Hi! So I know I haven't really said anything yet but… here I am! This is my first time writing a Fanfic but I have been reading them for a long time so I'd like to think that I'd be pretty ok ;-) I Hope you stick with me, I will probably update a lot, but I'd like to get this story to at least 50 chapters and I'll try my best to get them longer! So… ENJOY! (P.S always BPOV unless I said it's not)

I kept backing up until I felt my back hit the wall behind me. I thought I was prepared for this, but seeing the people I would have to live with sent my brain into a flurry of thoughts and fear. My knees bent involuntarily and I fell but first against the ground. I could feel myself starting to hyperventilate and tried to get to my happy place, imagining me and my mother, or my father, or anyone who was not these people who are here now. I imagined my lungs, breathing at a normal pace, just like my therapist taught me to do.

As I was finally beginning to calm down, I felt a large hand come down on my shoulder and I screamed loudly and tried my hardest to stand up so I could get away. The stranger held me down and I clamped my teary eyes shut and felt my body go limp. I learned to shut myself down from a young age, knowing what always follows being held down. I sigh and let my mind drift, not having to worry about what was going to happen.

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I woke up in a dark room and I panicked. I went through my mental checklist in my head, to make sure that I was O.K. Clothes on? Check. Not sore? Check. No more scars? Check. I glanced back down at myself confused, what happened while I was out of it.

I realized I was sitting on something large and very comfortable, must be a bed. I carefully groped the silk sheets and found the edge. I leaned over and heard my worn in converse touch the wooden floor. I walked forward slowly until I hit a wall and found a doorknob. I gulped and twisted the shiny knob and was surprised when it gave quickly. Unlocked? Strange. I've never been free to leave the chambers past. I opened the door a crack and peered out to make sure it was clear. Once I was sure I wasn't being watched, I made my way into the new hallway. It was painted a soft cream color with black and white photos in black frames littering the walls. I walked forward and found myself at a grandiose spiraling staircase.

I peered over the side and stiffened when I heard a high-pitched shriek. I saw the small spikey-haired pixie bounding up the stairs at an inhuman pace, and grabbing me in a hug. I closed my eyes and balled my hands into fists with white knuckles. A single tear fell out of my clamped eyes as I prayed that she would release me and just get it over with. She released me from the tight embrace and I let out the breath I forgot I was holding. I opened my eyes and wiped away the traitor tear. As she saw what happened her excited face fell. The pixie stepped forward as I took a step back and hugged myself tightly, hoping that I would fall to pieces again. Just stay strong Bella. It's not even that bad. I watched her as she whispered "Sorry" and ran back down the stairs.

I felt my face morph into a frown and blinked confusedly. That was weird. I was expecting her to be mad for leaving the room I woke in. I ran my hand through my knotted mahogany hair and breathed another deep breath just to be certain my lungs still existed. I made my way down the stairs, trying not to be caught again. I gasped as I saw the beautiful room I stepped into. The ceilings were easily 15 feet tall and there were huge arch shaped windows on each wall. The walls were painted white and there was a colossal cotton white sectional right in the middle facing the 60 inch T.V.. There were plush rugs all over the floor and you could see the massive all- white modern kitchen through the doorway.

For a feeting second, I assumed that this was heaven. All that I'd ever dreamed of as a child, friends who hug for the heck of hugging and colossal living rooms with big windows. I sighed happily as I wrapped my mind in thoughts of my lovely heaven. Suddenly the huge bear of a man I saw at the airport penetrated my lovely thoughts. My heaven turned into hell and the hole room looked 10 times smaller and more confined. Realising there was no wasy escape option, and that he would find me anyway I glanced back over. He smiled evilly and stepped closer. For the second time in one day, I greedily accepted the darkness.