit!" said Izaya as he hurriedly made his way towards Shizuo. He grabbed the jar and started laughing and saying "It's just an antique and nothing else."

"Izaya…." Said Shizuo while tapping the floor demanding for an answer, Izaya gave in quickly and told Shizuo that this was Celtys original head. "WHAT?"

"Hehe…." Said Izaya as he stuck out his tongue.

"This means that you had it all this time and that poor soul felt empty because of you, gosh Izaya!"

"I'm sorry. Wait! I'll call Shinra and tell him to get the head back as I need nothing more than your love so please don't be angry Shizu-chan."

"Fine! Call him now."

"Sure… I love you."

"Tsk, I love you too." With this Shizuo embraced Izaya.

Izaya hopped towards his phone and called Shinra telling him that he had found out about Celtys head. Shinra told that he'd call in a while or come over day after tomorrow with Celty to retrieve it. Izaya agreed and hung up the phone. Izaya skipped back to Shizuo and told him the whole situation; Shizuo was glad enough that Izaya told Shinra so he kissed Izaya on his forehead and gestured in towards the table which was ready with dinner prepared by Izaya.

After having dinner and washing the dishes they both headed towards their bed.

Shizuo slowly took a hold of Izayas waist and got near him, he placed his lips on Izayas and they both got into their usual good night lip-lock but today was different, the air, aroma and the feeling was entirely different, today nothing was going to stop Shizuo, all of his self-restraint had gone down the drain and he was just carrying it forward. He pushed his tongue inside Izayas mouth although the permission was granted; their tongues went on dancing, twisting and turning; from a fierce battle of dominance to a dance with rhythm, filled with fiery passion. With every twist Shizuo felt his manhood rise and respond by twitching, he could not take it anymore. They parted away only when they both had ran out of the air to breathe. Shizuo quickly stripped Izaya making sure not to hurt him and finally exposed the slender pale body. Izaya too was panting and his locks sweaty already, his nipples pert and his manhood standing upright. Izaya went down to Shizuos erection and put it in his mouth. He played with it by his tongue and his teeth, Shizuo was enjoying himself. After a while just when Shizuo was about to cum he removed Izayas hand and rushed for the younger's neck, kissing every inch of it leaving trails of love bites, Izaya moaning on every kiss, during the time he also pumped his hand up Izayas length making him moan in pleasure. Shizuo took a hold of Izayas nipple in his mouth and started biting and twisting it, running his wet tongue all over it, Izaya panting. He gave the same ministration to the other one and made Izaya come all over Shizuos hand and Izayas stomach. Shizuo parted Izayas legs and slowly pushed his finger covered in cum inside Izayas hole, Izaya felt uncomfortable but adjusted slowly, another finger was added in and the scissoring motion started. A third finger was entered after a short time and Shizuo started moving his fingers in and out, after a while a moan escaped Izayas lips as he said softly "Right there s-shizu-o" Shizuo took out his fingers and positioned himself at the entrance. He said in Izayas ear who was beet red at this moment "If it hurts dug your nails in my back. Okay?" and with this Shizuo slowly made his way towards the hole entering it. Izaya moaned. The thrusting started and Shizuo slowly picked up his pace when finally he hit the spot which made Izaya see stars. Izaya was loosing his mind now he wanted Shizuo to come in him or he would go crazy. He screamed "Shizu-chan I am gunna cum." With this both of them came, Izaya on top of Shizuo and Shizuo inside Izaya. Shizuo pulled out and kissed Izaya saying "I love you."

"Love you too. Oh and Shizu-chan"

"Hmm?"

"Thanks. I had fun."

"No prob. I had fun too."

With this both of them went to sleep.

[3 DAYS LATER]

Shizuo woke up to the light of the burning sun and he looked beside his other side while cussing and rubbing his eyes to find out that his lover was not beside him. He hurriedly got out of bed and started looking in the whole house calling out for his lover.

Shizuo then stopped in front of the bathroom to find Izaya puking his insides out and tears escaping his eyes.

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P.S: ebonyalchemist: i tried to do a bit of background. i hope it is okay :P