You awoke to find your self in you own bed, wondering how you got there. You thought for a minute, then you smiled. Lucas carried me, you thought. Ashley could not have done it since she has no muscle.

"Do I really like him," you asked yourself. And if so, I hope he likes me, you thought. You sighed and got up. You went to the bathroom and took a shower. You then put on some Abercrombie jeans and an Abercrombie tee. You then put on some make up then you straightened your hair. You blew a kiss to your reflection in the mirror and you went to the kitchen to grab some breakfast. You turned on the t.v. and you watched MTV's Pimp My Ride. You gobbled down your breakfast quickly then you walked over to the sink and put your dirty dishes in it. As you were about to go out the door, you saw a note it said:

Meet me in the lobby. I have a little surprise for you.

Signed,

Ashley.

After reading the note, you grabbed your purse and keys. And you went down to meet Ashley in the lobby. You saw her in one of the chairs sipping a latte. You tapped her on the shoulder.

"Ashley what are we doing?" you asked.

"I am taking you out to breakfast. I know you don't like to cook. Amber told me so. She went home with Zac last night by the way. I swear those two hooked up," Ashley said.

You drove down the street to Golden Corral, since your feet were hurting so much from so much walking from the day before.

"I'll pay." Ashley said. You guys both got in line and she paid for your meal. You both went to the buffet and got your food. You both sat down at a table then you started eating.

"So, Ashley when do we start filming?" you asked. "I don't know, so I figured I would ask."

"Well, Jess, we start filming in a couple of weeks. Kenny wanted us all here early so we could adjust before we start."

"So what's on your mind, Ashley?" you said.

"Well I want to ask you something. First of all, do you have a crush on Lucas?"

"Um……… I don't know what to say," you wavered

"I'll take that as a yes. You like him. It's written all over your face when ever you see him."

"Anyways, the rest of the cast wants to go to six flags. Lucas, Miley, and Zac all want you to come. Do you want to go?" Ashley said.

"Let's see. I have a chance to go to a major theme park. Pass it up? No freaking way! Let's go. Ashley, I'll call Lucas and tell him to let everyone know. Race you to the door! Loser has to drive!" You yelled.

Well you got to the car first, which meant Ashley had to drive. You could not help but giggle at the fact that she cannot run fast.

"Ha ha, I know, I am a slowpoke. Go right ahead and laugh, show-off," Ashley said.

You just smirked.

"So Ashley where are we going to meet them?" you asked as you adjusted your make up and fixed your hair."

"We are going to meet them in the lobby at your hotel," she said as she stopped for a red light.

"That's good to know, thanks Ash. I can always count on you," you said.

Not too long after that, you pulled into the hotel parking lot. Ashley parked the car, then you both went inside. You noticed that there were no fans, which saved both of you from a boatload of aggravation. You then went inside to find everyone standing inside. You then went inside and you told everyone that you were taking your car.

"Who's driving?" you asked.

"Zac is," Ashley answered.

"You need to relax and quit driving so much. You drove the whole way here yesterday. Go sit in the backseat," Ashley told you. "Everyone is waiting."

You climbed in the back seat noticing that the only seat left was the one next to Lucas. You sighed, knowing this was Ashley's doing. You sat down next to Lucas, and you buckled up.

"Hey Jess, what's up?" Lucas asked you. You were pretty much zoned out.

"Jessica!" Miley shouted. "Lucas is talking to you. Pay attention," she said while waving her hands in front of your face.

"Oh, sorry Lucas I must have been day dreaming. Not much is up with me. Just the same old, same old," you said.

"Well that's good to know. I definitely think we are in for a good time today," Lucas said as the car came to a stop.

You all got out, and walked to the ticket booth. Everyone bought their tickets, except for you. Without knowing it you went up there to pay for a ticket.

"No need to do that, Jess. As my birthday present to you, I already paid for yours," Lucas said.

"Lucas!" you groaned. "You did not have to do that. I think I can pay for my own stuff. I'm used to it anyway."

"Don't say that nonsense, because as long as you are with us, I'm paying for your ticket as your birthday present. Keep this up and I may just have to buy you lunch," Lucas said in a cocky tone. Everyone else snickered at this. You wondered what Ashley and Lucas planned last night.

You guys rode all sorts of rides. Suddenly you came up to a rollercoaster. You did not want to ride because well you liked roller coasters but you weren't in the mood for one.

"Guys, I am going to sit this one out. I don't want to lose my lunch. Besides, my feet need a rest," you told them.

"That's okay," Ashley said. "Lucas will sit out with you. He does not really want to ride this one either," Ashley said while smirking.

"Ashley, can I talk to you for a minute," Lucas said.

"Sure I'll talk to you after we're finished with this ride." She answered. She then went off with everyone else to the ride. It was a long line, so you knew that it would be a while.

You were bored, so you dragged out your songbook that you carry with you You then started writing down a song that exactly described how you were feeling at that time.

This feels so exciting

I love the way you smile when I see you

I could not ask for anything better

I swear nothing could make me feel so great……..

It feels so right

I never want to let you go

I want to hold you tonight

But I can't make a move

Cause you sway me with your charm.

You make me weak

I can't even stand when I'm around you

You make me fall

So hard that I can't get up

I want to make a move, but I can't

I want let you know how I feel,

I want it to be real

But you make me so weak

"Hey Jess, What's in that notebook," Lucas asked.

"Oh nothing much Just some songs I am writing. You don't want to see them trust me," you said.

"Oh yes I do," you heard him say. You guys started fighting a little.

"Ok fine, Lucas you can look at them. Just don't tell anyone for now. They are part of a surprise that I am doing later," you said.

You then handed him the book. He read each one for a few minutes. He then came to the one you just started.

"Lucas, don't look at………that one," you sighed.

"Hey, did you just start writing this one?" He asked.

Yes, you answered. You were kind of uneasy about this.

"Why do you ask," you questioned him.

"I was just wondering who it was about. It looks like you were in love with someone. That's exactly what this song is about isn't it?"

"Yes it is, Lucas," you said. "The guy I wrote that about kind of likes me, but I am scared to make a move because the last guy I was with raped me and I don't want to go out with guys for a while, because I don't want to get into boy trouble." "I don't want to have to go through all of that legal crap again." "I've already been through it once and it sucked," you said, hating that you had to tell him this.

"Well I am sorry to hear that," Lucas said.

It then grew silent. You both just sat their enjoying the quiet.

Lucas then gave you back your notebook. You decided not to write anymore today, because you just could not think. You knew you liked Lucas but you did not want to get close to anyone because you don't want to get raped again. Little did you know that Ashley and them had purposefully left you and Lucas alone together. They were on the other side of the park.

"Lucas, I just thought of something." "Where are Ashley, Zac, and Miley," You asked, oblivious to what Ashley was doing.

"Oh they went on more rides when they noticed we were talking." "They did not want to interrupt us," Lucas answered. "Want to go find them?" He asked. "I think I know where they are."

"Sure that will be nice," you said.

He then walked up to you and helped you up, since he knew that your feet were sore.

"So are you single?" Lucas asked you.

"Well, I am not sure why you want to know that since you are going out with Ashley, but yes I am single," you answered. "Oh there they are, you said. Let's go meet them," you said to Lucas.

You then ran as fast as you could. Lucas could barely keep with you. You stifled a giggle as you ran.

"I would like to talk to Lucas for a minute in private," Ashley said. This made you a little bit curious.

Why would Ashley want to talk to Lucas away from everyone, you wondered. You sat there with Zac and Miley for a while. Suddenly you heard Lucas Ashley fighting. You went over to them to hear………………..