Guys! I finally finished it! *happy dance* As I was finishing it, though, I realized how much my writing style has changed since I first started writing. This story was the first piece I had wrote when I got into writing eight months ago. With in that time, I got to experience so many things and gained so much knowledge about my writing that you wouldn't believe it.

Also, between the five or seven month break i took on this story, I Apologize for the change in style. I tried my best to match it, but due to the fact that I was and still am half asleep (since its practically 3 a.m.) while writing this and on the story, the last two (or three) paragraphs have a totally different style (that is my current writing style). I'm sorry for any grammar or spelling mistakes I may have missed when I looked over this.

Any who~ enough with my rambling. I hope you enjoy it!
Disclaimer: I do not in anyway own kuroshitsuji or its characters.

'I can't believe I just said that!' his mind and heart raced. While he had his eyes set on the demon butler since last year, he never imagined a day like this would happen. Now, he had his butler about to do 'that' to him. He shivered at the thought as the other approached him.

"I never thought you would ask for such a thing."

"Shut up." He cursed to himself at his current state. 'How embarrassing.. to-to actually ask for that!' Ciel's thoughts were soon cut short as a wave of pleasure jolted through him. Without knowing it, Sebastian had already brought them into the room and to the bed, sucking onto the smaller's collar bone. "Se- Sebastian..," a blush filled his face as it was soon joined by a deeper shade and a smirk. "…Bite me." Sebastian let out a soft chuckle and nodded.

"As you wish," he unbuttoned the younger's shirt and took it off to kiss down his chest leaving little nibbles as he went. Eventually, he stopped at a nipple and bit on to it gently causing the other to shiver and moan under him. His hand slipped down his sides to his shorts as it carefully worked to remove them. Ciel looked up at him with half lidded eyes tugging at his shirt.

"Y-you're wearing to-o much clothing- Ah, AHH." Ciel's head and hands fell back onto the bed as the ravenette firmly grasped his member. He closed his eyes and covered his face as it took on a pleasured blush. The moans came out on their own will as he was pumped and when he finally uncovered his face, it was welcomed with the site of a shirtless butler. Ciel slowly lifted up a hand to feel the others chest. 'I knew he was good looking, but this is just.-' His thoughts were cut off as Sebastian looked down at him with compassionate eyes.

"Ciel.. I love you."

'…What?'

"I love you, Ciel."

He looked up at him in shock, 'Are.. are you lying…?'

"I cannot lie to you, remember?"

"Se..Sebastian…" Ciel still looked up at him in disbelief as a tear slid down his cheek.

Sebastian gently wiped it away before kissing him softly. "I'll need you to try to stay relaxed okay? I will try to make this as pleasurable for you as I can."

He nodded as he accepted and returned the kiss with love. All of his emotions fought inside of his head. Confusion, love, frustration; it all swirled around, keeping him distracted from finger that was now pushed inside of him. A second finger brought him out of his thoughts as a shot of pain went through his body. Ciel's face turned to discomfort as it slowly faded into a pleasured look. Soon, a third was added and a moan slipped from his mouth. He quickly covered his mouth and his face turned a bright pink causing Sebastian to chuckle. The fingers were removed leaving a strange sense of emptiness when he heard the other say, "Are you ready?"

Without realizing it, he had nodded a yes and soon thought, 'Wait, ready for what?' Then pain surged through his body as he felt like he was being torn in two. Tears formed in his eyes as he shut them tightly. Sebastian wiped away a tear that was threatening to fall down the younger's cheek and softly kissed him, slowly pushing himself the fully into the other. He didn't dare to do anything more for the fear of hurting him anymore than necessary.

'It-it hurts.. so much..' Ciel clutched tightly to the sheets, praying for the pain to be gone. After a few moments it started to fade away. He looked up to Sebastian who nodded and slowly pulled out pushed back in. The pain was still present but slowly faded with each thrust. Replacing the pain was the pleasure that invaded his senses. Every touch, every movement plunged him deeper into a world dyed deep with desire. His moans were now flowing out to join his blush as the elder's thrusts held more force to them. Going deeper and hitting the bundle of nerves that caused the younger to arch off of the bed and cry out in ecstasy. It sent him to his release as he tightened around the other, pushing him to his final thrust. Whispering a sweet, "I love you," softly into the smaller's ear, he pulled out of him and laid down beside him. Ciel curled up agents him, slowly closing his eyes, and leaded his head off the others chest.

"I... I love you to Sebastian…" With those final words, he drifted into a peaceful sleep as his new found lover wrapped his arms around him and brushed the hair from his face.

"Sleep well, Ciel."