Day five

In the castle

This can't be happening. This is not real. How could I? I'm the most horrible person in the world. I'm so stupid.

"Namine please open the door. I want to talk to you."

"Go away Sora. I don't want to see you right now." Tears started to fall down from my cheek. Why did I do it? What was I thinking?

"Namine listen to me please. I know that what we did was wrong but it was just one little kiss. Nobody have to know about it we can pretend that it never happened. But there is something that I can't pretend even if I want to and those are my feelings for you. Namine I love you. I really do I'm not lying. I understand if you don't feel the same way about me but it's true I love you."

I whipped the tears from my eyes and opened the door. There he was. He looked at me with those beautiful ocean blue eyes, he was smiling a little and his hear well it was a mess like always. And all those things made him absolutely perfect. Only problem was that he wasn't mine. He was never going to be mine. When Kairi returns they will get married, and there's nothing I can do about it. No matter how much I love him. He will never be mine.

He placed his hand on my cheek and whipped some tears away. "Namine I love you. I know it's wrong and I shouldn't love you but I can't help it. You are the most beautiful, kind and loving girl that I have ever met."

"But what about Kairi?" I asked and looked his eyes.

"I don't know what we are going to do when she returns but right now I want to be with you and only you" he smiled and pull me into a hug.

"I want to be yours and only yours" I murmured in to his chest.

"I love you" he whispered.

"I love you too" I said and hugged him tighter.

"Morning honey."

I opened my eye and saw Roxas. I smiled and sat up. I still didn't remember that I was sleeping in a hammock so I fell down. Luckily Roxas was fast enough to catch me.

"You just can't stay away from me" he grinned.

"Nope" I smiled and kissed him.

"No sex or the boss will be furious" Axel yelled behind the door.

"Come let's go get some breakfast" he said and carried me out of the room.

"Did you get married already?" Axel laughed. Roxas was carrying me with bride stile. I blushed and hid my face on his shoulder.

"You can put me down now" I said.

"No. You will be in my arms this whole day" he grinned and head towards the dining room.

"Roxas this is ridiculous put me down" I demanded. He just shook his head and smiled happily.

"Good morning everybody" Roxas said when we came to the dining room. Everybody turn to look at us then they grinned.

"I want to be the godfather for your first child" Ventus laughed.

"Wait I want to be the godfather" Axel said.

"I'm Roxas's brother so I will be the godfather" Ventus said and stood up. He was much shorter than Axel but I guess it didn't bother him.

"But I'm Roxas's best friend so it's have to be me" Axel said and pocked Ventus.

"Boys there isn't going to be any baby!" I yelled.

"Yet" the said in unison and smirked then they sat down to eat their breakfast like nothing happen. I sighed and shook my head.

"So you don't want to have a baby?" Roxas asked.

I slapped his arm. "Not funny" I murmured.

"What I'm just been curious" he grinned.

"You know well enough that I won't ever happen. Even if we would like to" I sighed and tears came my eyes. I didn't want to think that I couldn't be with him forever.

"Kairi don't think about it know. We have many days to spend together so let's just have fun okay" he smiled and pulled me closer. I didn't know if it was possible though I mean I was in his arms already.

"You're right" I smiled. He nodded and we sat down to eat. I was sitting in his lap since he didn't let me go.

"Good morning everybody" Sephiroth said entering the room.

"Morning" we shouted in unison.

"Today is time for another landing as you probably know" he said.

"I didn't know" I whispered to Roxas.

"We are landing in Agrabah" Roxas said.

"I haven't ever heard of it."

"It's a very hot place and there is sand everywhere luckily there is a little harbor se we can go there."

"Sounds nice" I smiled.

"Roxas if you could stop flirting with Kairi and concentrate what I'm talking about" Sephiroth said little annoyed.

"Yes sir yes" Roxas said with his face all red. I giggled in his arms. He looked at and grinned.

"So where was I" Sephiroth said tapping his chin. "Know I remember. You'll go in three groups to buy or steal the stuffs we'll need because we aren't going to land for a long time after this. Don't ask why I won't tell you. Okay the group one Roxas, Riku, Terra and Zack. Group two Demyx, Axel, Luxord and Ventus. Group three Marluxia, Hayner, Leon and Xigbar. And Kairi I assume that you go with Roxas since he seem to hold you pretty tightly" Sephiroth smirked and looked at us.

"Great now I don't have to let you go" Roxas smiled happily.

"You can't carry me whole day honey you will get exhausted."

"Wanna make a bet" he smirked.

"I want to" Axel said.

"Me too" Ventus yelled.

"I think we all do" Hayner laughed and looked the boys who were grinning.

"I don't" Marluxia said.

"Come on Marlie honey sure you do" Ventus said and looked him with supplicant eyes.

"Okay but just this one's" Marluxia said and smiled to Ventus. Wonder if Marluxia has a crush on Ventus?

"Okay then let's make this bet fast and then we will go" Sephiroth said.

"You will be in this too?" Roxas asked surprised.

"Of course I will. I want to know how strong you are. Not that Kairi would be fat or anything" he laughed.

"Gees thanks boss" I laughed.

"Okay so everybody put ten money in it okay?" Axel said.

"I guess that's all you have" Ventus smirked.

"Well I'm not as stingy as you are" Axel said and put the money on the table. So did everyone else.

"Good so who bet's that Roxas can carry Kairi all day?" Sephiroth asked.

Marluxia was the only one who raised his hand.

"What? You don't believe in me? Not even you Axel?" Roxas whined.

"Sorry buddy I really don't think you can do that" Axel said and tapped his back. Roxas sighed.

"Okay then it's Marluxia vs. everybody else. I guess we have to share the prize" Sephiroth said and took the money. "I will take care of these" he continued and grinned.

"Okay here I give each group a list what you will get. Now go" he said and gave the lists.

"I can't believe that Marluxia was the only one who believed that I could carry you all day" Roxas said in disappointed voice.

"I believe in you honey" I said and kissed his cheek. His face turn lightly red put a big smile grew on his face.

"Okay team one let's go" Terra said acting like a leader. Not that anybody mind though.

"So what do we have to get?" Riku asked.

"Hmm let's see" Leon said looking closer to the list. Then he laughed. "We got very simple thing. Food, blankets and movies."

"Movies?" I asked little surprised.

"Yeah it will get boring sometimes on the sea so we like to watch movies. Not any chick flicks though well expect Marluxia who always cries in those. I really don't see how you can cry watching a movie" Zack said. I nodded and taped my chin. I will put them to watch a very sad chick flick, so sad that everyone will cry.

"Let's start with the blankets" Leon said. I looked around me. There was a lot of sand like Roxas had said. There were also a lot of little booths and there were lots of people. It was very bright place and it was very hot. I was starting to doubt that Roxas could carry me in this heat.

"The blankets should be over here" Leon said.

"You have been in here before?" I asked.

"Yeah many times. This is one of the standard place we always land" Roxas said.

"Don't you ever go and see new worlds?"

"Of course we do when we have time" Roxas smiled and lift me up so I wouldn't fall.

"You really don't have to carry me" I whispered so the others wouldn't hear.

"Yes I do and not for the bet only but because I you to be close to me as possible so I can take care of you" he said and kissed my forehead.

"Are we going to buy the blankets?" Zack asked.

"I thought that it would be best if we steal these and the movies and then we pay for the food and maybe steal more food" Leon laughed.

"Fine by me" Riku said. We walked towards for a while and then Leon stopped near to a one booth which I assumed to sell blankets.

"Okay so Roxas and Kairi will disturb the seller while we steal the blankets" Leon said and looked at us. We all nodded and Roxas started to walk towards the booth.

"How are we going to disturb her?" I whispered.

"Don't worry I have a plan just play along" he grinned. I had a strange feeling that his plan wasn't going to be something that I would like.

"Hi" the seller greeted us.

"Hi how much these blankets cost?" Roxas asked.

"About twenty money or more depends on the size. Are you two a couple?" she asked and smiled.

"Yea we are in engaged and we are having our first child" Roxas smiled happily. I stared at him with blank face. Did I heard right? Did he just say that we were having a baby? The engaged thing was still understandable but the child? No way

"How adorable" the seller said and smiled happily.

"So how much the biggest blanket cost? We want to have our baby the most biggest and beautiful blanket" Roxas said.

"Yes that would be very nice" I said in with very sweet voice. Roxas looked at me and smiled proudly. Even though I didn't like the whole baby thing and I thought it was wrong to steal I think that right now it would be best for everybody if I help.

"The biggest must be this" she said and took a blanket which was very dark blue with white stars in it. It was absolutely beautiful.

"So how much is that?" Roxas asked.

"It's sixty money" the seller said. Roxas sighed sadly and looked at me. I sighed sadly as well and looked as sad as I possibly can.

"Is there something wrong?" the seller asked little worried.

"No, no nothing at all. I just guess we can't buy that because we don't have much money because our parents didn't accept our engagement so they kicked us out and they didn't give us any money. So now I'm working and my wife is home because she can't go to the work and my salary is very small. Well thank you anyway" Roxas said and started to walk away. He had sound so heartbreaking sad that I almost cried.

"Wait" the seller said and run after us. "I want to give you this for free" she said and held the blanket.

"No we can't accept that. It wouldn't be right" Roxas said.

"No I want to help you. Please take this" she said and put the blanket in my arms.

"Are you sure about this?" Roxas asked.

"I'm positive" she smiled.

"Thank you so much" Roxas said and gave her a heartwarming smile.

"My pleasure" the seller said and went back to her booth.

"I didn't know you could act so well" I said.

"Well there is still lot that you don't know about me. But I'm sure you will find out" he shrugged as we walked to our team.

"Good job" Leon said. I saw they had taken as many blankets as they could possible carry. I started to feel bad for the seller. She had been so kind to us and we had just fooled her.

"Don't feel bad Kairi. I'm sure she didn't even notice" Roxas said.

"How did you know what I was thinking?"

"I can see it in your face. You looked so sad."

"Oh."

"Now for the movies" Zack said and run towards the film booths.

"Don't take too many war movies" Riku yelled after him.

"He likes war movies?" I asked.

"Yep his favourite" Roxas said.

The movie collection was huge. There was all kind of movies. Chick flicks, action, comedy, horror, war fantasy and lot more.

"Pick whatever you want just don't get caught" Leon said and disappeared somewhere.

"So what do you want?" Roxas asked.

"Few chick flicks, comedy, horror and fantasy" I said. Roxas nodded and then he took every movie I pointed. I was surprised that nobody didn't see that we weren't paying. I guess it had something to do with that there were so much people.

"Do you want anything else?" Roxas asked. I had already picked fifteen movies.

"No, don't you want something?"

"I'll just watch these with you" he smiled and went to sit on the bench.

"I think they will be ready soon" Roxas said. I sat in his lap my arms around his neck.

"But now we have little time just two of us" I smiled.

"And with all these shoppers here" Roxas laughed.

"But you know what I mean."

He nodded and kissed me sweetly. I smiled and kissed him back. I could just sit there and kiss him all day.

"It's time for the food" Leon said.

We turn to look at him. Zack and Riku were also there grinning to us.

"R-right" Roxas said and stood up so fast that I almost fell down. But only almost because Roxas got me before I fell.

"That was close" Riku said. Roxas only laughed and we went to get the food. I was very happy that we bought almost every food. Of course they took something without paying but most of the time we paid.

"I think we are ready now" Leon said. We all nodded and headed back to the ship.

"I wonder if others are ready" I said.

"Well we got pretty easy ones so I think they will be spending more time here than we" Roxas said. I nodded and we went in to the ship.

"What you wanna do know?" Roxas asked.

"Let's play a game" I said happily.

"Okay what kind of game?" he asked and sat down on a couch. I was in his lap since he still couldn't let me go.

"Ten questions" I said.

"Fine I go first" he said. "What is your favourite color?"

"Easy it's purple. Why did you join this crew?"

"I had little difficulties with my family and my life. So this was the way out of all of it" he said sadly. I nodded. I guess he didn't want to tell me the details but I hope he will someday.

"Have you had any other boyfriend except me?"

"No" I said little embarrassed.

"What you must be kidding. How such a beautiful girl like you hasn't had a boyfriend?" he asked with surprise.

"My parents didn't allow having any boyfriends" I said.

"How harsh" he said.

"Well I had everyday lesion and everything else so I really didn't have any time for boyfriends."

"Okay. Your turn."

"Have you had any other girlfriends expect me?" I asked and grinned.

"Well couple but nothing serious."

"The number please."

"Fine. Three besides you but nothing serious. You are the first girl I have ever loved and you will be the only girl I will ever love" he said and kissed me. I kissed him back and then pull myself away.

"You are the first boy that I have been in love with and you will be the only boy I will ever love" I said. There was a little sadness in my voice. I couldn't stop thinking about it how I would have to go home and say goodbye to Roxas.

"Kairi promise me you won't think about going home okay" he said and stroke my cheek.

"I promise I try" I said and smiled a little.

"That's better" Roxas smiled and kissed my forehead.

"Hey you two lovebirds it's time for dinner" Axel said entering the room.

"Already what's the time" Roxas asked.

"It's eight."

"The time has gone so fast" I said sadly. Roxas looked at me and smiled. "Remember what you just promised." I looked at him and nodded.

"Good now let's go" he said and lift me up. We walked in to the dining room. Everybody else where there already. I guess we were the ones to always come late.

"You did good job today" Sephiroth said and stood up. Then he looked at me and Roxas. "I guess that Marluxia was the one who win the bet or did someone saw Roxas letting Kairi down?" he asked. Everybody shook their heads in disappointment.

"Then Marluxia you are the winner" he said and throw him the bag where the moneys were. Marluxia caught it and smiled happily. "Now let's eat" he said and sat down.

"I know you could do it" I said sitting in Roxas lap.

"Of course I could do it. But I have a question for you" he said and looked at me. "Can I sleep with you tonight? And when I say sleep I also mean that we sleep" he smiled.

"I would love that" I smiled and kissed him on the cheek.

"No sex in the table" Alex yelled and everybody started to laugh including us.