Disclaimer: I don't anything you are familiar with. I do however own Jess and Amber and the songs It Hurts and Flyin'. Please don't steal. I know how to report you and get you banned so watch out.
Lucas sighed. "What have I done?" Why did I do that? I knew the timing was right. She was probably just scared. "But why?" Lucas asked himself. "Why is she so scared?" he thought.
"Guys I have to go take care of something. I'll be back. Finish watching the movie." He said.
You heard someone knocking on your door. You had no idea who it was, so you let them in. Startled, you saw Lucas standing in your doorway. You had two choices: (a) run and hide. (b) Face him. You had trouble making up your mind. Finally you decided to do the latter.
"Lucas what is going on?" you asked.
"I really don't know Jess. Why don't you tell me," he said. You sighed. You did not really want to tell him about your past.
"Jess, I don't want to pry or anything, but why do you always shy away from me whenever I try to kiss you or anything?" he asked. "What have you been through in your life?" he asked.
"Do you really want to know?" You questioned him. You hoped he would say no.
"I would like to know, but you don't have to tell me if you don't want to," he said politely. You then made up your mind to tell him so he would shut up and quit asking.
"Lucas, what I am about to tell you must not be repeated to anyone. Not even the cast can know," you said. "Promise?"
"Ok I promise," you heard him say.
"Lucas, I don't how to say this so I am going to tell it you straight. I've been raped and sexually abused. The guy that did it to me was my first boyfriend. Whenever I would not have sex with him, he would beat me like hell. The only way I got out of that one was that I managed to convince him that I have AIDS, but I don't. My step dad is also an alcoholic and he abuses my family. Luckily, he goes away on business every summer, so the kids and my mom don't have to deal with him until October. My mom loved him at first, but then he started drinking. But when he started drinking, he also started abusing us. I used to pour his alcohol out but then he would just buy more. When he is sober, he is the guy my mom married. When he is drunk, he is a whole different person. That's what I've been through, Lucas. Are you happy now?" you said sweetly.
"Wow, Jess. I had no idea," Lucas said. "Most people don't," you muttered.
"Hey, Jess, I know I have the worst timing, but I really like you. I really want you to at least go out with me," he said. Lucas bit his lip in anticipation.
"I'll go out with you but on one condition," you said. Lucas felt his ears perk up.
"We take things slow." You said.
"Whoo hoo!" Lucas yelled. He then walked over to you and gave you a hug.
"Let's go back to the living room," you said. You both walked out into the living room hand in hand and sat down on the couch. You could hear Ashley and Vanessa whispering to each other. You rolled your eyes. You then watched more movies.
"Guys, I hate to break it to you, but tonight has not ended yet. I need you all to go home change into nice but casual clothes. A limo will pick each and every one of you up at 7:30 and drive you to a surprise destination at 8:00. I'm going to bathe and get ready. See you all at eight. Buy guys. You can all go now."
Everyone then left. Lucas was still there, since he was driving you. Or he thinks so………..you thought. You went and took a bath. You got on a black tunic, jeans, and black sandals. You straightened your hair and put on a little make up. You put on a couple bangles and then you grabbed your cell phone and wallet. Right as you were about to go out you remember that Lucas was still in the other bathroom. You noticed he had left his keys laying on the coffee table.
"Bad idea, Lucas," you told yourself. You grabbed his keys, then you went outside. You unlocked his car and started it. You grabbed your cell and called Lucas.
"Lucas I'm leaving. You need to come out now and meet me in the hotel parking lot. Toodles," you said. You then saw Lucas coming out the front door. He then came up to the car.
"Wait a minute, you are going to have to wear this." You then pulled out a black blindfold. You put it over his eyes and tied it around his head. Come on Lucas. If we don't hurry, we'll be late. You then helped Lucas into his own car (haha!) You then drove to the destination. It was a small club that was rented out for a whole night by a very rich friend of yours. You then opened the door and helped Lucas get out. You then led him to the door and let him in. You then went in yourself. You saw everyone sitting there waiting for you. You then asked Lucas to come here. You then took off his blindfold. He opened his eyes to see you and the cast. He tried to ask you a question but then you told him that you were about to give a surprise to everyone.
Looking up to see, everyone in front of you, you then walked to the stage. You signaled to your technical manager, Ryan (hehe From HSM!) You signaled for him to turn your mike on. You then cued the members of your band to come out from behind the stage.
"Ok guys. I am here tonight to show some sides of me that not very many people have seen of me. What you guys are about to see on this stage is me telling my life story. This is not merely me telling a tragedy, but me telling an action, romance, comedy, drama, horror, and fantasy alike. It's my life story. Now about this song I'm about to play. It is a song that wrote when I lost a relationship with a friend and after I lost my dad.
"Ryan, we ready?" You said to your sound guy.
"Yep, we are. Take it to town, girl!"
You picked up your guitar and started playing it for a few bars.
"I wonder if u miss me, Just as much I miss u," you sang.
"I ask my self everyday, do you even care? Am I wasting my time?" "
I wonder if you think of me as much as I think of you. The suspense is killing me!" you shouted.
"It hurts that I can't do a thing"
About the way I feel
Cause I still care about you
It's killing me inside
That I can't stop the way I feel
I don't know how to make it go away.
I can't stop thinkin' of you
Because of what you've done for me
I can't quit moping
Because you were my friend
I want to speak up
But I'm afraid I won't be heard
So I don't say a word
I can't stand this anymore. The suspense is killing me
It hurts that I can't do a thing
About the way I feel
Cause I still care about you
It's killing me inside
That I can't stop the way I feel
I don't know how to make it go away.
I've tried a million times
But I just can't find a way
I've tried to explain
But you still don't get it
I'm so sick of tryin' to tell you
So I'll just leave you alone
That 's why I choose to say
You then sang the chorus again. The band then started to fade out. Everyone then started clapping like crazy. You waited a few minutes then it died down. You performed a remake of JoJo's Too Little, Too Late. Everyone loved it. You did your song Live, I Don't Care, and I Was Me. You even performed the song Go Figure, by Everlife.
"Now guys before we end this gig, I have something else I want to say. This last song I am about to play is dedicated to someone very special that is in this audience. I know I have been sending some very mixed signals lately to this person. I wrote this song so I could get my feelings out and so I could express everything I am feeling about this person. Lucas, get up here now." Lucas then walked up to the stage and sat down
"Baby did I ever tell you"
You faced him and looked him in the eye.
The stars look better when they're shining in your eyes/ I can't explain it any other way/There's no need to worry/ about me leavin/I 'm here to stay/There's only one thing left to say
(Chorus)
It feels like I'm flyin'
Like I'm on cloud nine
This feels so great, no one can relate
Only I can understand
This is so right
It feels like dynamite
I wish that you could see
There's no place I'd rather be with you
Did you ever know that/every minute I spend by your side is never wasted/It's pure heaven/Everything else is just a waste/Every moment is pure haste, going by too fast/It just flies into the past.
It feels like I'm flyin'
Like I'm on cloud nine
This feels so great, no one can relate
Only I can understand
This is so right
It feels like dynamite
I wish that you could see
There's no place I'd rather be with you
I wish that I could tell you how I feel/but you make me so weak/I want to move on/ but my past is scaring me/I'm so blinded by your love/I feel so invincible/ Oh I can't make up my mind/
It feels like I'm flyin'
Like I'm on cloud nine
This feels so great, no one can relate
Only I can understand
This is so right
It feels like dynamite
I wish that you could see
There's no place I'd rather be with you
There's no place I'd rather be with you.
You then finished singing to Lucas and everyone in the room clapped.
"Guy thanks for coming and letting me show you guys the real me that I have cleverly hidden," Maybe if you're lucky I will do this again.
You then exited the stage and went to the back to change. You were very sweaty from performing. You then went to join everyone else and fellowship and party. Emily and Miley said they would wait for you backstage.
"Hey guys, wait for me," you told Emily and Miley. You then came out of the dressing room wearing a red tank top and Abercrombie jeans.
You then walked back outside to find everyone else eating pizza, talking and fellowshipping. You grabbed a piece of pizza and joined Jesse, Emily, Miley, and Jordan. Well, I'm glad that's done, you told yourself.
"Well you should not be glad it's over with," Jordan said. "You did REALLY well. You should perform more often" Miley said.
Speaking of which, that gives me an idea," Jesse said. Everyone groaned. Hey, my ideas are not that bad," Jesse said. "This one is not dangerous," he remarked.
Jesse then whispered something into Jordan's ear.
"Jessica, can Jesse and I talk to you backstage?" Jordan asked.
"Sure, but what for?" you asked.
"You'll see," she said. She then took you backstage.
"Sit, Jess," she said. You were kind of nervous about this.
"Jessica, I am not sure how to say this, so I am going to say it you straight, she said. You were more and more nervous by the second.
"Jessica, you did really well tonight. Everyone said so. I think that if you really put your mind to it you could get a record deal. Of course, it takes a lot to get one. You have to be in the right place at the right time," she said.
"Trust me Jordan, I should know," Jesse remarked.
"Jesse, I was not speaking to you," Jordan said.
"Anyways, Jesse and I were just talking. We were both wondering if you would like for us to set a meeting up for you with Hollywood Records. We could both get you a deal. We want to do it, but the rest is up to you," she said.
"Just think of the all the opportunities having a record deal could get you," Jesse said.
"You could have so much fun," Jordan said. "Opportunities like this don't come often," she said.
"At least think about it," Jesse said.
You then sat deep in thought. Sure you wanted to have a record deal. You knew that this is what you wanted. And here it was right in front of your eyes. You thought about all the pro's and con's. There were pro's than con's. You could make a lot of money if they thought you were good. You could make a lot of cash. You then came to your decision.
"Guys, I have come to my decision. I have thought about everything you have said. Yes, I could have a ton of fun. I could make a lot of money. I will do on one condition. As long as I can mention God at my concerts in a good way, then I will do it."
"That can be arranged," Jordan said.
"We'll contact them," Jesse said.
"Thanks for this opportunity, guys," you said. "I'm going to get a little bit of fresh air," you said. "I'll be back in ten." You went outside and sat on the grass, thinking about the nights events. Suddenly you felt someone come up behind you. They covered your eyes and grabbed you.
"Help!" you screamed. You were very scared.(who wouldn't be!) you then gathered up every bit of strength you had to try to get away, but this person was no match for you. You just sighed. You knew no one cared.
