Chapter 6 - Oh, the Guilt

Derek's POV.

Mark and I have only been broken up for one day, and I miss him like crazy. Every so often, one of us wouldn't make it home, leaving the other one alone and lonely, but now, I can't take it. Being apart from him was horrible. The past 6 months of my life have been amazing, and then I just threw it all away. He probably has moved on now. I just saw him talking and flirting with Jackson, so. I just stood there, watching him. Neither one of them even noticed me. So I just left.

I hate Karev right now. This is all his fault. If he wasn't so damn sexy, none of this would have happened. Okay… obviously that's not true. He didn't even know either one of us was in a relationship when we cheated. Or at least, for me. Maybe Mark said something, but continued anyway. Whatever, it's in the past now.

I didn't have any surgeries today, so basically I was just walking around the hospital doing nothing. I was just about to leave, when something caught me eye.

Alex walked out of an on-call room. Normal. The door swung wide open and I then saw Richard inside the room, too. But he was completely naked. What a slut. Me, Mark, and now the chief. God knows who else. Is Richard even gay? Isn't he seeing Jackson's mom? Richard was lying on his stomach… licking the sheets? I just assumed there was cum on them and Alex made him lick it up. Alex did the same thing with me. Richard looked up and was startled when he saw me staring at him. I just looked away.

I was about to make my way to Alex, to yell at him for messing up my life but Owen stopped me.

"Derek?" He asked. Fuck.

"Yeah." I replied… grouchily?

"Can I have a quick consult?" His voice seemed to have some sympathy in it. Which I didn't get. He didn't even know about me and Mark. Only Lexi, Callie, Meredith, Arizona, Finn, and Christina knew. And the said they wouldn't tell anyone. We didn't want the whole hospital to know.

"Fine." I followed him into the room, where an MRI showed a patient's brain. The left side was being taken over my a huge tumor. "Wow."

"Yeah. What do you think?"

"I don't know." I really didn't know. Was it even operable? But I was known for taking risks, which is why he became curious.

"What?" He asked. He seemed to be waiting for me to say that it's a joke.

"Well, it's probably not even operable."

"Yeah, but isn't that your kind of thing? Taking risks? Making it operable?"

I didn't reply.

"Is everything alright?"

No. Mark just broke up with me. So no, everything is not alright.

"Everything's fine." I said.

"It's just us here, we can talk. I don't mind."

"No, seriously. Everything is fine." I said, still not believably.

He took a step closer to me and whispered, "I know about you and Mark."

I looked at him confused.

"Before you guys, Mark and I used to…" He didn't want to finish it, afraid he might offend me or something, but I got what he was saying. I nodded, telling him that he didn't have to say it. He continued, "And when you two started dating, he told me. And you two are usually always around each other at work, but today you wouldn't even go near him." He paused for a moment and then continued, "Also… I know Mark cheated on you with Alex."

Wow, he knew a lot. And he used to fuck Mark, which Mark never told me.

"Yeah, well, I cheated on him too… with Alex." I stated.

"Oh." He said.

"And he cheated yesterday, and he told me yesterday, and I cheated a month ago and told him yesterday too." I said, replaying Mark leaving in my head. "So, he ended it and I feel like shit and he's probably doing Avery right now."

"Oh. Sorry about that. But I know that even if he is doing Avery, he's not over you. He's just trying to forget. And trust me, it's not going to work." He said sweetly. He started to move closer. "Have you slept with anyone after he ended it?"

I didn't know what he was doing here, but I wasn't in the mood for sex.

"I mean," He began, "if it's over, you don't have to worry about cheating anymore." I guess he was right about that, but I still love Mark and would do anything to get him back. But still, Owen was being very persuasive right now.

"Come to the on-call room with me." He said. "I can help you." He reached down and grabbed my dick through my scrubs. I opened my mouth to moan and he attacked my lips with his own. "Come on." He whispered. I hesitated at first, but followed him. Apparently I was in the mood for sex.

We walked into the on-call room and he immediately began undressing me. He took all of my clothes off first and then his. His dick was big, bigger than me but not Mark, Alex, or Jackson. I was at the urinals once and Jackson was right next to me. I caught him peeking at my cock, but he didn't see me look at his. After I finished taking my piss, I immediately went to an on-call room to relieve myself. After I came, I walked back to the bathroom and peeked in. I saw Richard jacking off in the urinal. I walked away, but saw Jackson, smirking as he filled out some paperwork. I didn't think much of it, until now. Maybe he and Jackson had done something in that bathroom.

And that was all while I was dating Mark, too. I guess I had the smallest dick out of them, which was kind of degrading.

"I am gonna make you feel so good, baby." Owen whispered in my ear. He started my kissing every inch of my body except for my ass and my cock. He paid a lot of attention to my chest. He licked all around my abs, then my nipples, making them hard. He made sure to cover all the hair on my chest with his saliva. He then moved to my armpits. He licked them and inhaled their scent. I had been walking around a lot today, so I was pretty sweaty, but he seemed to like it because he took a while to move on from them. He licked and kissed every part of my body. My legs, my feet, my chest, my back, my neck, my arms, my hands, my face. Everything. Except my dick and ass.

After he finished kissing my body, he then moved to my ass. He licked and kissing every spot on my ass cheeks and then spread them. His tongue darted into my hole, tasting it. "You taste, delicious." He said and then placed his tongue back in my hole. I bent down and put my arms on the bed, giving him better access. His tongue continuously penetrated my hole for a while. I guess my ass just tasted really good. Alex and Mark could barely tear themselves away from it. And now Owen.

When he pulled himself away from my ass he said, "Lie down, so I can make you feel amazing." I did as he wanted and he then positioned himself back near my ass. Only this time, it wasn't his tongue that was entering me. One of his fingers entered my hole, going deep inside it. He pulled it out slowly then reentered me at the same pace. He repeated this motion until he felt I was ready for a second finger.

I moaned as his middle finger joined his index finger inside my hole. He scissored me, preparing me for his dick. He then pulled out both fingers and put them in his mouth, getting them really wet. He inserted them back into my hole, adding a third this time. "Owen." I moaned as he stretched me even more. After he finished stretching me he placed his dick at my entrance. I immediately put my legs on his shoulders.

He leaned down, kissed me passionately, and whispered, "Are you ready?"

I nodded my head. He kissed me again and then thrust into my all the way. I moaned very loudly. He leaned down again and kissed me. He pulled out and then began his quick thrusts in and out of me.

Owen was really good at this. He was very passionate, which I liked a lot, and he was so sexy. Everything about him was appealing. His hair, his face, his muscular arms and chest, his abs, his dick, and especially his eyes. They're such an amazing shade of blue, they basically draw you in so he can fuck you.

He increased his speed as he placed his hands on the sides of my face. He leaned down once again, and pressed his lips to mine. His tongue danced with mine as they explored each other. Wow, he is really good at this.

I started to break a sweat as his thrusts continuously increased in speed. I could tell he was getting close by the way he was moaning and saying my name.

"Oh, Derek!" He yelled. He bent down and slammed his lips into mine as he slammed his cock into my hole. I could feel his massive load of cum shoot into me and fill me up. His dick jerked inside me as it finished spraying its seed. He pulled out of me a few moments later. Cum, leaking out of my ass.

I thought he had completely forgotten about my dick, until his lips surrounded the tip. His hands were place at the base and under my balls.

"Shit." I whispered as he went farther down on my cock. His tongue didn't stop moving. It went around my dick many times, soaking it in his warm saliva.

He picked up the pace of his sucking and continued to go farther down on my dick. His nose was now meeting my pubic hair, which he inhaled every time he reached it.

I put my hands on the back of his head and my fingers instantly began to get tangled in his soft hair.

"Owen." I said breathlessly as I felt my orgasm coming on.

I released my load into his mouth. He swallowed it all instantly and effortlessly, letting none escape. He licked the cum that leaked out of my cock and then crawled next to me. He attached his lips to mine, letting me taste myself in his mouth.

After we caught our breath, he pulled my tightly to his chest and wrapped his arms around me. His soft dick was pressing into my ass as we lie there and spooned. But I wanted to see his face so he could kiss me more. I flipped onto my other side and he pulled me close again. He got the message and connect our lips again. Our legs tangled together and our soft dicks touched. This was heaven.

We lied there for a while, so into each other, before I got up to go. Even thought this was one of the best fucks I've ever had, I realized that I needed Mark. I needed him back. And I needed him quickly. I couldn't take being apart from him any longer.

I got dressed and gave him one more kiss. "Thank you." I said.

"No problem, baby." He replied. I liked that. Baby. But I would like it coming from Mark more.

I smiled at him and then exited the on-call room. Now it was time to find Mark. I checked the OR board, no surgeries. So I got in my car and drove to his apartment. I knocked on the door only to find it wasn't Mark who answered it.

I was in shock as Jackson answered Mark's door, completely naked.

So I kind of have like a fourth of chapter 7 written so I don't know when that will be up. I probably won't write the other chapters for a bit