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[NORMAL POV]

Rushing out of the wrecked apartment Shizuo started searching like an idiot for his raven, he had not even once believed that it would come to this state, he knew that at first he never thought of having a family-ever, but now, he wanted to see the future, alongside Izaya. Both had a weird childhood and knew very well that only they could ease each others pain, the darkness of their pasts would only fade away with them being by each others side. Shizuo knew very well that Izaya had one hell of a fucked up past but so did Shizuo, everybody was prone to bring him on the edge, and a the end he hurt none other than himself the most, though the victim too was injured but Shizuo dealt with a much greater pain- he lost all the friends he ever had. This ended up in him being alone, all by himself. When he had- after so many years, finally found someone to return to, people kidnap him; there was no way Shizuo was going to let that happen, even if it cost him his life.

Shizuo checked every nearby alley and bars, hitting people who pissed him off to an edge, grabbing people by the collars asking them where his raven was, but no one had a valid answer. Panting; he stood in the middle of the road thinking, 'Izaya could be anywhere in Ikebukuro and Shinjuku and I really don't have much time, I need a miracle and fast, before its too late….' After some minutes the sky started roaring and rain started pouring onto the people, everybody was overjoyed to see the rain, everybody except Shizuo, he did not want rain, he wanted Izaya, nothing more nothing less.

Lost; Shizuo stood in front of his lovers apartment-nothing. Falling onto his knees Shizuo looked on the ground, within seconds the rain which was trapped in his eyes for years took a first and last opening and fell onto the concrete, Shizuo started sobbing, he never had, in his entire life felt this much pain in his entire body, mind and soul. He was strong, nothing could penetrate his thick build, but right now he was nothing more than a child who had lost something very precious, he had lost his place to return to. The rain felt cold on his back, the world started feeling cold again, Shizuo was feeling lost again, he felt cold again.

Removing his palms from the concrete road, Shizuo faced the sky; as if searching for something- after some moments his voice finally made its way out of his mouth- lips curving to form the words, and he finally spoke up, "I know I am not your favorite, I know I am a sinner, I know I never did anything right, and that I am nothing in your eyes, but then again I am your creation, and I desperately need your help, I know I have killed many but just let me save him, I don't mind if you take my life instead but just this one time let me save him, show me some miracle, some help, I want you by my side, please Kami-sama… help me… help me."

Looking straight again, Shizuo saw someone coming out of the apartment, rushing towards that man Shizuo grabbed him by the collar, punching him in the gut, shaking him vigorously Shizuo demanded "WHERE IS HE?"

"Who"

"You know who I am talking about, you fucktard…"

"I have no idea, who the hell are you?"

"Me? I am Hewajima Shizuo and I am going to kill you if you don't tell me where they took Izaya. And I won't go back on my words, I mean it" Shizuo formed a fist and was about to punch that man when he finally spoke up, Shizuo stopping in front of his face. "Fine, fine I'll take you there, just don't kill me."

"Good"

That man gestured Shizuo towards the car, but Shizuo was not going to fall for it this time, he was not in the mood, so he pulled the man by his hair and threw him in the car and sat, after him saying "DRIVE!" scared, that man started the car and the headed off to where Izaya was. He was only some moments away. Crossing the streets Shizuo thought 'hang in there Izaya, I am on my way, arigatou kami-sama, I knew you won't ever abandon me.'

x-x

Izaya was here once again, the same basement, the same metal bars, everything. Memories made their way back to his mind as he placed his hands on his eyes, covering them, wanting to somehow make them all go away, he was not capable of taking it all again, and now he was having a baby, what if the kill the baby and then rape him or rape him with the baby inside, or beat him up so that the babies die inside or just kill him completely this time to end it all up. These were the thoughts roaming around in Izayas mind when he heard footsteps. He knew very well who they belonged to, so, with the little strength he had, he managed to get up and make his way to a little door, opening it, he saw a dark path in front of him, he slipped inside, carefully closing the door as he weakly made his way in the tunnel. He thought as he moved slowly taking support from the wall 'not this time, last time I was helpless, this time I am not tied and with what little strength I have, I will protect shizu-chans baby. I am not as weak as they think I am. Just hang in there a little longer.'

MEANWHILE….

The gang made their way in the room Izaya was kept and found that no body was there, infuriated, a man ordered "DON'T LET HIM GET AWAY! FIND HIM AT ALL COSTS, EVEN IF IT MEANS RIPPING THIS PLACE FROM THE GROUND! FIND HIMMMM!"

"YES BOSS" all the members replied together.

There was running all over the place and those hungry men searched for their prey.

Izaya finally made his way out of the tunnel, only to be caught by four hands. The smaller male struggled under their strong control. One of the men shouted out "FOUND HIM" and within seconds that place was filled with hungry beasts.

Izaya was scared once again, his legs started trembling, he knew this was bad and that he was in big trouble.

After some while a man stepped forth and without waiting a second slapped Izaya on his cheek; it turned red. Izaya let out a whimper and he felt his eyes welling up with tears which Shizuo had worked so hard to dry. Izaya looked at that man in the eyes-daring.

Then again; SMACK "YOU DARE! YOU BITCH"

"Sure you bastard"

"Oh little birdie got wings"

"Oh I had wings but you cut them last time"

"How depressing"

"Fuck off"

SMACK! It was too much for Izaya to handle and he bursted into cries, the man amused, he walked around Izaya and finally placed his mad on Izayas stomach who struggled in response. "Oh what's this? You're pregnant? How pathetic. I think we would like to have some fun right?"

"NO! ANYTHING BUT THAT! I BEG YOU!" shouted Izaya, his vision started getting blurry as he felt two hands shove him on the floor, a sting of pain stung his back and his stomach, he cried out in pain.

[MEANWHILE]

Shizuo stopped in front of the building and rushed inside only to find that no body was there. Angered Shizuo punched the man in the face so bad that his neck broke and he died on the spot.

Shizuo was about to leave when he heard familiar screams. Following them helplessly Shizuo found himself at the same place where everybody was gathered to see the show. As his eyes took a glimpse of what was happening to his lover his blood boiled and he ripped the door from its position, swinging it across a pile of men, everybody got alert on the sudden action they had just witnessed, they left Izaya on the spot naked-screaming and turned their faces towards the very angry Hewajima Shizuo and the battle started between them.

(25 MINUTES LATER)

Izaya finally gained consciousness by the voice of his husband who was looking at him softly. Once again for the millionth time crimson met honey. Izaya broke into Shizuos arms and started sobbing like a little child, Shizuo hugged him and rubbed his back speaking softly "I told you I would protect you, but forgive me that I was late."

"I knew you would come"

"Of course I would have"

Shizuo put his shirt on Izaya and Izayas shorts so that he would have little piece of clothing. Izaya spoke after some while wiping some blood off Shizuos face, "You're wounded…"

"I am okay, Celty and Shinra would be here any minute now and then everything would be fine okay?"

"Okay" with this Izaya was embraced by Shizuo; his grip tight.

Then after some seconds Izaya heard a gunshot and something wet on him, he started trembling, thinking this was the end of him, he felt the hands embracing him fall to the floor. Izaya touched Shizuo only to find that Shizuo had been shot, powerless he saw Shizuo fall to the floor-his eyes wide open and a puddle of blood forming the place.

Izaya screamed, and then coughed as contraction hit him, along with a wave of simultaneous contractions, he collapsed to the floor and his vision started going blurry.

The last voices he heard were those of Shinra calling out to Celty to give him his kit.

And with that everything around Izaya finally turned pitch black, there was no returning now.

TBC

Yes its to be continued, some thing is still missing right, you will find out in the nest and final chapter my lovelies

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