Was it all a dream

"What are we going to do?"

"I don't know let's just wait that she wakes up."

"I think you are right."

Was that Namine? But how could it be? I opened up my eyes. I didn't see a sky or sun as I had thought instead of that I saw and brown wooden ceiling.

"Namine?" I whispered.

"Kairi" she yelled and threw herself on me.

"I was so worried about you" she cried.

"I was perfectly safe the whole time but why am I here?"

"One of dad soldiers were at vacation in the Destiny Island and he saw you there so he called to dad and we came here as soon as possible" Namine said.

"What about Roxas where is he?"

"Do you mean the boy who was with you at the beach?"

I nodded.

"We just left him there because dad didn't want that the pirates were coming after us" Namine said.

"Oh okay" I said quiet.

"Are you alright?" Namine asked.

"Yeah I'm fine" I said and forced a smile on my face.

"Do you still remember me?" Sora asked and smiled a little.

"How could I forget my fiancé" I said and smiled back at him. How much he reminded of Roxas.

"Kairi about that" Namine said.

"Yes."

"I- I'm in love with him" she said quietly.

"We are in love" Sora said quickly. "I'm in love with her" he said.

"That's great" I yelled.

They looked at me like I was out of my mind.

"What"? Namine asked.

"I mean I'm happy for you" I said.

"So you aren't mad or anything?" Sora asked.

"No not at all" I smiled.

"Well I have to say I'm surprised but also happy that you took the news so well" Namine said.

"You are my little sister why wouldn't I be happy for you?" I said.

Namine looked at me and then turn to Sora. "Could you go outside for a minute?"

Sora nodded and gave her a quick kiss on the cheek. Namine blushed and looked at me.

"Okay what's going on?" she asked.

"What do you mean?"

"Kairi I know somethings wrong you can tell me" Namine said and took my hand.

I sighed. "I'm in love" I said.

"With who?"

"Roxas the boy who was with me at the beach" I said and tears were coming in to my eyes.

"It's going to okay" Namine said and hugged me.

"Am I ever going to see him again?" I cried.

"Of course you will I'm sure he will find his way to you" Namine said.

"I love him so much I want to be with him."

"I know."

Sora opened the door. "You're parents are coming" he said.

"Thanks" I said and whipped my tears.

"Are you ready? I can tel them that you are still little tired" Namine said.

"Thanks I'm fine" I said. Namine nodded but grabbed my hand and squeezed it.

"Kairi" my mother yelled and gave me a big hug.

"Hi mom" I said.

"I'm so glad you're safe" my dad said and hugged me too.

"I'm perfectly fine" I smiled.

"We were so worried about you" mom said.

"For no reason they took very good care of me" I said.

"But you are home now and that's all that matters" mom said.

"Tell me when you're ready so we can start planning the weddings" dad said.

"Wedding?" I asked and looked at Namine. She looked down but I notice that she was crying.

"Yes you and Sora are getting married remember?" dad said.

"Right of course" I said.

"How are you feeling are you tired or hungry?" mom asked.

"I'm a little tired."

"Well we can go if you want to" mom said.

"Can Namine stay?"

"Of course dear tell us if you need anything" dad said.

"They don't know about you two?" I asked when my parents had left.

"We couldn't tell them because they were so worried about you."

"But I can't marry him! You love him we have to tell mom and dad" I said.

"I know but how?" Namine asked.

"We just tell them that's it" I said.

"I guess you are right."

"I'm always right" I smiled.

"Right" Namine giggled.

"Tell me about you two" I said.

"Well we really didn't mean to fall in love but it just happened. We were spending time together and I felt attracted to him but I thought that he didn't feel the same way about me but then one day he told me that he loved me and I was so happy even though I knew it was wrong I just couldn't think anything else that he actually liked me back" Namine smiled happily.

"You two look so cute together" I smiled.

"Okay you're turn tell me about Roxas."

"Well he was very kind towards me all the time and he was so funny and charming and I felt so save with him and I could tell him everything and it felt so right to be with him. He has a twin brother Ventus and his best friend is Axel" I smiled.

"You really are in love with him I can see it in your eyes" Namine said.

"I love him more than anything" I said sadly.

"Don't worry we will get the man we want" Namine said and hugged me.

"I sure hope so" I said.

"I think you should get some rest now" Namine said.

I nodded and lay down.

"I'll wake you up when we're home" Namine said and left.

I looked at the ceiling. I wonder where Roxas is now. Is he thinking about me too? Is he coming to get me back? I closed my eyes and saw his face on my mind. While the tears were falling down on my face I finally fell asleep.

"Kairi wake up we have to choose the wedding cake for your wedding" Namine said.

"I don't want to and I know you don't either" I murmured.

"I know" Namine sighed sadly.

It had been a month since I came back home. I hadn't heared anything about Roxas or other members of Organization. I have thought was it all just my imagination. What if there never was anything between me and Roxas? Or maybe I was just another girl in his list.

We had told about Namine and Sora to my parents but they said that there was nothing they could do. It was an old rule of our kingdom and they couldn't change it. Namine had cried for days and she didn't eat or drink anything she didn't even want to speak anyone. When she finally came out of her room she didn't want to see Sora ever again. She said it would be even more painful to see him everyday and knowing they could never really be together.

"We should really get going" Namine said.

"Fine wait me outside I'll just dress up."

Namine nodded and left.

I looked myself at the mirror. I looked terrible. I cried myself to sleep every night thinking about him but I had finally excepted the fact I was never going to see him again. I sighed and got some close at my closet and went out.

"Ready?" Namine asked. I nodded and we stepped in to the limo.

"So what kind of cake you want?" Namine asked.

"Chocolate of course" I smiled.

Namine nodded and smiled. I looked outside the window. I wasn't feeling very well.

"Can you please stop the car" I yelled. When the driver stopped the car I dashed out and threw up on the road.

"Are you alright?" Namine asked and stepped out of the car.

"Yeah I'm fine."

"You have done that a lot lately" Namine said.

"Doing what?"

"Well puking."

"I'm just stressed that's all" I said.

"Kairi did you do it with Roxas?"

"No" I said.

"Kairi you can tell me I won't tell anyone" Namine said.

"We did it at the beach" I said quietly.

"But you had clothes on when we found you."

"We put them back on so we wouldn't get chilly" I said and tears were falling down my face.

"It's okay" Namine said and hugged me.

"No it's not" I cried.

"It's going to be fine I promise" Namine said.

"What am I going to do?" I asked.

"We can tell mom and dad that it's Sora's baby. I know they will still be mad about it but I think it's better than the truth."

"You're probably right" I said.

"Now let's get that cake" Namine smiled.

I nodded and we went back to the car. Mom. I was becoming a mom and the dad was a pirate. A freaking pirate who I haven't heard of in four weeks and I was getting married to a man who I didn't love but my sister did. Being princess really wasn't so charming that people might think. Actually I hate it. I would do anything that I wouldn't have to be a princess. Just to be a normal girl without any obligations. Just to be myself and do whatever I want but then life would be too easy and life can't be easy right?

A/N: Okay here it is finally. A new chapter. I know it's really been a long time since I last updated and I'm really sorry but I just didn't knew how to continue this story and well this is what I finally came up so tell me what you think :)