"Oh my God" James mutters as he notices as well. "Oh my God, Sirius..." James drops his wand as he brings a hand up to cover his mouth in shock. "Oh Sirius, what happened." I can't tell which is more shocking, the fact that Sirius is being controlled by the imperious curse, Remus's face, or the fact that James is shocked beyond comprehension, and is on his knees.
"James I can fix this" I say before thinking, James looks up at me,
"You can?" Hope is in his eyes, and suddenly I feel horrible for saying anything.
"Yes James, give me 5 minutes and he'll be good as new" I say and inside I am beating myself with a large branch making sure to get the face, for being such an idiot, but I have to try now, "you two can wait outside while I work" They look at me skeptically but reluctantly leave the room,
"Okay so now I have 5 minutes to try to undo a freaking imperious curse," I mumble to myself, I see Sirius look at me a look of recognition in his eyes. Hmm I have an Idea, I if I can put a different charm on him that will hopefully help me find out who the hell did it, then we can find him and make him take it off, except I only have 5 minutes. I faintly remember learning in class one day about a complex, seriously sketchy counter-curse that may or may not release a person of the curse. Supposedly if preformed correctly it has been known to be able to release them for a short period of time at least enough to tell you who the culprit was, if they even remembered. Fuck now I only have 4 minutes. Well better try.

I dive towards my bookshelf and begin going through my countless books.
"Charms:No, Potions:No, Transfiguration for Dummies: James, NO NO NO NO!" agh I keep throwing books everywhere mumbling to myself, until finally I find the book I'm looking for "The Dark Arts and It's Various Curses and How to Counter". Kind of stupid but hey it does the trick when James does something stupid to Severus. I flip frantically looking for imperious, I come across the chapter titled "The Unforgivable Curses", That should do it. I still have two minutes. Okay I look over the spell and sigh I pick up the book and my wand and point the wand at him, I mutter the incantation over and over again willing it to work with every cell in my body.
Just as I was about to give up the door opens, and simultaneously Sirius shakes himself and blinks,
"Hey Ginger wassup?" Says Sirius looking at me like he hadn't missed a thing, like he hadn't violated me, like he hadn't just scared the crap out of his two best friends, and instead of acting cool I throw my arms around his neck and bury my face in his shoulder almost crying with relief.

He hesitates but eventually pats my back awkwardly.
"You okay Ginger?" I shake me head and hold him tighter, "Well um..." I realize that I have probably just scared the living bejesus out of him, but I frankly don't care though I step back anyway,
"Sorry" I mumble, he looks at me strangely
"For what?" But before I can answer James and Remus seem to have recovered and they ran past me and tackled Sirius to the ground.
"Who did it?" James asks loudly over Remus's "Holy Crap what happened!"
"What do you mean?" Sirius asked trying to push them off, after some lost mumbling I hear, "Oh yea it was that Slytheryn kid that has this huge crush on Ginger" before I can stop myself I pop up blood pounding in my ears. They all stand up and look at me,
"I know who it was/is" I say and rush out of the dorm, I run through the common room, and down the corridor, I can hear them behind me, but I really don't care. I have a serious problem to deal with. I run right into the library, right to the dark arts section and right too Severus Snape. I stand there for a moment glaring, and then I grab him by the ear and yank hard dragging him out of the Library. I step out of the library with Snape just as James, Sirius and Remus catch up. They halt and look on in shock as I drag him up to the 4th floor, and into an empty classroom.

I turn on him and start to yell,
"HOW DARE YOU! HOW DARE YOU, I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU SEVERUS!" Severus shrinks back slightly but looks on in slight amusement, "DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA WHAT YOU MADE HIM DO! DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA WHAT I'M GOING TO DO!" This catches his attention. He looks up,
"What Lily? What could you possibly do to hurt me? To have your revenge? You've hurt me enough by betraying me for that Potter boy and then better yet hanging out with a werewolf and a filthy blood traitor. How on earth could you hurt me more than turning your back on me and leaving me friendless? Tell me Lily how?" He didn't move, he didn't yell, he didn't even sound harsh it was simply an even tone, almost a whisper, but it told me what I needed to know. It told me he did it. It told me that he wasn't sorry. But also it told me that he was hurt. It told me that he'd changed. It even told me how much he had depended on me.
But I didn't care. he attacked one of my friends and that is not okay,
"Severus I am not in the right state of mind to even feel sorry for you. Besides you should have thought of all that before you called me a filthy you know what. But what you did was unforgivable, you cursed one of my friends and that is not okay, what so ever, you could be the lowest most unfortunate creature ever to live and I still wouldn't feel pity at this moment." I say this all calmly but in a forceful way, the way I speak when I'm trying to explain how stupid something was to James. At that moment the three boys walk in and freeze. I don't pay any attention,
"I am going to give you two options and two options only, option one I curse you right back and leave you here for someone to find and you tell no one, or option two I go and tell a teacher what happened and they'll investigate the problem themselves and you'll get in a whole lot more trouble. Your choice" Severus cocks his head to one side as if in thought.
"Very well, do what you will and I will not tell." I laugh
"Immobulus," I say and he goes still, "Any last words?"
"Remember this Lily, I may not regret cursing Sirius but I will forever regret hurting you" I roll my eyes and with a flick of my wand he raises in the air and hangs upside down. "Confundus" I say and with that I walk swiftly out of the room.


I reach my dormitory and plop onto my bed thoroughly vexed. How could he! That little snivelling slime ball. That horrible good for nothing! That poor excuse for a human being. I stop myself, he's not even that. He's a monster. All of that Dark Arts shit has turned him into a fucking monster. I throw my face into the pillow and scream. GODRIC! I hate him so much. Wait... when did I start hating him? Oh right. I scream again.

I hear a knock at my door and growl.
"We know you're in there ginger, come on let us in." I growl again and I hear a chuckle come from the door.
" Oh come on Lily-Pad" This time I growl louder so that they can hear. Sirius fights back another chuckle.
"Alright now you just sound like a pissed werewolf." I raise my head and howl.
"Thats it." I hear Sirius mutter something and my door clicks, and in walks the three boys.
"Go away" I say throwing my face back into my pillow.
"Can't do that Lily-Pad" Sirius says plopping onto my bed like he owns the place. I peek up at him still frustrated but slightly amused now, I think I like this game. He looks at me and raises his eyebrow. I immediately bury my face back into a pillow.
"I saw that." He says teasingly, I look up and stick my tongue out at him.
"Come at me." I say looking him up and down knowing I could take his ass.
"Now anyother day I would gladly take that offer but seeing as I may have acted strangely earlier I would prefer not to "come at you right now" He say seriously though I can see the hint of humor in his eyes. I roll my eyes.
"There she is" I hear James say from the other side of me. I nearly smile but quickly recover.
"Where'd I go?" I say sarcastically. I can almost hear James roll his eyes. Then suddenly I feel my self being lifted in the air.
"NO NO NO!" I scream before I can think, and suddenly I am being put down, well dropped is probably a better word for it but I land with an oomph.
"Sorry" I hear James say softly from behind me, Damn me.

I flip around so that I can see him and what I see just makes me sad,
"No I'm sorry I just you know reacted instinctively." He doesn't look at me. Agh will this stop? This day just keeps getting worse.
An idea forms in the back of my mind and I act on it without even thinking.
"Don't you two have some homework you could be doing or some girl you could be snogging?" I say looking pointedly looking at the both of them. Taking the hint the each find some way or another to excuse themselves. As Sirius leaves the room he sneaks a quick wink at me and I roll my eyes again. Same old Sirius, doesn't matter what happens he always jokes around. and then Im in the air again but this time I just go with it.

Next thing Im aware of is me straddling James on my bed.
"well hello there" I say looking down at him. He mumbles something under his breath before looking up at me a need in his eyes. I lean down and slowly press my lips to his.
"I know James." I say before deepening the kiss further. One of his hands comes up to cradle my head, roping his fingers into my hair as I continue to kiss him. His other hand coming to rest on the small of my back, pressing me too him. I can feel his bulge against my hip, so I roll my self into him causing him to moan loudly.
"Jesus Lils" smiling to myself I roll my hips again. He moans loudly and I quickly call a few silencing charms under my breath. James scoots slightly and then rolls us over so that now he is the one straddling me and grinning like a child on the holidays. I grin up at him and roll my hips upwards. He sucks in a breath and presses back.
"Lils I need..." I stop him with a kiss pressing my body up to his trying to get as close as possible. When I finally break away I look at him knowingly. He smiles gratefully. He leans down and begins kissing me once more, slowing sending a hand up my blouse, beginning to fondle my breast. My nipples harden and he smiles against my lips. I rope my fingers through his tousled hair as my other hand trails down his chest to his waist band. I begin at the bottom and slowly begin to unbutton his shirt. I finally undo the last one and eagerly splay my fingers on his bare chest causing him to shiver. My other hand follows lead and traces the muscular planes of his chest and abs, I gain once again a magnificent respect for Quidditch. My hands wander back to his waist band unbuttoning his trousers, and slipping a hand inside.
James gasps loudly at my boldness but doesn't stop me, oh no, his intensity just shoots up. I push at his trousers until they are low enough that I could pull him free. James pulls away from me and looks at me with a fierceness in his eyes. His hands scour my body and soon my blouse and his shirt are across the dorm. I begin to stroke his shaft slowly eliciting moans that make me squeeze him lightly.

I feel his hand going down my stomach and to the waist band of my skirt. Going lower he lifts up my skirt and pushing aside my panties inserts one, two fingers causing me to cry out at the sudden intrusion. My grip on him increases causing his speed to build.
"Lily" James moans in my ear as I continue stroking him against my stomach.
"James I know" I groan back, knowing full well what he wants but also knowing full well that I am just not ready yet. I squeeze him again, and with a surge of self control I roll us over once more, making his fingers leave my core. I straddle him invitingly but scoot down so that I can easily lean down and kiss his erect tip. He inhales quickly and I smile mischievously up at him, planting another soft kiss on his tip.
Coming back up so that I am hovering over him, my breasts barely brushing against his chest. I put my lips right below his ear and whisper something that only he would find extremely sensual and erotic,
"I solemnly swear I am up to no good"