When Effie Haymitch and I get into the living quarters an Avox walks in and hands us a note the note says

"Meet President Snow at his office at 8:00 peacekeepers will be here to escort you there"

I hand the note to Haymitch he looks worried when he reads it. Haymitch looks down and says "choose your words very carefully." I start to ask him what does he mean but he tells me to

"SHHHHH"he writes something on the paper

"The rooms are bugged can't talk about it, but whatever you do don't underestimate Snow."

Time ticks by then finally 8:00 comes the peacekeepers barge in and escort me to Snow.

I almost gag at the scent when we get close to his office it reaks of blood and rose. President Snow

greets me with a kiss on my knuckle suppress a cringe. He looks at the peacekeepers and they leave.

"I would like to make a deal Katniss,"

wow straight forward much ?

"I wont slaughter you family if you do all the things I say ok?" I just stare in shock

"Maybe we could put Prims name in the bowl a couple hundred times." President Snow threatens "It could be victor siblings kind of like Cashmere and Gloss"

I say in a low voice "What do I have to do?" " Become the next Finnick Odair" he replies. "Yes...yes I agree" I say reluctantly.

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Cinna is helping me into a dress that he made for me he's never designed a dress like this one before its tight from the bust to the hips and flares out almost like I'm smoking. He then puts makeup on methat makes me look twice my age and skanky

" Cinna I know I've never said this but I hate it." Cinna looks at me and says "I know but remember all of this is for your family it will be over... I promise." he says with so much sincerity.

He kisses my forehead and looks me in the eyes with sympathy...and love no it cant be but somewhere deep down I hope that it may be though.

He tells me to be strong and then I go off on my 'date'

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It was horrible I saved my virginity for someone I loved but I lost it to one of the people I hate the most Caesar Flickerman

I was so disgusted with myself that I stayed in the shower and scrubbed for 3 hours.

I get out of the shower and avoid looking at the mirror afraid of what I might see. I try to go to sleep

but I have no success with that "Great." I grumble to myself.I get out of bed and go to the only person I

can thing of who is willing to listen to me. Cinna.

I knock on his door and when he opens it all signs of him sleeping were gone and he looked happy to see me.

"Katniss" he says.

"I can't sleep so I'm here to bug you." I joke he tells me to come in and I go sit on his bed.

I tell him all the stuff that's happened and how I feel mutilated. He comforts me while I cry and for once I actually feel loved and wanted.

Peeta and I were different kind of like a brotherly sisterly love it felt like we had to tolerate each other...

I could be real around Cinna.

I finally started to fall asleep when I heard Cinna say "I love you" or maybe thats a dream...

The person who reviewed said it needed more Cinna. I didn't want to bring him in immediately so I put him in the second chapter I hope you guys like it =] don't forget to fav and review 3