"Rikki I don't want you to feel like this is a prison. I want you to love me." Dean said sitting at the end of Sam's bed.
"I can't, I can't love you knowing what I know about you. You were my mother's so you can't be mine as well. You love my mother."
"Not as much as I love you. I have seen you grow up into who you are and I couldn't be more turned on."
"Don't you get it? I can't give you my flower when I know you have already taken my mother's."
"How do you know that?" Dean asked turning to me wide eyed.
"I just assumed. You see, because I knew Spencer didn't get very close to her so by process of elimination you were it."
"So what are you going to choose Alan? He can't protect you like I can. He wouldn't even stand with you against Spencer."
"No, my guess is I will probably never see him again. I will either end up getting dragged back to the castle, be forced to marry Spencer and never see him again. Or I could be protected here for the rest of my life and never see him again. I don't really have anybody in mind at the moment." When I said it I knew it wasn't true. I hadn't been able to get Sam out of my mind since I met him. He doesn't have feelings just yet but I believe he will develop feelings for me soon enough. I felt it in the kiss we shared underwater. He was so gentle and it was so perfect that I knew in my heart that he was going to have feelings for me soon. If that happens I know I will never be able to look at another guy in the same way. He will be bound to me and I will be bound to him.
"You understand how I feel and it still doesn't change your mind?" He said getting up off the bed. He looked a little hurt.
"I love you Dean but I am not IN love with you. I can't process a feeling like that for you." I sighed. "Why didn't you marry Layla? She was who you developed feelings for. Aren't you guys bound together?"
"We would be if she didn't play me like she did. It was before our forest was technically pure free and I met Layla. She was perfect and she said she would change the world for me so we could be together. She said the Warriors of Mist were jealous of the love we shared. That they didn't want us to be happy; when I came home one day after we had been together for about a year I saw her with another man in our bed. I was heartbroken and that was the first time I had ever felt something like that. I felt like I was going to fall apart. I knew that having feelings came at a price but I never thought something like that could feel so horrible." He said as the look on his face portrayed what he must have felt when it happened. "I wondered around for decades feeling lost. Wanting to have these feelings disappear but then I found your mother. She fell right into my lap and it was like fate. I felt like the way I had when I fell the first time, she responded to me and knew exactly where I was coming from."
"Your love for my mother is so pure. I could never live up to something like that Dean. You loved my mother and I think you are still in love with her."
"Maybe but it's impossible to be with her because she has your father. She made her decision and I wasn't it. I fought until the very end but when she admitted that she had fallen for River I felt the same way I did when I found Layla in bed with her lover. I can't understand how someone could fall in love with another when they already have given their heart away to someone else." He said fighting back his tears.
"Feelings can get very complicated. To someone who has lived many decades and centuries without them, then to finally develop them so suddenly, it can make you crazy."
"No kidding. Rikki I want to be with you and I will fight. I am not afraid."
"I know but wouldn't you rather fall for someone who can feel the same way for you as you do for her?"
"You will someday. I just have to wait for it." He smiled walking out of the room
I haven't been sleeping very well because Spencer keeps showing up in my dreams. I haven't told Dean or Sam because I am afraid that Dean will go all crazy and such. It's been difficult living in the same house with Dean knowing his feelings for me and trying to also hide the fact that I have fallen for his incoherent brother. I can't help it something about Sam is so tantalizing. I don't know if I believe in soul-mates but there is some sort of sparkle in his eyes when he looks at me. I can't ignore it. He will just show up in my mind during the day even if I hadn't seen him. Sam all day Spencer all night, there is something wrong with this picture.
I had been sitting in the living room watching TV on the couch when Sam comes and sits down next to me. He doesn't say anything but I can still feel the heat that is radiating off his body. I am now super aware of him sitting there; his left leg lying sideways on his right leg, he had his hands behind his head and his eyes closed. "Sam?" I questioned as he stirred and opened his eyes. There was that sparkle again. "Have you found out anything that might be useful?"
"I have been researching for days and all I can find is the fact that your species has only one true soul-mate. The one that they first have feelings for. It bounds them together and I also found out that dragons have their own kingdom and each generation has a queen or a king. That's determined by your ancestors of all people. Do you know your dad's side of the family? He is a dragon right?"
"Yes my dad is the dragon but I never knew his family. Are you saying I could be the queen of my generation?! That's crazy talk! I can't even get someone to stand with me in a fight against someone. How could I run a whole kingdom?!" I said feeling a little anxious.
"Calm down, I don't know if you are the queen of your generation but it's definitely something to look into."
"No need to look into to it because it would be impossible."
"Well if it's impossible than there should be no harm in looking it up. Are you afraid we will find out you are the queen? Wouldn't that be a great honor, your majesty?" He questioned laughing.
"If by great honor you mean totally under qualified then yes what a great honor."
"Oh come on Rikki you were in fact the rightful queen it would just come naturally. No need to be afraid of it."
"Stop talking like we have found out I am already it! What does it even mean that I will have to lead my kind into freedom? I just got my freedom and I don't even know if I am really all that free."
"What makes you say that?" Sam asked putting his left leg down and turning to face me.
"Well for starters I am locked in this house for protection and Dean would have a field day if I left this house without him."
"Dean is harmless. He is just very protective of what he has. You should have seen him with me when I was a kid, our mom died and my dad was always fighting with the warriors. He always made sure he was at the house when I got home from training no matter what. I guess him getting feelings intensified that." He said running his hand through his hair. "Is there another reason?"
"Well umm I didn't want to tell Dean because I'm afraid he will freak but Spencer has been showing up in every dream I have had. He keeps telling me I'm not as free that I think. He says he knows where I am."
"If he already knows where you are why hasn't he tried to take you back?" He asked looking at the expression on my face. "You have an answer to that don't you?"
"Yep." I nodded. "He says that I have one of The Warriors of Mist protecting me and that he didn't want a death sentence on his head. It seems he is afraid of you." I smiled laughing. "You seem harmless."
"Oh I do? Well than you just don't know about me." He chuckled. "I am trouble." He smiled and I saw that sparkle in his eyes again.
"Alright then I guess you wouldn't mind having a little fight with me."
"And why would I want to do that?"
"Well I think I could kick your ass."
"Oh you do, do you; a dragon beating one of The Warriors of Mist, highly unlikely."
"Please you aren't even part of the warriors anymore but if that's the case then you will have nothing to worry about." I smiled getting up and walking to the front door.
"What do you propose to do about Dean? He is out scoping the terrain for any signs Spencer might be following us. I told him it would be better if he was here. You know to enforce the rules of you not leaving this house but I think you are safe enough with me."
"Fine then; prepare to lose." He smiled slyly getting off the couch and following me out to his car.
We pulled up to a waterfall and there was no one in site. I heard a rumble of thunder and a crash of lighting. The rain started pour down heavily with us still in the car. The waterfall was crashing into the stream below and the rain was making it even louder but in the car it was quite and intimidate. I became completely aware of Sam sitting next to me in the driver's seat. I could smell him he smelled of mandarin and spice, sandalwood and amber. It was so breath taking and I couldn't believe I didn't notice his enchanting musk before. I took a couple more deep breaths taking in his scent.
"Are we just going to sit here or are we going to make good on our little wager?" Sam smiled and my breath hitched watching as that sparkle appeared in his eyes again.
"It's raining."
"Yeah so, you aren't chickening out are you?" He laughed opening his door and walked right out into the down pour. I followed him out and I could barely see in-front of me. The rain was coming down to hard and fast.
"Sam do you really think this is safe?" I shouted trying to be heard over the sound of the downpour. I felt him tackle me to the wet ground and he stayed above me with his hands by my head and his knees keeping my body from moving. He looked at me and I watched the water drop off his face. His eyes seemed like they were studying my body, he leaned in and joined our lips together in a passionate kiss. He forced his tongue into my eager mouth and I sucked on his tongue taking his breath in.
I didn't want this to end and I started moaning in his mouth waiting for him to take the next step. He gently slid his hands under my soaked shirt and pulled my bra aside massaging my nipples with his thumb. He chuckled and pulled my soaked shirt over my head. I shivered and groaned when he stopped massaging my nipples to unbutton my jeans. He pulled them off my waist and caressed his hands all the way down.
I pulled at his shirt, saw him flex and allowed me to pull his shirt over his head. He moaned when I slid my hands down his back. He allowed his hands to push aside my panties and I felt my center start to throb wanting him to go into me. "Uh…Sam…uh." I moaned when he started moving his thumb inside my opening. I arched my back; I felt a pain inside and winced.
"It will be okay." Sam said taking his thumb out and massaged my opening. In a while it stopped hurting and he thrusted his thumb back inside me.
"Oh Sam go faster!" I groaned as he picked up the pace with his thumb inside me. He put his mouth on my breast and let his tongue slide over them. "UH…uh…Uhhh!" I moaned as my center started throbbing around his thumb. "Oh that's so good…!" I screamed as I orgasmed and felt Sam's teeth tugging on my nipples. It wasn't enough though. I wanted him inside me and I could feel his dick through his boxers trying to go into my belly button but having a hard time fitting every time he thrusted his thumb into me. "Sam I want you inside me." I said breathlessly. "Please. Uhh." I moaned as he took his thumb out of my pussy and brought it to his mouth for a taste. He smiled, took off his boxers and threw them aside. He hooked both of his thumbs into the waistband of my panties sliding them off my hips and down my legs.
He pushed my wet hair behind my ear and kissed my lips. He let his lips travel down my neck to my stomach. "You are so beautiful." He whispered in my ear and pulled me on top of him to unhook my bra and threw it behind his head. Sam's left hand slid down my back to my butt and squeaked it.
"Sammy." I whispered putting my hands around his neck. I pressed my lips to his in a light kiss I then moved my hands down and took his dick in my hand. I stroked it a couple times and he moaned. He allowed me to guide it to my opening and when he penetrated my center I felt complete with him inside me.
I don't own Supernatural, Dean or Sam but everything else you do not recognize from the show is mine.