OHAYO MINNA-SAN!
gomenasai i am a very bad person, i really needed to update earlier ne~
but well this is how things are, i got free today so i wrote it and uploaded it :)
i hope you enjoy this minna-san 3
SHIZUOS POV:
After that whole discovery at Shinras house I brought Izaya home, I really had a lot of stuff to tackle now, and, I had no idea how to. This was one hell of a year for me, first confession, then pregnancy and now the pregnancy period, and then I'll see birth. I think this is way too much for an average man like me, not to mention that I got married. Perfect.
Well then, let's get started shall we.
I looked over at Izaya and said "we got one hell of an adventure ahead of us don't we?"
"Of course" He said and kissed me and then slept. I made my way in the bed and closed my eyes since I had an idea that I had sleepless nights ahead of me.
[1ST MONTH]
Well, tell you what, this month went on fine, just little sicknesses which were easy to deal with. He was normal, he went on different assignments, usually hopped up in the house, tried to made my life miserable, too bad it did not matter now since now I really had myself Izaya-torturing-proof. It annoyed him, which amused me to no end.
[2ND MONTH]
Ummm I have no idea how to explain what happened to me this month, too much morning sickness, he stopped eating and it worried the hell out of me, he kept on complaining on how he had gained weight (which he hadn't) so he completely stopped eating, he did continue making trips in the alleys of Shinjuku and Ikebukuro. Which as I had predicted exhausted him to no end and he ended up fainting, this was my worst experience. God I thought he was dead so I called up that stupid doctor and he did the checkup, telling to increase his food intake to a double, which I agreed (I knew very well the reason he fainted.)
[3RD – 5TH MONTH]
OH GOD I AM REALLY TIRED NOW! Sleepless nights, mood swings, weird cravings, sicknesses. It would have been much better if I was pregnant, but I have a lot of dignity to fall to such ranks.
So this one night Izaya wakes me up (I had just slept 15 minutes ago; he was asleep from past 2 hours) and he says "Shizu-chan let's make out" I felt as if my eyes would pop out of their sockets, annoyed I told him that it's not right for the baby so I started caressing him instead, all of a sudden he punched and kicked me on my side and threw me of the bed screaming that I was going to rape him even though I knew we were having a baby, I ended up having the title of a mean father.
The other night, I woke up to the sound of his sobs, I turned and felt something wet, I got up and saw that he had his face tugged in his palms and was crying like a kid, I moved closer to hug him when my hand felt something slimy, I looked on the bed and it was puke, freaked I yelled "IZAYA, YOU YACKED ON THE BED!" sobbing he yelled "WELL STOP PUSHING ME AND I DIDN'T DO IT, IT JUST HAPPENED." With that he pushed me on the floor and slept on my side. I had to sleep on the damn floor; and clean the frigging mattress the next day.
One time I came back from the grocery shop and found my kitchen on fire, I rushed in to stop the fire and on the table saw a very calm Izaya eating a strawberry and cream sandwich, I asked him the reason for the fire he replied, he was hungry so he made the sandwich, and the explanation for the fire was that the sandwich maker took really long so he burned it. (How mature.)
I am really getting sick of this and probably I think I am going to lose it one day. Please kami-sama give me strength to bear this too.
[6TH MONTH]
So this morning I was going to get some groceries and sweets which Izaya was dying to eat and all of a sudden this gang attacks me out of nowhere and all the shopping bags fall on the floor, the head forth destroying the pastries and groceries, as my temper breaks to a zero percent I grab the nearby sign and beat the shit out of them, then heading back to the shops, damn those bastards made me do double shifts, the point is that why now of all times would they remember to come at me, I was really pissed at that moment, fucking shitheads, so I finally head home and I find out Izaya working out. I get him down from the treadmill and ask him the reason so he replied "welllll, shizu-chan I am getting really fat and I got a figure to maintain so I am getting this fat tummy in." God this guy has some serious issues.
[7TH MONTH]
This other night I finally slept and woke up because Izaya was moving too much, the bump was really prominent by now and it always came in the way of our embrace, believe me when my kid(s) come out I am so going to hit them on the head for ruining so much for me and making me go through shit, I look like a maid.
Well I woke Izaya up who apparently started sobbing in my shoulder, I, while rubbing his back asked him what happened so he replied "I remember… I remember Shizu-chan… I remember everything."
"What? What do you remember?"
"Everything"
"Want to tell me, I am here to listen, love, come on, and trust me."
"Well I remember how when I was born she left me in the hospital, because I was a boy. Her family really regarded girls as something so she always wanted daughters but when I was born, she and her family left me there, but the doctor came and handed me over to her so she had to keep me. From that time onwards she would often leave me behind in parks, hospitals, orphan houses, her friends places, but every time I was returned to her. So when everything failed, she started to turn me into one, my dad could not care less, he had a world of his own and our house was the place which my mother ruled so nobody had a say in that, she would beat me up if I did anything, she stopped bringing boy attire for me and started with frocks and girly stuff which I had to wear on all occasions, she did not let me cut my hair and let them grow. She taught me how to walk in heels and other girly stuff but she still was not satisfied. I got to know how to cook at the age of 10 so when my father came home I had to present the food to him, I really did not like it because he was usually drunk so he would harass me sexually, touching me in places which made me uncomfortable. Then one day my aunt and grandmother came and the took me to this far off place where there was barely any population, we entered this house and there seated a woman, a really old woman, my mother threw me in front of her and she took a look at me, then looking over to the elders she said that what they wish for can be done but she requires 5 years for that. They agreed and I just kept looking at their faces in awe. I did not even had the time to compose myself when she held me by my hair and brought me close to her face, I had never been this scared my entire life and then I was lying on the floor crying and screaming as she started cutting me and probing me, throwing stuff at me. After that my health started dropping along with my strength and energy, and that woman continued it regularly for 3 years after which I ran from my house after shooting my father. This is the reason I got pregnant. It's all so scary shizu-chan. Make it go away."
I was shocked myself but I embraced him and he slept in my arms. The shit he went through, but I won't let anything happen to him, EVER!
[8TH MONTH]
Well everything was fine; I was used to it now.
It was Izayas usual, morning sickness, mood swings, cravings, but now he was just confined to his bed, he could not move much, and he used to scream a lot saying that it hurts a lot. But the thing was that I had no idea on how to take it all away, the fact was that I could not, poor soul just had to bear with it for just one more month and then I promise it would be all fine.
[9TH MONTH]
So the ninth and final month had started, it was the first week and Izayas medicines were finished so I went out to buy them again. On the way I thought about what Izaya had told me before leaving, "Shizu-chan I can't wait to see how he/she/they look, aren't you excited?" yes, I am excited but I am more worried than excited, I want the baby and Izaya to make it through, that stubborn flea did not even let Shinra do the ultrasound, he just kept on saying that he is fine. Gosh he can be so reckless, I had no idea.
After getting the medicines I headed home, as I reached the door of Izayas building, I saw the door broken. All of a sudden my heart beat increased, it increased so much that it actually hurt, clenching the medicines I rushed to the house just to see the entire place a wreck, there was glass on the floor, alongside some trails of blood, unconsciously I ran like an idiot in the house looking for my raven, to my dismay I could not find him at all.
Falling onto the floor I held the broken piece of glass and crushed it in my hands, as my blood trickled down I screamed on the top of my lungs "IZAYA!" This time I won't let anything happen to him, I promised.
With this I rushed out of the wrecked apartment.
[ IZAYAS POV ]
Where am I?
Shizu-chan?
Its cold…
I'm scared…
NOOOOO THIS CAN'T BE HAPPENING AGAIN!
NO DON'T PLEASE! NOT THERE!
SHIZUO!
Help me, this one time too… save me…. I want out future together… please shizuo… before it's too late.
DON'T TOUCH ME!
ne ne... how was it?
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and yes i know i is very cruel but the story will finally end in like 2 more chapters.
and i really dont know anything about pregnancy, but i tried, so hope you like it.
ja-na
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