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To LOVEru Kira

Chapter III

That night, Rukia made sure Ichigo was okay before taking her leave, her night forgotten and not wanting to disturb him in his emotional state. After he was alone it all hit him like a bipolar storm. His emotions jumbled and erratic; love or hate him? Call the police or hope for a second encounter? Be scared or be filled with excitement? It was all just too much to handle, even for someone such as him.

Hours later he was asleep, dried tears crusted his cheeks and made them feel stiff. He didn't care. He didn't care if his and that man's seed still stuck on his body and hadn't showered. Didn't care if he ignored Rukia when she said her quiet goodbyes and left. Didn't care that he was shivering because he didn't have the strength to put on clothes and snuggle under the covers in perfect comfort.

No. He had been defiled and he had enjoyed it. He was defiled and even then... he didn't care.

That man had opened him, opened his eyes in such a vile way that he wasn't sure he should even bother to feel excited. Because honestly...

He was ecstatic.

-...-

Sleep didn't last long, his work called out to him at 2 am.

Sluggish in his movements caused by emotional and physical exhaustion he dragged himself out of the bed. Rubbing the sleep out of his eyes he headed over to the bathroom, deciding it was finally time to shower.

Stepping into the shower after undressing he worried his bottom lip between his teeth, what Grimmjow left was all being washed away. He personally kinda liked the thought of the bluenette's essence on him and filling him. But he couldn't leave it there, of course. That would be disgusting.

Once out of the shower he dried off with his favorite blue towel.

Blue...

Damn! He couldn't get that blue fucker out of his mind! His favorite color was blue for the love of God!

This was not going to be easy.

He dressed in tight yet comfortable and stretchy pitch black clothing, the shirt long-sleeved to conceal his skin. His black military boots were fit for climbing and, thank god, they were silent. He placed a black beanie on his head, tucking his orange hair underneath and making sure none would be seen. Lastly were his black gloves and his belt that held all his equipment he would need for his job.

He left the room without looking back and headed out of the house, making sure to lock his front door on the way out.

The night was chilly and silent, all except for the sound of the wind whistling through the branches on the trees and the leaves brushing against one another. As always it held some amount of mystery and silent danger that lurked in the darkness.

Tonight though... Tonight the darkness and danger seemed to be more prominent. It was almost as if he was being watched, yet he knew that wasn't the case. It was just paranoia.

The walk to the park was nervewrecking, his body tense and rigid. He jumped at the smallest sounds around him, eyes constantly scanning the area around him and even turning fully around to walk backwards and watch. He knew no one was there, and yet his feelings corrupted him. How irritating.

Shaking himself off he took a deep breath when the park came into view, knowing he wouldn't be alone for the short moment he was there.

Ulquiorra was standing by a large tree, hands in the pockets of his black hoodie. Emerald eyes watched intently as he approached.

"You are doing exceptionally well, Kurosaki Ichigo." The man commented before removing his right hand from his pocket to hand him a small slip of paper; his next assignment. Ichigo reached out to grab it and glanced around once more. Ulquiorra seemed to notice something off about the way he looked.

"You seem more on edge than usual, Kurosaki."

"It's nothing, really. Just a hard night is all. Uh, thanks. See ya." Not wanting to continue the conversation he turned on his heel and left, leaving the other to wonder as he headed towards his destination for the night.

-...-

'I know you're enjoying this, Ichi. I wanna hear those beautiful moans from your lips." Grimmjow kissed his lips and smirked at the one beneath him.

"Oh, God. G-Grimmj-jow! Ahh-ahnnn..." He panted and released a long sexy moan that had the man above him shivering with delight.

"Yeah, that's it, Ichi-babe. You like my dick in you, don't you?" He thrust faster, enjoying the sounds the orangette made.

"M-more, please!" Ichigo begged. This man was driving him insane with pleasure, his body heating, flinching as the man touched all the right spots on his body.

"I bet ya like a little pain, eh?" Grimmjow impaled him with his cock and bit down hard on his shoulder, a harsh scream erupting from Ichigo's lips.

Ichigo shot up in his bed, panting and sweaty with his hair and sheets in disarray.

'Damn...' He thought, 'What was that all about?'

He shook his head clear and put his head in his hands with a loud huff. This could not continue. It was only the second night away from the man and he was already having... inappropriate dreams. But if this continued on for much longer it could potentially interfere with his nightly work. He couldn't afford to let that happen, though the only thing that came to mind was sleeping pills to keep the dreams at bay.

With another huff he threw the sheets the rest of the way off his body and stood up from the bed, his feet hitting the soft carpet lightly. He had rid himself of his exhaustion by falling asleep at an early six o'clock. After his mission he had spent the rest of that morning and most of the day lounging, refusing to leave the house for any reason.

He worked only every other night and having that man break in unexpectedly on one of those nights left him nearly dead. Three hours was all the sleep he had gotten between that event and work. But today, fully rested, he was planning to meet up with his friends at their usual spot at the park.

Rukia, of course, was one. The other two he's known since middle school, they were more or less a couple of idiots to put it nicely. But they sure did know how to make him laugh when he needed it.

He shuffled his feet over towards the bathroom to relieve himself and shower. A smile spread across his face as he remembered exactly how he had met the two.

In middle school Rukia was constantly by his side, even going as far as to switch classes to be in the same one with him. She was his only real friend then, always kind towards him and smiling. When his mother died she was there, when he was picked on she was there to stand up for him.

It was mid-day when it happened, the two were chatting while on their way to lunch. A loud explosion sounded from the science lab behind them and they turned, Ichigo's eyes widening when a redhead and an albino came running down the hall in their direction. Both were laughing hysterically and ran faster when a teacher screamed their names in anger.

"Help us! Wahhh! The big bad monster is gonna get us!" The albino yelled in mock fear while the other almost tripped in his hysteria.

"Lets get him!" The redhead suddenly pointed towards Ichigo, whose eyes widened even further.

"Ichigo, I think you should run." Rukia said and took his books.

"But-"

"Go!"

Ichigo turned on his heel and ran, the two behind him high-fived and chased after him. He yelled over his shoulder as he pushed past students in the hall, "What the hell do you guys want?"

"C'mon, berry! We're new here and wanna have some fun!" The albino yelled back with a grin.

"So you chase people?"

"Hell yeah!"

"You're crazy!"

The teacher screamed at them from behind and ran after them. The two maniacs muttered curses and caught up to Ichigo who gave them both incredulous looks. Pineapple spoke, "Looks like we gotta hide!"

"Wha-" He was cut off abruptly when they shoved him into an empty classroom and shut the door. They both slid to the floor with a relieved sigh and high-fived once more when they heard the teacher run past.

"What the hell do you think you guys are doing, and why the hell are you running?" Ichigo asked in his exasperation, his eyes still wide as he looked from one to the other. The albino answered, "Well, ya see, berry-"

"Ichigo. Kurosaki Ichigo." He corrected and rolled his eyes when the other continued.

"Ichi, we were just havin' fun!" He grinned maniacally, as did the other.

"Fun? It sounds like you destroyed the science lab!" His arms flew out and groaned at their response.

"That we did, Ichi. That we did."

"And chasing me? What the hell was that for? No, wait. Let me guess, it was my hair, wasn't it?"

"Damn straight, sexy!" They both answered in unison, the white-haired boy licking is lips. He shivered.

"I'm Renji Abarai, by the way." He put out his hand and Ichigo shook it quickly, repeating with the other when he introduced himself.

"An' I'm Hichigo Shirosaki, but you can just call me Shiro." He winked.

Right then the door burst open, causing the two to fly forward on their faces. A very pissed off looking sensei entered and dragged them out, not bothering to look at Ichigo who still sat stunned and very much with ruffled feathers.

After the shower he checked himself in the mirror before leaving the steamy bathroom, satisfied with his looks for the day. Bright red skinnies, a plain black tee, red wrist warmers and a pair of black DC's with white logos on each shoe.

When he stepped out the front door Rukia was already waiting there for him. He had called to let her know to come by earlier this morning. She had sounded quite surprised, thinking it would be a while before he would come out.

The walk to the park was silent until Ichigo spoke up, his words sounding rushed.

"IthinkImightlikeGrimmjow." Rukia's head snapped around to face him, her eyes wide in disbelief.

"Run that by me again, Ichigo?"

"I said... I think I might like Grimmjow." His voice was quieter this time around, almost as if he was regretting the decision to tell her. Why shouldn't he, though? She deserved to know something as simple as that. It wasn't that horrible... was it? He agreed he regretted it when she responded, her voice bordering on yelling.

"How could you like someone who broke into your house and raped you? Broke into your house, Ichigo, and raped you!"

"What I do isn't much different from what he does." He clenched his teeth. Did that make him a monster?

Rukia snapped, "You don't rape people!" She huffed and went ahead of him angrily, the park now right in front of them. Rukia approached the large tree they loitered around nearly every day, Renji and Shiro already there sitting across from each other. She took her seat next to Renji.

When he arrived they were looking from the irritated raven-haired girl towards him in confusion. Though when he plopped himself next to Shiro the albino's face changed from confused to giddy.

"Sup, Ichi! Nice of ya to join us today instead of sulking in the hellhole." Shiro grinned and threw an arm around Ichigo's shoulders. Renji however did not ignore the way the two seemed to be acting towards each other. Usually, Rukia and Ichigo were joined at the hip. It was very rare that they ever got into fights and arguements. This time though it was a bit different. An argument between them would more or less end with them both glaring heatesly at each other. But now his curiosity and confusion had him speculating, watching closely at how they were at the moment.

Rukia sat beside him with both a hurt and irritated vibe. Ichigo on the other hand appeared to be confused himself. He looked torn, Renji could tell, and he knew Shiro saw it as well seeing as how the orangette stared at anything but Rukia. Shiro spoke up, "So, yer both actin' weird off yer asses, what's up with ya?"

"Yeah, what the hell happened?" Renji cut in, "You both look like life is gonna come to an end tomorrow. What gives?"

The two of them froze; Rukia from picking at the grass and Ichigo from playing with Shiro's snow-white hair. Rukia glanced over to Ichigo and realized he wasn't going to speak up, his face burning red in shame. She sighed.

"I guess we can't hide this from you guys, Ichi-"

"Start from the beginning, the whole truth if you would, please. Make it easy for us idiots to understand."

"Ya mean you idiot, Pineapple." Shiro snickered as Renji shot him a glare.

"Anyway," he continued, "Go on, Rukia. Don't leave anything out."

"Anything." Shiro finished and yelped when Renji pulled off his shoe and threw it at his head.

"Are you guys done being assholes?" Rukia questioned and nodded in approval when their attention was focused on her, Ichigo's head hung with his bangs shielding his eyes. She suddenly bacame nervous as she searched for the right words to begin.

"Well... it honestly started when Ichigo and I went out for dinner the other night and I told him that I had a... premonition... that I was going to die."

"Woah, woah, woah, and when was this?" Renji's body was rigid now at this and he demanded an answer.

"About a week ago-"

"Is this why you guys were acting like this?"

"No! Just shut up and listen." All three of them made sure their lips were sealed, even Ichigo now listening if only just to remember the incident. His mood had completely changed drastically since this morning from calm to nervous and now he was interested. But why? He was the victim! He could only guess it was because Grimmjow would be mentioned. But then... that's where he gets confused, why exactly was he feeling this way towards a stranger who did him wrong?

"Now, as I was saying," she gave the two pointed looks, "After I told him about my premonition I gave him my last wish that I wanted to be fulfilled, and my wish was... I wanted him to make love to me."

"Awe, did our Ichi reject ya?"

A second shoe came flying at Shiro's face.

"Ouch, fuck!" He rubbed his face in pain, Renji grinning triumphantly.

"That's what you get for interrupting, you fucker."

"If you guys don't pay attention and keep interrupting me I swear I will kick your asses and you will never hear the rest of the story."

"But I was def-" Renji was cut off with a harsh death glare from Rukia before continuing, "This is where it gets weird. We were in bed, not doing anything yet, honestly! Then someone broke into the house and... raped Ichigo in front of me." She paused, finally waiting for the questions. Renji spoke up first, having wanted to ask the question from the start.

"Yeah, Ichigo should look scared but... he doen't seem scared or fearful, more like... confused. What's up with that?"

"Because he has feelings for him, for what reason I do not know."

"Did you not hear him, Rukia?" Ichigo finally broke into the conversation, his head raising to look into her eyes, the group glancing towards him in surprise. They waiting eagerly for what he had to say.

"Don't you remember? He said my name when we didn't even say it once. You guys... I have a feeling it wasn't accidental. I think he's known me for a while."

-...-

Duh duh duuuhhhhh, I don't really care much for this chapter although I did enjoy writing how Ichigo met Shiro and Renji XD I hope you liked it. I would have made it longer because the way I wrote my outline there was suppose to be more but I'm not going to be able to write this weekend and I didn't want to keep you guys waiting too long. Forgive me! Hopefully you'll like the next chapter, I know I had fun with the ideas.