James's eyes darken and he grabs my hips,
"Lils why do you do this to me?" he moans, I look at him sympathetically,
"I know darling but you know why we cant..." he looks to the side and sags a little his hands loosening around my hips,
"Yea I know I just, You know how much I wish I could...you know." his voice sounds constricted and my heart aches and I lean down and kiss his jaw,
"Yea I know..."
"Why, are you still scared? Scared that I'm going to leave as soon as it's over?" My eyes widen and my cheeks flush and I look at the bed sheets, suddenly he rolls us over so that he's looking at me face to face both on our sides, then he kisses me lightly.
"Why?" I shake my head tears threatening to burst, "Please Lils if you're going to torture me this way then at least tell me why,"
"I'm scared because I've seen you with other girls. I've heard all the stories. I'm friends with some of your previous adventures. I don't want to be like that. I don't want to be just another girl..." My voice fades and I don't dare look up at James for fear of what I'd see. Moments pass by, and being me I fear the worst. Then I hear him choke. My head snaps up to attention. What I see blows my mind.
James Potter is crying. Sobbing in fact. Bawling like a baby. My hands find his face and I methodically rub his cheeks wiping the tears away with my thumbs.
"James. James whats wrong?!" I say worried. He looks at me. The next thing I know He's kissing me passionately. roping his fingers through my hair. Finally we have to come up for air.
"What is going on James?" He hold me close.
"You will never be just another girl. You aren't just an adventure. You aren't just another girl. You are Lily Evans. The Lily Evans I spent almost 7 years pursuing. All those other girls. I was trying to distract myself. Because I couldn't have you. You didn't want me. Lils I love you. I love you so much. If you don't want to yet then we don't have to. I would do anything for you. Please don't be scared anymore."
Sorry for the super short chapter. I really just wanted this one out there. Tomorrow is the Triwizard choosing. Who will be selected, and how will that affect relationships and friendships.