Dear Rikki, I miss you so much. The warriors don't understand feelings and I see how I acted when I didn't have them. What an ass I was. I have been waiting for you in my dreams just so I can touch your face and put my arms around your body. I miss that sparkle in your eyes; the picture shows it but it's not the same as looking into your eyes. They forget to give me food most of the time and I am stuck eating whatever I can find edible on site. It's defiantly harder to be one of us with feelings but my fighting skills haven't changed which is good. The other warriors are starting to look up to me. I wish you were here by my side especially at night because I am the only one who needs to sleep. It gets pretty lonely out here. I want to have my hands travel up your body and I want to inhale your scent. Your body is calling out to me at night and I turn over wanting to see you but I come to find you aren't there. I have no one to protect except myself and I'm not worried about myself. These fights I used to fight in when I was a kid don't make any sense to me now. We are such selfish people and we only care how things are for us not how they are for others. I get distracted by my thought when I shouldn't be and I know I'm going to go crazy if I can't touch you soon. I never thought I could develop feelings for anybody and I didn't want to but now that you are the one I couldn't imagine my life without them. You make me smile every day and you are the reason I get up in the morning because I know the more days I get through the closer I am to being right back at your side.

-Sam

I ran my fingers over the words he had written. My eyes started to tear up. "Rikki are you okay?" Dean asked walking next to me and seeing the paper in my hand. "Bring it in." He said with open arms. I ran into his arms and he enclosed them around me. "I know how hard it is not to have the person you love be by your side." He said kissing the top of my head.

"Thanks Dean." I said pulling away from him and smiled weakly. "Why don't we do something fun today? I need to get out of this house."

"Sure I've got some ideas." He smiled walking to the door. "Meet me downstairs." He said walking down the stairs. I just stood there and took a deep breath taking the locket Sam gave me in my right hand. "You ready?" Dean asked watching me come down the stairs.

"Yeah where are we going?"

"Well I was thinking we would take a drive."

"Okay." I said eyeing him as he walked to the front door. "You going to tell me where?" I asked strapping myself into his Impala.

"Nope I think I want it to be a surprise." He smiled winking.

We drove for a couple hours; I watched as trees and fields whizzed past us, until the sun went down. "Dean, can I ask you something?" I said looking away from the window at him.

"Anything."

"Do you think Sam really has fallen for me or is he just convincing himself he has feelings for me?"

"Why would you even ask something like that? I know Sam and he would never lie. To be honest I think he started falling for you the minute you guys looked at each other. It just didn't happen as fast as it did for me. He spent some time denying it but when you were gone I saw him going up to his room every night almost at the same time. I would walk by his door and either see him sleeping on the side you used to sleep on or sitting on the bed staring through the window at nothing. I knew our species has to sleep when we develop feelings so it was a dead giveaway." He smiled stopping the car and turning it off. "We are here."

"What here?" I asked because all I saw was a field with training methods stationed on the ground. There was only one tent and the light was on.

"Come on." He laughed poking his head in my window.

"Alright." I said rolling my eyes at him and he opened the door for me. I got out and followed him to the tent. "We are going to the tent? Dean I don't think I am ready to do this with you. I told you I love you but again not in that way. Weren't we just talking about Sam's feelings for me?"

"What? Rikki I'm not taking you to the tent to have sex with you. No matter how much I want to." He chuckled not turning my way. "Wait did you just turn me down? You just don't know what you are missing." Dean teased.

"Shut up." I laughed pushing Dean's arm. We walked to the tent and nobody was there. "Dean…" I trailed off.

"I guess he stepped out…" Dean trailed off in a whisper. He suddenly grabbed my hand. "I like it better when I don't get shocked." He smiled with our hands still intertwined as he pushed my hair back with his other.

"Dean we really shouldn't." I said as Dean leant into kiss me. His lips touched mine and I felt perfect; like he knew what he was doing. His tongue poked itself into my mouth and I allowed it. I wanted to feel regret but I didn't. He pulled away. "Hold on." He said letting go of my hand and moving a little away from me.

"Rikki, what are you doing here?!" Sam exclaimed running to hug me.

"Sammy?" I questioned smiling as his chest hit me and I felt whole.

"I missed you so much." He said kissing my head and not letting go of me. "Thanks, Dean." He said and I felt him smile.

"You're welcome. I will give you two sometime." He sighed walking out of the tent.

"Wow you are here! What are you doing here?" He questioned pulling away from me a little bit. "You okay?"

"Yeah I'm just overwhelmed." I smiled standing on my tiptoes and kissing him. "I missed you." I said breathlessly. "Dean thought it would be a great surprise I guess. He didn't even want to tell me."

"Well this is so…great." He said smiling until those dimples popped out of his cheeks.

"God I love those dimples." I said kissing his dimples.

"Yeah I love that nose." He chuckled kissing my nose.

"Are you making fun of me?" I asked in a sarcastic tone.

"Maybe." He whispered kissing down my neck. "Mmm." He moaned sliding his hand up my shirt and stopping at my bra. He unhooked my bra from the front and it fell to the floor. He massaged my breasts.

"Uhh…" I trailed off giving into the sensation that he was creating for me. "Sammy…" I whispered travelling my hands down his chest. I unbuttoned his jeans and they fell to the floor joining my bra. I saw the excitement in his boxers and I grabbed it with one of my hands. "Aren't we excited?" I smiled pulling his dick slightly.

"Well…uhh…it's been too long." He smiled at the job my hand was doing.

"It's only been a week."

"As I said way too long." He said unbuttoning my jeans as they fell to the floor in a pile and he wrapped his arms around my waist. He pulled me tighter to himself and it forced me to let go of his member. I pushed his shirt up his body and he reluctantly moved his arms from my waist so I could take his shirt all the way off. He put his arms right back around my waist once his shirt was off.

I laid my head on his chest and just took a deep breath breathing in his smell. "Sam…?" I trailed off as he slowly caressed my skin until my underwear went down my hips.

"Hmm?" He questioned as his lips made a soft trail of moister across my breasts.

"I need you." I said breathlessly as he took his own boxers off and thrusted into me. It didn't hurt like it did the first time we had sex. It was smooth and my center invited him in with every thrust. I felt myself getting wetter and wetter every time he thrusted in and hit my center. "Oh Sammy!" I moaned as my eyes rolled into the back of my head. He pushed me up against the tent walls and I wrapped my legs around him so he could get further into me. He pulled out only to push himself back into me and pull me closer towards him.

"Rikki…" He moaned. "Mmm…" He smiled forcing his tongue into my mouth. I welcomed it in and he rolled his tongue inside my mouth.

"Uhhh!" I screamed as I felt hot liquid escape me. Sam didn't even seem to notice and we fell on the bed. He pulled me up so I was sitting on him and picked me up and put me down on his member again. I moaned grabbing onto his hair.

"Rikki." He whispered pushing damp hair away from my face.

"Hmm." I yawned opening my eyes to look at him.

"Stay with me tonight."

"What about Dean?" I asked closing my eyes again.

"I'll go tell him, Sweetheart." He said kissing my forehead. I heard the tent door open and then gently close.

Oh my God! Big drama here! Dean kissed Rikki and she liked it! What should happen next? Leave reviews! :)

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