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BPOV

Throwing my purse on to the coach, I sighed. Emmett didn't go to school again today. My apartment reeked of weed and sex. Making my way to his room the sound of Lil Wayne blasting through the door made my head hurt so much more

"Why the fuck did you stay home today?" I yelled over the music.

"What?" He said. I knew he could hear me, he was just being a little smartass. Walking over to his stereo, I turned the bitch all the way down.

"I said, why the fuck did you stay home today?"

"I'm sick." He faked coughed and cracked a smile. I wanted to smack that grin right off of his face, but I'd never hit him. Mostly because he was my brother and a little because he was 6'5 289 pounds of pure muscle.

"Emmett, I'm really getting tired of this shit. If you keep it up, I'm gonna have to send you back to Renee's." The look on his face was heart breaking. I'd never send him back to that hateful bitch, I just wanted to scare him. Boy did that back fire.

"What the fuck Bells? You'd send me back to that bitch? After everything she did to us? You're just as bad as she is!" I felt a tear run down my face. Was I like her? Was I turning to the person I swore I'd never be.

"Emmett-"

"No! Fuck you! I'm out of here. I'm not going back there. I'd die first." Before I could move to stop him he had his shoes on, his coat and keys in his hand and was out the door.

Not even bothering to put my shoes on or grab a jacket. I ran after him. As fast as I could in a skirt and no shoes. "Emmett! Emmett!" When I reached the bottom of the building, I saw his car pull off. FUCK!

Now I really needed to get drunk.

"Alice, I just don't know where I went wrong." I said to my best friend. We were sitting on my couch with with a bottle of wine between us.

"Bells its not your fault he's the way he is. Renee fucked him up before you could do any damage. Just let him cool down, he'll come back." She leaned over and wiped a stray tear from my cheek.

"What if he doesn't though? What if I've lost him forever? I need my baby brother as much as he needs me. I don't know what to do?" I grabbed my full of glass of wine and gulped it down, letting the warmth of the alcohol soothe my internal scars.

"He will. Just like you said, he needs you. As messed up as he may seem, you're the only person that's always been there for him and he won't forget that."

"I hope you're right."

After three bottles of wine I was feeling rather drunk. We had laid around and talked about her soon to be wedding, my new boss, and just life.

"So wait, you feel running out of the bathroom and broke your heel?" She giggled.

"Ugh, yeah. And they were the really cute one with the straps that you like." She gasped.

"You bitch! Those shoes were perfect!"

"I know, I'm just really glad that hot ass principal didn't see me. How embarrassing would that of been?!" And at that we cracked up.

"Glad to see you didn't miss me too much sis."

"Emmett?" I gasped! "I'm so glad you're okay! Where were you?" I demanded.

"Getting wasted off my ass." I then noticed his disheveled clothes and slurred speech.

"Emmett what the hell were you thinking? You can't get drunk over every little thing that goes wrong?"

"Look who's talking Renee junior." I felt like I had been slapped in the face. How dare he?

"Emmett come on now. Don't be a jackass. You know Bella isn't anything like Her." Alice said defending me.

"Oh, shut the fuck up Mrs. I'm-too-good-for-anything. Why don't take that stick out of your ass and go fuck yourself with it?" Alice looked hurt.

This shit has gone on too long. If he wanted to act like an adult, I was gonna treat him like an adult.

"Emmett, how about you go fuck yourself. I'm so tired of you treating me like shit." By now I was off the couch and in his face. "I'm the only person in the entire WORLD that's always been there for you and you think you can just walk all over me" I screamed "I work my ass off to suport you so you don't have to go back there. I gave up having my own life so you could be safe. And this is how you repay me. Disrespecting me? My home? My friends. FUCK YOU."

"Get off your mighty little horse Bella. You don't give a fuck about anyone but yourself. You're a selfish bitch, who can't get laid. No guy would fuck you if I was here or not."

He tried to push his way past me, but I stepped in front of him blocking his path. He tried to push past me but I pushed him back with all my might. All the alcohol in my system was burned out by the pain in my heart and the anger I felt.

"Get the fuck out of my way Bella."

"No. No, I'm tired of you treating me like shit. Fuck Emmett. What the fuck is wrong with you? You use to be so happ-" I was cut off my a fist connecting with my face. I felt my body propel backwards, and making my side hit the arm of the couch.

I heard Alice scream, and the front door slam shut. I knew I would never hit Emmett. I just didn't know he'd hit me.

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