Back in Love and Back in Pink - Chapter 5 / Decisions
Kim's POV
Move to Reefside? The amount of times I have dreamed of moving and being with Tommy so we could start a life together, but becoming a power ranger again? I don't know if that would be a good idea with Ciaran and everything. He's happy here with his friends and I've just got him settled into daycare I don't want to move him and start that all over again "Tommy I don't know. I've got Ciaran to think about as well, he's just settled into daycare and he has friends here I don't... It's taken three months for him to settle into daycare if we move I'm back to square one. If all of this had happened three months ago I would jump on you right now and tell you I love you and I want to be with you and we'll start again but now things are different. I am really sorry Tommy I don't think I can move again and out Ciaran through all that" I watched his reaction, he looked down at the floor and sighed.
"Of course it was silly of me to even ask that I understand, I should have thought about all of that before asking you that I'm sorry" He stated.
"Oh Tommy you have nothing to be sorry for... I wish things could be so different I really want to come with you and be with you but..." I broke down in tears Tommy is the only man I have ever really loved and I was losing him again.
I felt arms around me and looked up and seen Tommy hugging me and felt him pulling me towards him "Kim you don't need to cry it's OK" He said. He always made me feel better he's the perfect guy and I keep breaking him. He put his head on top of mine and I felt my hair get wet, I pulled away and seen Tommy crying "Maybe things were never meant to work out between us" He stated.
He wiped his eyes and his cheeks "Tommy I love you so much I really do and I want things to work out so much between us you know you're the only one for me but I need to think about my son" I explained to him and I knew he understood what I was saying because thats Tommy he understands.
"I understand you have to think and Ciaran but you have got to think about your own happiness as well. Ciaran doesn't want to see you unhappy he wants you to be happy and I want you to be happy but if you don't want to come with me that's fine but I just want you to know that if you ever change your mind weather it's in a few weeks or in a couple of years you will always be welcome with me and Ciaran" he said.
Connor's POV
I sat down on the stairs with Ethan and we listened into the conversation between Dr O and Kimberly and I felt sorry for him, he was so in love with her and I know she's in love with him but there was so much going on in their own personal lives right now, Dr O is a real man "Maybe we can talk to her tomorrow maybe try and change her mind" I whispered to Ethan.
"Yeah I want to see Dr O happy he has done so much for us we need to do something for him" He whispered back.
"Come on lets go to bed and we'll speak to her in the morning" I said and we made our way to the guest room.
Tommy's POV
I've had enough of this emotional stuff for one night "I'm gonna go to bed I'll see you on the morning" I leaned over and kissed her cheek, as I got up off the sofa she pulled me back down and kissed me on the lips and I kissed her back, I laid down on top of her on the sofa and she wrapped her legs around my waist locking me to her making it near impossible to move away from her "Lets take this to bed" I whispered out of breath to her and she just nodded in response.
We rushed upstairs to her bedroom and I closed the door quietly behind us I didn't want to wake the rangers or Ciaran up, she laid down on her bed and I went over to her and kissed her passionately and again she wrapped her legs around me tightly and somehow we managed to take each others clothes off and all to soon we were making love like we used to when we were teenagers.
I laid in the bed next to her and she wrapped herself around me I looked down at her and seen her asleep, she looked beautiful and I couldn't help but think that this is probably going to be the last time we were ever going to so this, it was the perfect goodbye.
The next morning when I woke up Kim was gone, I put my clothes on and went downstairs to see everyone already awake and eating breakfast "Morning Dr O" Ethan said and smirked at me.
After we had breakfast we started loading the car up to go home, Connor and Ethan got into the car I went to say goodbye to Kim and I went in the house to say goodbye without prying eyes. I went in the house and seen her sitting on the sofa "I guess this is goodbye then" I said to her "This kills me to say. After last night but... I love you and I hope I will see you soon" I kissed her cheek.
"I love you too Tommy and trust me we will see each other soon" She smiled softly at me and placed a kiss on my lips "I love you" She whispered to me and I left the house and got in the car.
Kim's POV
I watched from my window as Tommy drove away and again I knew I lost him again, he was the only man who had ever treated me right and had actually loved me and I kept breaking his heart and it killed me every time I did it. I can't stop thinking about last night and the way Tommy touched me and loved me like no one else had ever done, he was tentative and caring and everything a woman could ever want in a man and I just let him get away.
Am I ever going to be happy? Will I ever be with Tommy again? He didn't make me give back the pink morpher, why? "Mummy you look really sad" Ciaran said and hugged my leg. I picked him up and cuddled him and I remembered what Tommy had said last night about Ciaran wanting me to be happy.
"Ciaran did you like Tommy and Connor?" I asked as we made our way to the sofa.
He shrugged a little "Tommy was OK but Connor was awesome you should see what he can do mummy" He answered quietly.
"Do you think you would want me and you to go live closer to Tommy and Connor?" I questioned "You can say no if you want to stay here but mummy was thinking maybe we could be closer to our new friends" I explained to him, I didn't want him to think he had to say yes he could say no if he was happy here and if he wanted to stay here I would stay no questions asked as long as my baby was happy.
I know this chapter is shorter then normal but I think it was a good cliffhanger to leave it at. I also want to ask a little favour of you amazing people, please could you take a couple of minutes of your time and read Stooshelover555 first story its a morganville vampires and charmed crossover its her first story so please be nice its a great chapter so far she just needs to know people are interested! Thanks guys much appreciated xxx