I'm soo sorry its been sooooooooo long, I honestly didnt realise, how long its been. I've got a few chaps written so I promise you two this week and at least 1 a week for the forseeable! I have to get this finished! Please dont give up on me! I hope you like it! There's a risqué moment towards the end though.
Disclaimer: I dont own Casualty but if I did I would never have let Nick go!
It was time for me to go home, Nick still had another few hours of his shift to go and I was pleased. I had to clear my head. I left the cubicle and signed myself out of work. I saw Nick coming my way and I made a major effort to avoid him. I couldn't deal with this right now. So I grabbed my things from my locker and made my way to the car park, I unlocked the door of my mini cooper and climbed in. I started the car and drove home. The drive was horrible I just couldn't stop thinking about everything with Nick and Zoe. I could see them together. Kissing. And it tormented me. Tears fell from my eyes, burning a trail into my skin as they rolled down my cheeks and into my lap. I pulled into our driveway, got out of the car, and locked it. By now I was in floods of tears, I felt like I was drowning in them. I opened the door to the house and hurried up the stairs. I grabbed a weekend suitcase out of the cupboard under the stairs. I grabbed some clean underwear and some work clothes for the next few days and packed them, along with some shoes. I snatched my tracksuit bottoms out of a drawer and my trainers. Picked my ipod off the side and zipped the suitcase up. I hurried down the stairs and threw the suitcase into the back of my car. I headed back inside and grabbed a notepad and a pen leaving Nick a note.
I've gone back to the apartment for a couple of nights. Please don't follow me. I need some space. I need to clear my head. I love you Nick. Xxxxx
I left it on the phone table and headed out to the apartment I owned that is up for sale at the moment. I unlocked the door and entered, dumping my suitcase in the open plan living area and heading into the bedroom, throwing myself onto the bed. I took deep breaths, calming myself down when what I realised was that I needed a run. I threw on my track suit bottoms, vest and a hood, picked up my ipod and put some trainers on before leaving to run along the riverside. I ran until I couldn't think anymore and all thoughts of them together vanished, I had no idea where I was going, just that I hadn't ran far enough. I kept going until I began to feel tired. I came to a standstill so I could get my bearings, it was then I realised that the sun was almost finished saying goodbye to another day, and yet here I was in a rundown part of town with no idea how to get back. I took my phone out of my pocket in order to find out exactly where I was. I was shocked to find that I had in fact somehow ended up in St Pauls, somewhere I was advised to avoid due to the high crime rate. It was just typical that my phone chose this moment for the screen to go black. I decided that the best thing to do would be to go back the same way I'd come. As I put my phone back into my hoody pocket and zipped it up I turned around and banged straight into something.
"Wooah steady on there love." Said the man I'd bumped into, he had blonde hair, menacing blue eyes, a twisted smirk and a look of pure evil on his face.
"I..I'm sorry, I wasn't looking where I was going." I said as I backed away, only to bump into one of his mates behind me. I jumped in fright, turning around swiflty, my mouth so dry that I couldn't even swallow never mind scream.
"What's a beautiful girl like you doing in a place like this." Asked the second man, stepping forward towards me, menacingly, he had dark hair and his eyes were much like the blondes. Both were about a foot taller than my 5ft 4inch frame.
"Just been for a run you know, I erm, got a bit carried away. I must go, my boyfriend will be wondering where I've got to" I tried to say calmly but my breathing gave me away, taking another step back and realising I was stuck against the wall, him taking another two steps forward. I tried to push my back into the wall even further, my breathing loud and heavy. I could smell the rancid smell, of stale beer and garlic on his breath. Another one of their mates walked into view.
"just do her over already" he warned. My head was spinning, my mouth dry, a huge lump in my throat, my eyes burned with tears threatening to fall, I tried to swallow them back and I was sweating more than I had been. I had no idea what they wanted to do to me. I tried to speak but I had no voice, I knew I needed to scream, to get someone's attention, but when I tried I heard nothing, just air being expelled. The blonde laughed darkly. What had I gotten myself into. He moved closer to me so his nose touched mine. I closed my eyes wishing this would end. I felt his presence move away a bit but his hand moved up to my face, I winced expecting his hand to make contact with my face, it didn't. He wiped a wisp of hair behind my ear and then pulled his hand back before slapping it across my cheek, my head smashing off the wall behind me. I could feel the sting on my cheek and I could feel the blood trickling down the back of my neck, soaking into my hair and the pain in my head was excruciating, I couldn't get my eyes to focus. I was seeing double. I felt his hand grope my breast and I tried to shrug out of the way but his grip on me tightened. His hand moved down to my crotch which he groped too, I felt repulsed; I just wanted to get away from him, I tried to pull his hand away but he twisted my arm, there was a sickening crack and tremendous pain. I tried to push myself into them to get away but I wasn't strong enough and the pain crippled my whole arm. He ripped my ipod from my arm and unzipped my pocket taking out my phone.
"Thanks for this baby." I kept my eyes tightly closed. Hoping that they were leaving, my head pounding and my arm aching. "Have a nice sleep" he laughed before grabbing my hair and thumping it into the wall, introducing me to darkness.
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