I own nothing except Hollie... I know its been a while but i hope you like it...

I awoke the next morning got dressed and left for work. I arrived at the A&E and entered the locker room. I threw my bag in the locker and put the kettle on. I put some coffee and sugar into a cup and once the kettle boiled I added the water and some milk from the fridge. I left the locker room and made my way into the work area. I didn't even get a sip of my coffee before Jay pushed a file into my hands.

"Rebecca Green, 27 years old, 10 weeks pregnant, fainted at home, gash to the forehead."

"OK, Jay can you clean the gash up once I've spoken to her?"

"Course Hol."

"Hello Miss Green, I'm Dr McDonald. I understand you fainted earlier at home, it says in your notes that your blood pressure has been down since your pregnancy was detected, I'd like to keep an eye on your blood pressure as I believe the fainting was caused by a drop in your blood pressure. Nurse Faldren here is going to clean that nasty cut on your forehead and then dress it, if you need anything just ask someone or if you need me just ask someone and they'll send me down."

"Thanks" replied Rebecca.

I pick up the coffee I left on the side and grab another file. I look up and Nick Jordan is standing right in front of me. He smiles cockily at me and winks. I shake my head and look down at the file in my hand, studying it carefully. I feel his presence move from in front of me and then I feel him standing behind me, I can feel his warm breath on my neck, tingling. His hand on my lower back. I shiver at his touch. Goosebumps cover my entire body. I gulp. My breath catches. All I can do is hope no one has noticed. I just want to turn around and kiss him. I close my eyes, I'm using every last bit of strength trying to stop myself.

"A little bird tells me that your new boss is a prick..." he whispers. Before walking away. As he gets to the door he turns round and smiles that dazzling smile and I smile back in a daze before turning straight into Jay.

"What was that?" Jay asked eyebrows raised.

"N-N-Nothing, What can I say? I must be growing on him." I shrugged.

"Yeah, maybe."

I gasped and feigned mock hurt and shock, "Do you think I'm not capable of being liked by my boss."

Jay looked at my face and burst out laughing "I didn't mean it like that. I just meant after the way he treat you yesterday it would certainly be a massive turn around."

"I know. Lets hope he isn't going to hate me forever. Could do without him breathing down my neck." She meant that in more ways than one. She'd nearly broken before.

"I'm going to go check on Rebecca Green" Said Jay. I nodded and turned towards the ED doors and headed along the corridor and onto the next floor of the ED where the offices were. I wasn't sure what I was doing, my legs were carrying me along. I knocked on his door.

"Come in." Was what I heard from the other side of the door. I pushed the handle down and opened the door. I stepped in and closed the door. But before I could register anything he was in front of me and leaning down and crashing his lips onto mine. I wrapped my arms around his neck, pulling him closer. He ran his hand down my back, making me shiver, before it rested on my ass. I arched my back, leaning into him. I was melting and I was losing myself. I somehow found the strength to pull away. He looked at me taken aback. I moved away from him, away from temptation.

"Hol?" He looked at me questioningly "What's wrong?"

"Nick, we can't."

"Why?"

"You know why Nick."

"People aren't going to think anything less of you for us being together."

"They are Nick. I don't want to be accused of using you. I'd never do that. I love you."

"And you're not going to be. They'll understand. I never planned to fall in love with you Hol, it happened and we're happy, they'll understand."

"Look what happened at my last hospital Nick. And you didn't even work there. I want to progress on my own merit."

"I know you do Hollie. And you know I'd never just give you a job cause you're my girlfriend. You're a brilliant doctor, you're capable, people like you, you know exactly what you're doing. This job was entirely on your own merit and it wasn't just me who chose you for it. The board loved your references and they loved you. They can see potential."

"But that's the board, they're my colleagues out there, and they will judge me for this. They can't know just yet. Just give me some time to show them that I'm capable. To show them I can do this. Jay was asking questions out there about that show you put on. And I wanted so much to tell him. But telling them now when I haven't even proved myself is suicide. Please Nick. Let me do it my way."

"Ok Hol we'll do it your way. You have no idea how hard it is when I see you just standing there and all I want to do is wrap my arms around you and kiss you."

"You have no idea how hard it was to stop myself from kissing you out there."

He chuckled and wrapped his arms around my waist and gave me a quick kiss. Before smiling and moving away from me.

"I'll see you later Hol. Maybe you can teach your boss that lesson later." He laughed.

"Dream on." I chuckled.

He leaned back onto the desk and sighed. How did she have this affect on him. She always left him wanting more. He smiled to himself and rose from the desk before leaving the room and following the same route she had taken.

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